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BANG!!

The loud bang from the gun makes Nayeon hold her breath. She immediately turns her face to Luhan. When her eyes meet his eyes, she sees the most scary thing. His eyes loss their light. Nayeon stares at his eyes for a while but then she shuts her eyes tightly as she feels a great pain on her right abdomen. Gasp is leaving her lips. Everybody now stares at her.

Luhan's body stiff as he looks deep into Nayeon's eyes. He watches her eyes shut and the gasp leaves her lips. That gasp sends the scariest pain to his heart. He wants to scream but his lips stiff.

Nayeon really feels the pain right now, before she just felt numb. Slowly she opens her eyes and looks down to her abdomen. Blood spreading on her clothes and she feels the fear. Fear of death.

"Help me" The weak low voice leaves her lips.

Luhan feels the stabs on his heart when he heard her. He has no strength to move or to say something. He just stares and watches her fall to the floor. He keeps stiffening like a statue as the others yell for help.

"Call the medical crew!" One of the detective shouts with panic while the others run after the gangster.

***

The reality strikes Luhan when Nayeon tears up on the floor. He is about to scream but the medical crews bring her to the ambulance. He hopelessly runs as he calls her name.

"Nayeon-ah" Luhan shouts and runs to the ambulance.

"Let me be with her" Luhan talks, half begging to the medical crew.

"Hurry up, please help us to keep her conscious, talk to her" The medical crew talks as he closes the door.

"Yeon-ah" Luhan's voice cracks as he holds her hand tight. Nayeon stares at his eyes weakly. She never feels this weak before. A little move is really tiring for her body right now.

"Nayeon, look into my eyes" Luhan talks with panic when Nayeon's eyes flutter slowly.

"Keep talking to her, her vital is not good right now" The medical crew's words make Luhan even panic.

Luhan holds her hand tight and he moves his face closer to her. He stares into her eyes and his sight is blurry. He is near to cry. He never feel the sudden fear like this. Fear of losing her.

"Lu--- han----" Nayeon manages to talk but the pain is killing her more.

"Listen, listen, stay with me Nayeon-ah, I'm begging you, please Yeon-ah" Luhan kisses the back of her hand as the tears fall from his eyes.

Right now, right after he sees her fighting for a life, he just realizes how much she meant to him, how much he wants her in his life, and how much he loves her and her imperfection.

"Luhan----" Nayeon whispers his name and her eyelids become heavier. She really wants to fight back but they just too heavy.

"No, no, please, open your eyes, Yeon-ah, please, I love you" Luhan cries out lowly.

Those three little words send warmth to her heart. She forces herself to open her eyes and looks into his eyes. She smiles weakly to Luhan and squishes his hand softly. It's now or never. No one knows if she would pass it or not.

"I love you too" Nayeon says the truth with her last strength. Right after that her world turns dark.

"Yeon-ah, Yeon-ah! No! I'm begging you, I beg you, Yeon-ah" Luhan raises his voice and he starts to cry hysterically. He needs her more in his life. Her last words start killing his heart.

'Luhan, I'm scared' Nayeon talks inside her heart. She really wants show him how much she loves him 'God, please, even for a while, let me be with him'

"Nayeon-ah, I'm begging you" Nayeon hears Luhan's words clearly but she can do nothing. Even for crying, she has no strength.

"Yeon-ah" Luhan cries out her name. He feels so hopeless and lifeless.

Nayeon's heart aches as she hears Luhan's loudest cry. She wants to hug him and tell him that everything will be alright. But right now she doubts it herself. She doesn't know if she would survive or not. She feels the same fear as him. Fear of losing the one she loves the most.

***

Suho runs on the corridor which leads to the surgery room. He stops on his tracks when he sees Luhan staring blankly to the surgery room. Suho sighs when he sees how lifeless Luhan is.

"Mr. Lu" Suho speaks up but no reaction from Luhan. Suho knows Luhan really shocked. He takes his phone and dials Luhan's jie number.

As Suho calls Lufei, another man runs to their direction. Eyes full of tears and regrets, Jang Jaejin screams out his daughter's name.

"Yeon-ie" Jang Jaejin screams infront of the surgery room.

Luhan stares at Jang Jaejin with hate. This is all because of her selfish dad. Luhan stands up from his seat and walks to Jang Jaejin. He sure wants to kill Jang Jaejin. Before he could touch Jang Jaejin, the doctor appears from the surgery room.

"How is she?" Jang Jaejin asks first.

"Are you her fam----"

"I'm her father" Jang Jaejin cuts the doctor off. Luhan feels pissed off. How could Jang Jaejin state himself as Nayeon's father after all this shit he caused.

"We could pull out the bullet from her but the bullet damaged her liver" Luhan's heart falls. He once again feels so hopeless.

"We need to find a donor, she needs a transplant surgery" Again, Luhan's tears fall from his eyes. He can't calm himself anymore. He barely breathes.

"I will be her donor" Jang Jaejin talks to the doctor. Luhan turns to Jaejin with hope. He has hope right now, he has hope for his future with Nayeon.

***

Lufei comes to the hospital right after Jang Jaejin gets some tests for his liver. Luhan just stares at his sister blankly. Lufei feels the heartbreak as she watches him like this. Never on her life, she ever watches him like this.

"Luhan" Lufei joins beside him and pulls him into her embrace.

"Jie----" Luhan chokes and cries before he could realize.

"She will be alright" Lufei strokes Luhan's back, tries to comfort him. She breaks into pieces with her brother. She feels him.

"I love her jie, what should I do?" Luhan talks between his cry. He needs a comfort but nothing could comfort him. He is terribly scared.

"Her last smile and last words really are pretty but they give me pain" Luhan hugs Lufei back and cries on her shoulder. He hopes Feijie is Nayeon. He wants to keep Nayeon on his embrace and feels the warmth of her body. He already misses her.

"I'm scared" Luhan whispers to his sister and buries his face on her shoulder. He knows he can lean on her but all his worries can't leave him alone.

'Stay with me, I need you for my future, my love'

***

'I know I'm in love with her when her smile becomes the prettiest thing I want to see in the morning. I know I'm in love with her when her presence comforts my heart. I know I'm in love with her when her kisses and hugs bring joy to me. I know I'm in love with her when I feel fear of losing her'

"Luhan" Lufei's voice brings Luhan back from his thought.

"Her father's test is out" Lufei reaches out her hand to Luhan. Luhan takes it and walks with her to the doctor's room. Jang Jaejin already there, ready to hear the result.

When Luhan and Lufei join Jang Jaejin, the doctor opens the folder and reads the result. The doctor furrows his brows and half of Luhan's hope already gone away.

"I'm sorry, your blood type is different from you daughter, it will cause her body to reject the donor" The doctor's talks sadly. Luhan feels so weak right now. His hope falls apart. Nothing left.

"What about her mother?" The doctor suggests. Luhan turns his face with hope to Jang Jaejin.

"I don't know where she is" Jang Jaejin looks down. He hides his tears. He knows he is a bad father but he still feels pain when he saw his daughter like this.

"We need to find the donor, she has time limit" The doctor informs them.

"No" Luhan whispers and bites his lips. His Nayeon has a time limit for life. The last hope is to find her mother. He will do anything to find her mother. He will safe her life whatever it takes. He can't loss her.

***

Five days passes and Nayeon's mother is nowhere to be find. Suho really searched for Nayeon's mother in hurry. He brought it to media with hope that Nayeon's mother will come to them. But it just caused a huge turn down of Yoo Inna and Jang Jaejin's life. They arrested by the police.

In the other hand, Luhan always there beside Nayeon. He patiently waits for her to get her consciousness backand he always talks to her. The doctor said she could hear him. His voice will stimulate her to get the consciousness.

"Yeon-ah, I'm here again" Luhan talks softly to the sleeping Nayeon. He grabs her hand and puts it to his cheek.

"You're so beautiful today, I miss you honey" Luhan caresses her hand and smiles weakly.

"When you wake up, let's go on a date" Luhan chuckles softly with his teary eyes. He always talks to her like this. Softly and sweetly.

"After that, let's get married and have so many kids" Luhan smiles to Nayeon and suddenly her fingers move slightly. Luhan bulges his eyes and stares at Nayeon. But she never opens her eyes. He is so upset but he knows now, Nayeon really listens to his words.

"Wake up and marry me Jang Nayeon" Luhan leans closer to Nayeon and places a kiss on her forehead. Luhan can't control his emotion. He lets his tears fall as he keeps kissing her forehead. He breaks apart as he feels the sadness and hopelessness.

"Wake up baby" Luhan cries as he stares at her pale face.

"I love you" Those words slip from Luhan's lips and he could see her tears fall from her eyes.

Nayeon is desperately trying to wake up but she can't. She wants to run into his embrace and says that she loves him too, but she just can't. Something keeps her sleep and each day his voice becomes weaker and weaker. She barely hears his voice. She is really scared that someday she couldn't hear his voice anymore.

'Let me live a little longer, I love him'

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Note: Sorry for the long wait, I had some life problems. I hope you like the update and sorry if you didn't like it. Thank you so much for the votes and comments. I love you all ^^