"Nari?" Chang asked lifting himself from the pillow. Nari glared at the nurse by the door and she excused herself leaving two of them alone. "How are you Chang?" She asked him sitting at the edge of the bed.

"Better." He seemed to be checking if she's alright the whole time from the moment Nari came in. The girl unintentionally hid her bruises. "Your head?" She questioned glancing at Chang's head wrapped in some sort of ligament. "It's not that bad." He almost started stuttering and it wasn't long until Nari realized he was lying.

"Chang, why didn't you tell me that brakes didn't work?" She asked, the tone was sad, but inside, Nari had a burning anger, because of these actions. "You would have tried to save me!" He confessed and Nari nodded. Well, it was true. "Then why didn't you let me?" She couldn't understand. "You should have kept the helmet on. As the driver you took the biggest hit!" She started to get outrageous.

"No." Chang shook his head and smiled sourly. "You know guarding you through all these years would have been useless if I didn't manage to protect you at the last momemt. I didn't care what it meant for me."

"Even if you could have died?!" Tears started showing up in Naris eyes. "Even that, I didn't care. I had to do it." Chang was smiling and it seemed that he could chuckle at any given moment, but Nari knew it probably would have cost a lot of pain, so silence occured. "What were you guarding me from?"

"Bobby." Chang admited and Nari chocked on air. "What?! Why would you need to do that!" Chang shook his head and bit his lip. "He was the darkness, that sucked you in." Nari sighed. "Changie, he wasn't the darkness, Bobby is just a shadow. I was." She lowered her gaze.

"There was dark moments." Chang suddenly spoke. "But I loved you through all of it." He was smiling and his cheek started to hurt. "I loved you at your darkest Nari." He confessed, but Nari didn't seem pleased. She smiled sadly.

"I keep so much pain inside myself. I grasp my anger and loneliness and hold it in my chest." Nari continued and Chang watched. It seemed that he was familiar with each and every word coming out her mouth. "It has changed me. Into something I was never meant to be. If I hadn't become this, we might ended up differently." Lonely tear escaped Nari's eye. "It has transformed me into the person I do not recognize." She did I pause and Chang inhaled wanting to disagree, but the machine he was connected to started beeping. "But because of you I can feel myself slowly, but surely becoming me that I always dreamed of being."

She came closer and without hesitation they pulled one another into their embrace. The machine started beeping like crazy and Chang realized it won't be long until nurse will come. So he rushed. "I drew this for you." Chang weakily lifted a paper piece to Nari. She took it without looking yet and doctor burst into the chamber.

"I'm sorry Miss, but you will have to leave. We need to take care of the patient." And Nari walked out with her eyes still on Chang as she closed the door. "Well?" Enna immediately asked and Nari cringed. "You startled me!" She complained unfolding the piece of paper Chang gave her.

"What's that?" Yoobi curiously questioned and Nari inhaled heavily. "A drawing." She whispered and started running away. "Wait!" Yoongi wanted to follow, but Jessica blocked his way clicking her tongue. "Don't. She needs some alone time." Jessica nodded and NamJoon stroke her back agreeing. Yoongi threw himself into the chair nervously tapping the ground with his shoe.

Chaejin and Jimin didn't let one another out of their hands and Minah exchanged glances with Taehyung hugging. The moment was crushing them all, as boys and girls realized it could have been any of them in the situation and none of the wanted to be in it.

JungKook glanced over the hallway where by the other wall Juna was leading. He gulped and looked back at the group. No one seemed to notice maknae getting nervous. He nodded to himself and went over to Juna. "Can I have this dance?" He whispered and she bounced shocked. "Are you kidding me? That's not the time nor the place to be fooling around Jungkook oppa." Juna scolded him.

"I am not joking." He answered seriously suddenly receiving courage
from somewhere. "I just don't want to waste a chance to spend every second with you if I can, just in case something like that happens." He explained and Juna's gaze softened.

"Just pray that nothing like that happens." She hissed at him and looked away hiding tears. JungKook gently took her chin in his fingertips and turned her head to himself. "Need a hug?" His voice was sweet and calming. "Yes." Juna nodded embracing him.

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"I feel like a murderer." Nari sobbed into the phone. "He would have died for me!" She shouted standing outside the hospital's buidling. "Did I asked for it?! No!" The person on the other end cleared his throat.

"Oh my dear, dear daughter." A wise voice of Nari's dad reached her. "My blooming lily, I'm not surprised that boy would have done that. I still remember how he used to look at you!" Nari's father giggled and she got silent. "I knew one day he will be brave enough to admit it." The old man seemed proud.

"It doesn't change the fact that I feel like a killer." Nari angrily mumbled. "Even the motorcycle ride! He offered it only because he knew I will want it." She started sobbing again. "He could have died because of me." Just after several minutes she realized her dad was quiet.

"Never. Never say that you feel like a murderer or killer my dear daughter, I would know, but you will never be one." He sighed. "My mistakes aren't yours." He exhaled last words and Nari lowered her head. She heard automatic doors of hospital open and glanced back. Yoongi was coming this direction. "I have to go dad."

"I love you my lily." And the man hung up. "I love you too dad." She said to the phone as no one was listening anymore. "Huh?" Suga exclaimed as he didn't quite hear it. "Nothing." Nari sourly grinned wiping off tears and rubbing her red, puffy eyes with the hand, which she still had the drawing in.

"What did he draw?" Suga questioned and Nari handed him the paper. Yoongi unfolded it and lifted his gaze at her. "Motorcycle." Nari shook her head.

"No, he drew my freedom."

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Yoo wassup!

Happy birthday to Changkyun oppa or as we call him around here Chang! Man, he's getting old xD

Okay so it's freaking 38 chapter I am so excited!!!! Are you??? Comment if you want to know what will be the very last word of the very last chapter of TRBQ (note: I haven't written all the chapters, but I know for sure that THAT will be the last chap.)

And most important thing: check the media to find the motorcycle Chang drew!!!!!

See you next time~
-Hyze.