Chapter nine
~Y/N POV~
I shot up from the bed, my eyes opening wide as I wake up from my deep sleep. The last thing I remember was being with Jin in the kitchen having sex yet when I look down at myself I see that I have different clothes on as if I had been changed. Did he change my clothes or did he have someone else do it for me?
I could only think to myself but look over to my side table to see the time and it's now evening. I was passed out for hours, it was only afternoon when I was in the kitchen. I wonder why I slept for so long?
Running my fingers through my hair I felt that it was damp, as if I had a shower and let it to dry. He didn't bath me too did he?
Thinking back to when I first stayed here, when I would pass out during I would always wake up without them in my bed no matter where we had sex in the house, it was always my bed I woke up in. I would wake up with my clothes changed or on if I was completely naked and then my hair would either be soaking or just damp and right now my hair is damp. I stood up from the bed, and made my way to my bathroom, clicking on the light and grabbing my brush from beside the sink to brush my long smooth hair as I looked at my appearance in the mirror. You could tell I was fed from, my skin was paler and dark circles under my eyes. I looked weak but I still felt that way, just weak and tired even if I did just wake up. He must of drained a lot from me this time which is unusual of Jin since out of all of them I believe that he was the one with the most restrain.
I used the toilet also just to have a pee and then wash my hands and face. Walking out the bathroom I came to a stand still when I heard noises coming from the bedroom next door. It was Namjoons bedroom. I haven't seen him in a few days even if his bedroom is next to mine and on the other side is Yoongi's bedroom. They made sure to have my bedroom between them so they could keep an eye on me in this place. At first I couldn't make out the noise but after listening for several seconds my heart sunk to what I heard. Moans and groans that I know all too well.
Sitting on my bed did I pull out my Ipad that I was given to play games in but thankfully I can use it to listen to music so I also took out my headphones, putting them over my ears and plugging them into the ipod and putting on the first song I could find and laid on the bed on my stomach just to pull over a pillow over my head with the loud banging music to drown out whatever sounds are coming from next door. It's bad enough I know what they are doing, I've already seen Jimin kissing another girl and a few others walk around with girls too.
Why are they acting like this all of a sudden? I don't get it, am I not enough for them anymore or something?
They told me for the last two years that all they needed was me, that I was born to be theirs but yet here Namjoon is in the next room fucking the hell out of some girl that will most likely be dead soon. It's like a brothel house in here and I hate it. I could sense the sin off this place, more than before but that was only because it was only the demons having sex with me and having their mood swings but now this place is crawling with naked women that are either dead or alive.
I mean I knew these guys have stamina on them but come on, to have sex with multiple girls in one day and not be fussed about it was just shocking to know. But they're demons and they were made for having sex and taking souls, well their time of demons are. They cant live without by the seems of it.
Deep in thought I felt someone tap my shoulder. With a squeal in fright did I spin around to my back, the wire of the headphones pulled out the ipad, then to removing the pillow from my head to see Jimin standing at the side of the bed. He didn't hold an expression on his face but stare at me.
"Jimin, what are you doing in here?"
He shrugged his shoulders at me with a slight curve of the lip that only lasted a second if that.
"I came to check on you after your little moment with Jin in the kitchen." Jimin
"How do you know about that?"
Jimin raised both his brows but continued to stare at me.
"Everyone knows about that Y/n. I know everything about you, what you're doing, what your thinking and how you fee-" Jimin
He stopped himself to look down to his feet almost shamefully exhaling deeply.
"How I'm feeling? Is that what you were going to say?"
He nods still looking down at his feet as he now shifted side to side on them, patting his sides with his hands.
"Yeah. All of us can feel it Y/n. It doesn't make us proud of what we're doing but we have no choice." Jimin
I frowned at him just to pull my headphone off and sit up to lean back against the headboard.
"I don't get what you mean Jimin, but I do know that you're all acting weird. To know what you're all doing and to what he is doing right now. It..."
I couldn't say it. To say it out loud makes my feelings become more real even if I don't want to admit it. I guess you can say I've grown feelings for these demons when I know they are in capable of loving me back. It's not in their nature to love, they wouldn't even know what love means.
"It hurts you. Yeah we know but there's nothing that we can do about that I'm afraid. Business is business." Jimin
The way he said that so blankly just pissed me off. I mean I know it wouldn't bother him but still, how could he say that about these women? How can he say that as if it doesn't matter that it hurts me to see all this every single day.
"It's not business Jimin it's wrong. You know that and so does everyone else in this house. I bet even some of the girls also know it's wrong but it's too late by the time they figure it out."
Jimins eyes flicker black, signalling I've hit a nerve somewhere in there.
"Watch how you speak to me Y/n. You're the weak one out of the two of us here, I could kill you right now if I want to." Jimin
I scoffed and crossed my arms over my chest.
"Oh please, you expect me to believe that. If you wanted me dead you or any of the others would of done it years ago. Hell Yoongi would of left me to die in that field of that is the case but no, I still here and kicking. You stand there and try to act all big and that you don't care but tell me Jimin, why did you really come in here?"
Now I was sitting up on my knees, staring into his black eyes that gave me shivers down my spine but I didn't let him know that even if he might me able to feel my emotions but still I wont give him the satisfaction to see his effect on me. Jimins black striped markings started to appear on his face, a low growl followed as if he was warning me but don't care. If he kills me he'll give me that sweet release I wanted years ago.
"Come on Jimin, tell my why you're here. You came to check on me because you were worried about me weren't you? You care about me you're just pathetic to admit it. A real man wouldn't be able to show how they truly feel about someone they claim to care about. You're no ma-AHH!"
I didn't get to finished what I was saying since he tackled me to the bed with the louder growl, the echoed through the room and even had the picture above my bed shake from the wall. He's pissed. I tried to push him off my, kick my way off him but he was too strong, one hand pressed against my throat, another hand of his tightly holding my wrists above my head together and using his knee to pressing against stomach to keep me still.
"JIMIN GET OFF ME!!"
He started to laugh at my misery, just to lick from my jaw to my cheekbone.
"You dare to test my authority as a man. We both know just how much of a man I can be, or have you forgotten?" Jimin
I shook my head side to side, squeezing my eyes tight but still trying to push up to get him off me but still he doesn't budge.
"No, no I haven't. I'm sorry, just please get off me!"
I pleaded with him but a grumble followed by a purr came from his chest. I opened my eyes to see him grinning down at me, his sharpen teeth, black demon eyes and black stripes from his neck up to his jaw and cheeks, clearly showing through.
"Not this time little angel. Tonight I think I need to remind you of your manners." Jimin
He removed his hands from my wrists but stares deeply into my eyes, putting me into a trance so my body would relax unwillingly. I stopped fighting against him, my whole body just limp under him. He sat up but brushed his finger along my tear stained cheek.
"Don't worry Y/n, I'll make sure you really learn your lesson. Now I think these need to go, am I right?" Jimin
He lifted himself off me just to rip off my pjs bottoms and underwear all at once. I watched him lick his lips as he stares down at my bare womanhood. I wanted to fight him off, to tell him no but I couldn't. It was like my body was failing me and wouldn't allow me to do anything I wanted it to do.
"Fight all you want Y/n but we both know you'll lose." Jimin
My eyes widen when he stood up and unbuckled his belt to pull down his own jeans and boxer shorts. I cried more internally but my tears fell from my eyes. I managed to squeeze my legs tightly shut but he growled and pushed them apart again and hovered above me again to already have himself positioned at my entrance.
"Don't Y/n, you'll only make this worse." Jimin
The dark look in his eyes told me I wasn't going to enjoy this at all. I was in for a long night filled with nightmares by the doings of Jimin. The very demon who swore he would never force me into something I didn't want to do when the others used their 'gifts' against me and he didn't and now he is going back on that promise.
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