this is angst but fluff at the same time? kinda idk

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 Badboyhalo sat alone in her room, her heart heavy with the weight of unspoken love. She yearned for Forever, her girlfriend, the woman who held her heart captive. But the world they lived in was cruel and unforgiving, their love frowned upon by a homophobic society. They had to hide their affection behind secret stolen glances and fleeting touches.

Every passing moment without Forever felt like an eternity to Badboyhalo. She felt a deep ache within her, longing to be in Forever's arms. But their busy lives kept them apart, always consumed by work and obligations that seemed to conspire against them.

Yet, despite the pain, they clung to one another in secret, hoping for a future where their love would no longer be a secret to be kept. Badboyhalo couldn't help but wonder if Forever felt the same deep yearning that consumed her every waking moment.

Late one night, overcome with a desperate need to be with Forever, Badboyhalo sent her a message. "I can't take it anymore. Let's meet, just for a little while. I need you."

The message hung in the air, its weight a reflection of Badboyhalo's emotions. She anxiously awaited Forever's response, her heart pounding in her chest. Only a few seconds passed, but it felt like an eternity.

Finally, a reply appeared on the screen, filled with emotion and love. "I feel the same, my love. Tonight, let's be brave and defy the world. I'll wait for you at our special place."

Badboyhalo's heart soared, exhiliration coursing through her veins. She knew the risks, but the desire to be with Forever overpowered any fear. She met Forever at the secluded spot near the river, where their secret love had blossomed.

As they embraced, time seemed to stand still. Their lips brushed in a kiss filled with passion and longing. They held each other tightly, channeling every ounce of love they had hidden away. But just as they were lost in the moment, a voice interrupted their stolen bliss. "What do we have here?"

Badboyhalo and Forever turned to face a group of jeering classmates, bigotry lacing their words. The weight of the world came crashing down on them once again, but this time, they refused to be defeated.

They just ignored them and got away, sat in their car and talked to eachother. They needed to figure this out.

Forever: How could we possibly keep this relationship going?

Badboyhalo: i don't know love. But this is stressing me out. We never have times for ourselves. I wait for u everyday, but then its my time to go! It feels so wrong, and it somehow makes me feel like you hate me.

Forever: i would never ever leave you, i love you, you know.

Badboyhalo: Not the way i wanted.

As Badboyhalo left the car and just walked home alone, thinking about it. Seems like overthinking.

While Forever drived home, slowly opened the door, thinking probably her love would be atleast there with rat (Lucy) but no. So she just sat in her room.

Badboyhalo got in her room dressed for work and got ready, made herself food so she doesnt starve, feed rat and went to work again without a car.

Since Forever was alone she would have to take care of eggs and rat alone. But that was nothing for her! She just wanted not to have a fight with BBH as she was everything to her. They loved eachother so much they couldnt give up just for that? right..?

----- a couple weeks later. ----

Badboyhalo entered Forever's room with happy news. Ready to share them with her.

Forever sat up on her bed and asked BBH why she was so exicted and so happy out of the suddent.

Badboyhalo: i finally got a new job and meaning we can finally have time together since im now from 4 am to 12!! and you are too!

Forever: good news love. 

they kissed on the cheeks and hugged as they finally are in the same timezone in jobs so atleast they can have time to cominucate and help with jobs.

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dont ask me. ask my brain