"Jessica!" Leader of Militum stopped as she heard Rap Monster's call. She turned around and faced him blankly. "Where are you rushing?"

The guy was warmly smiling and she almost felt like grinning. But at the last moment she shook off the thought and coldly gazed the other leader from the same entertaiment almost physically portraying the ice cold storm playing in her heart.

"It's nothing special."

She lied not wanting to involve NamJoon in the girls' bussiness. For the first time she felt not like trusting nobody, but just trusting herself and her abilities. A little voice in her head kept on repeating that if he knew her decision he'd support her choice.

"Then maybe you would like to help me out?" He asked pointing at the door of one of the recording booths. "I need someone to sing with me."

She frowned and avoided his gaze stepping on one foot then on other. She really did felt in the rush and now scolded herself for putting it in the different way.

"I don't sing."

She simply cut off and Rap Monster glanced at her with puppy eyes, seconds later, as she didn't look affacted by that, his expression changed as if he had ate something sour.

"I don't either, but I wish I could."

He said, but for Jessica if felt like he was giving a lecture. She wasn't going to obey him. Not today, not ever.

"That's how we are different, I am never reaching for what isn't meant to be."

Her tone got even colder, but instead of stepping out the conversation NamJoon came in closer and now was standing so close she could feel his breath on her skin.

"You should."

Those few words hit her like a van.
It pierced like an arrow and stabbed like a sword. Yet she just thought of how to get to the Nari faster than she makes a costy stupid mistake.

"No. Everything has it's place in life, no need to scew it up."

Saying those words the picture of the Militum's girls flashed in front of Jessica's eyes for some reason. They were actually in their places. Doing things they knew how to do best. Jessicas words not only there true, she knew how to prove them. Minah coming up with rap, Yoobi and Juna taking care of choreography, Enna looking after lyrics and Chaejin thinking of the concept. Jessica was in charge. In control. She was leading their way. She was in her element.

"Oh come on, sing for oppa."

NamJoon almost whined and for one second she felt like pitying him, however even that word made her feel like vomitting.

"I would if you were one."

She wasn't going to give in. To him, to company, to anyone. Maybe that one person, that one perticular guy, who managed to shook up her heart back in the day then she really needed support, maybe he would have managed to change her attitude. But he wasn't there and never came to see her. He was the only oppa to her, yet she didn't know who he was.

"But I am."

At first Jessica didn't even hear his words. She glanced at his lips like reading them and just then Namjoon's words reached her.

"No-"

She whispered and it echoed in the empty hallway.

"Yep."

"No!"

She turned around on the heel, but he grabbed her wrist and stopped from moving. From running away. From finding out the truth.

"Sorry, I couldn't tell you."

He silently apologized and she looked back at him. Her eyes were flaming. It wasn't just plain anger at him for keeping his identity secret. It wasn't just a joy for finally finding her mysterios oppa. It was confusion, mix of emotions, feel of betrayel.

"But why not?"

Jessica couldn't understand and Rap Monster just shrugged like it wasn't a big deal. For her it was.

"Everything has it's place in life, no need to screw it up." NamJoon quoted her and she fought back the urge to slap him. "Now tell me where you rushing."

He almost commanded and she unnintentionally hissed. Commands wasn't something she obeyed.

"I have to find Nari."

Rap Monster rubbed the back of his head like remembering something and his eyes lit up as he let go of Jessica's hand. Her wrist was still burning.

"I saw her go to the dance studio. She's probably working on her dance." He suddenly giggled at the inside joke. "Like mentor, like trainee. Poor girl, if she has my genes, she will need loads of work."

It didn't seem funny for Jessica. Instead of squeezing a sour grin she gulped and started running out of the sudden and NamJoon just followed her surprised.

"Dance studio... pff, she definitely went for the stock room."

She mumbled under hear breath in Japanese and NamJoon frowned catching only few words.

"Wait!" He stopped her right before bursting into the room. Jessica turned around, but her eyes obviously stated that she doesn't have time for small talk. "One more thing."

Namjoon held up his finger in front of her eyes stopping the leader of Militum from disagreeing, suddenly leaned in and out of the blue merged their lips as Jessica just stared with her eyed wide open in shock at his closed eyelids.

"What was that?!"

She almost yelled not giving a damn if Nari heard her or not as NamJoon leaned back. He grinned satisfied and seemed in the mood to high five himself. But she wanted to high five him in the face.

"We're pretty good match I say." He shrugged it off and opened the door for her. "Ladies first."

She stepped in to the studio with her eyes still on him and mouthed 'I'm not done with this'.

Suddenly an engine's purr reached her ears and Jessica's heart raced. At that moment she knew, she was too late. Like in some sort of movie where time slows down she turned to a slightly open stock room's door and quickly noticed the motorcycle with Nari on it making its way out to the studio.

Her eyes got wide and her puppils grew huge, within seconds Nari noticed her bandmate standing there right at the exit that she was headed to, but it was one second too late as without hesitation her vehicle was getting nearer and nearer.

"Unnie!"

She screamed closing her eyes and hit the brakes. Nari felt the bump and screamed opening her eyes. She jumped from the motorcycle and ran to the front. Her throat couldn't contain the loud gasp as she saw NamJoon kneeling on the floor sqeezing his hand in other hand's grip. Jessica was lying on the floor few meters away fully concious and not less shocked than Nari.

She jumped from the ground and ran to NamJoon whose gaze suddenly softened as he saw Jessica squat in front of him. She took his face in her palms and looked over his face.

"Idiot! Why did you push me out the way?!" She asked angry as hell, but Nari heard how tears were locking her throat. "Nari! Call for ambulance or something!"

Jessica was definitely in the state of shock, but didn't lose her cold mind. Nari nodded and took out her phone dialing a number.

"I can't believe Jimin was right."

NamJoon mumbled under his breath and Jessica just stared at him like he was having pre death fever.

"What?" She scoffed. "Why, just why did you jump oppa?"

Nari hesitated for a second as she heard Jessica call Rap Monster that, but a glare from the leader didn't let any comment escape her mouth.

"Jimin said that Nari ran him over in the dance studio." NamJoon suddenly giggled. "And no one believed him!"

Jessica felt like slapping him.

"I think you broke your hand and you're making jokes? Idiot!"

She scolded him and suddenly hugged trying not to touch injured hand.

"I'm sorry. Help is on the way."

Nari whispered as Rap Monster looked up at his trainee.

"It's okay." He shook his head. Jessica proudly, but concerned, eyed him that he wasn't whining. "I should have believed Jimin."

"Of course you should have!" Jessica suddenly defended her mentor. "Look who he chose."

She pointed at herself and all three of them opened their mouths at the same time.

"He got yes jams."

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Hey lovely soupers!
As I said look how this chapter's media connects with the chapter 21. I mean you see the change? Yeah.

And by the way, I'll be posting Militum's on stage outfits along with their albums songs. So outfit per song starting from the leader!
-Hyze.

Please go check out my story "Dirty sheets" btw It's mature rated so i warn u xD It has dirty sheets I assure u :D