-Chang's P.O.V-

"Can I take you on a ride?"

I smiled to her and Nari blinked at me few times. I reached my hand to her and she carefully took it standing up. My heart shook and my skin bewildered. I just hoped sweat's drops won't start rolling soon. It was so easy. She trusted me. But there wasn't anything else.

It missed the spark. What spark... She and Bobby, it was fire. Raging flames. So big, so powerful, impossible to resist. That's what I was always jealous of. I was just a little sparkle in this dark world, and he was the big bonfire that attracted her like a butterfly of a night. But fire burns... badly. And it burned the butterfly down. Or was it all the way around? Maybe she was a fire in the night. But he wasn't a butterfly for sure. He was the night. He was the dark. He surrounded her. And I just flew by.

As soon as I felt Nari tap me on the shoulder I knew that I had got lost in my thoughts again. She was looking at me, piercing me. Torturing me. That made me smile. I finally understood her words. I loved this pain. I couldn't live without it.

Maybe that's what Hoseok and JungKook spoke about last night? I thought they were just kids, just joking around, just getting to know these girls. I knew Nari for so long. Her whole life. They knew Juna and Yoobi for such a short time. Yet, what they said echoed in my head nonstop. They practically knew the pain I felt. But they were free to try their luck... to confess to the girls. I wasn't. Nari would have broke down if I did something like that. And loving her with all my heart, I rather live with pain than hurt her.

"Can I take you on a ride?" My lips moved without any other part of my body reacting to brain's signals. She stood up and glanced deep into my eyes. "Like old days?" I nodded. But no... it wasn't like old days. Now it's just me, her and a pure purring of an motorcycle's engine in the night.

"Hop on." I sat down first and she bounced thrilled. "Take the helmet." I immediately reminded putting on mine, but she shook her head making me cringe. She never wore it before, why did I expect her to do so now? "No, like old days, remember?" She whispered into my ear making me hate myself for this weakness.

I started the engine and the motorcycle moved. At first it was just a slow stroll as it got nearer the hill the cicles started moving faster. I let the wind play with put hair and I heard Nari chuckle. The road down the hill was long, but I knew it will soon be coming to an end, and the magical moment we just shared will stop with it. So I slowly hit the brakes. I didn't want to overdoze this happiness.

But nothing happened. I hot brakes again, but motorcycle didn't react. Panicking thought ran through my head. I couldn't let her now that I feel nervous. "Can you hug me tighter?" I yelled so Nari could hear me. I hope my voice didn't shake or maybe that she thought it was from the wind.

"Chang slow down for god's sake." It seemed that Nari was serious, but I heard her chuckle. She liked the speed, so did I. But I rather never feel it again than not being able to slow down as now. I couldn't stop, because brakes didn't work.

"Nari, take my helmet off, I don't know... put it on your head? It's bothering me." I slightly panicked quickly glancing back. She frowned, but did as told. My heart eased seeing her safer than before, but at the same time I knew she will hate me after, for lying to her about the helmet bothering me, but I had to protect her.
"Bothering?" She giggled. "Well your personal hanger here." She rolled her eyes. I didn't see it, although I'd have loved to see, I felt it. I tried again. Nothing. The motorcycle still kept on rolling at the crazy speed.

"Nari!" I yelled seeing how fast it was actually going and how time ran through my eyes. "Please tell me!" I shouted so she could hear in this insane wind.

"What?" She yelled back. "Stop the vehicle then talk." I would have. I really would have. But with broken brakes, how could I?

"Do you love me?" I shouted from the top of my lungs and suddenly the world silenced as the motorcycle ran into the wall. I didn't hear a thing. I coud swear that I saw motorcycle fly above my head and I felt Nari dig her hands into my ribs as we fell. Seconds later the world went dark. My last thought was that at least Nari is safe. Or I hoped that helmet did the trick.

-Third person's P.O.V-

"Nari!!" Suga ran into the hospital's building yelling. His hair was messy, his chest was going up and down and his red cheeks warned that he had ran here all the way. "Yoongi!" Nari shouted back standing up from her seat outside Chang's chamber.

She had few bruises all over her arms and Suga was able to see a slight cut on her knee though ripped jeans. But Yoongi could inhale easier as he realized she had no casket on and wasn't in one of the hospital's beds. He rushed to her and squeezed in his embrace.

"I am never letting you out my sight again." He whispered into her ear as she buried her face in his chest. Nari lifted her gaze with teary eyes immediately affecting Yoongi and he tightened the grip. "What happened?" He was on the edge of tears from happiness that she's safe.

"I am not sure. But as nurses brought us here with motorcycle completely destroyed it seemed as if someone has cut off the cordes to the brakes." She whispered and glanced back at the seat where she raised from. Next to here there was a helmet lying. "He knew." She sobbed. "Chang knew, probably after we started rolling down that hill, but he realized and said nothing. Just gave me his helmet. That's why I'm here and he's there." She pointed at the door of the chamber. "It shouldn't have been like that."

"Shh it's okay." Suga stroke Nari's hair and helped her sit down. "You can't change what happened, but now we will have to wait." He said kissing the top of her head out of the sudden. "Thanks for coming." She whispered cought up in his arms. "Anything for my butterfly." And if not the weakness she felt Nari would have probaby pretended to vomit.

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Ayo wassup~

Here comes trouble. I don't know what else can girls do... because I forgot all the open endings T-T so if you have aby unexplained moments or questions bothering you please leave them in the comments so I'd know what to write about after part 38... thanks~

-Hyze.