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Flashback chapter

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A/n: This was the song I had on repeat while writing this chapter!

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Haneul's POV

I'm so happy today!

I got to select a wedding dress, and even got a reception dress with my four mothers-in-law and my cousin! The last time I spend this much time with Sol was probably before she got married to Seojin!

We enjoyed a cup of tea and more snacks, though I didn't care much for cream pies and pastries. I see them every day. The real sweet treat for me was the girl time I got to have with these amazing women!

I didn't know I needed their company. And I certainly didn't realise just how much I've been missing out on! The six of us decided to meet on the 23rd of October, mainly to rehearse and select a suitable hairstyle for the wedding ceremony and the reception.

It's been an amazing two and a half hours with my in-laws and I hadn't realised that it was time for me to leave with Mr. Pouty face for the rest of the pre-wedding activities he had planned for us.

"Haneul, you should change back into your clothes. Jin has somewhere else he needs to take you. I believe you're -" Sol began, but I spoke at the same time not realising it.

" - we're going to the school to meet with the new headmistress and the teachers." I finished. My cousin and I laughed in harmony.

"Come on cus, I'll help you change. These dresses are really difficult to change out of." She grinned at me knowingly.

Oops... She knew what Jin oppa was doing. Yikes.

It's been such a long time since completed each other's sentences like that. And just like that, my memories felt completed. I was myself again.

"Thank you so much for being a part of this with me cus." I hugged her. She was making her way back to the café and wanted to speak to me before she left.

"Hey, I owe you. We haven't been this close since I got married and now we have a second chance at being a family again. Thank you Haneul." She placed a peck on my cheek and discreetly wiped away a tear as she turned to leave.

"Onni," I called as she reached the door. Sol turned to face me, "Ne?"

"Saranghae, onni." I smiled at her.

"Saranghae Haneul." She smiled and turned to leave, her face looked much brighter and the burden in her eyes was lighter.

It was then that I realised just how much my cousin cared about me. Maybe I was a little too oblivious. But I'm glad we got to mend our bond.

My fiance sure knew how to fix me up. Is it possible to falling in love with someone, on a perpetual basis?

Because I'm falling in love with Jin more and more each day.

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"Someone looks good." I heard a deep voice say behind me.

I just pulled up the zipper on my jeans and straightened to arrange the neckline of my blouse. The powdered blue, long, bell sleeved top I wore was probably my favourite item I had for winter. The material usually made me feel very hot in Summer, and it was uncomfortably warm in Spring. So it was ideal for Autumn and Winter wear.

Unfortunately, the neckline plunged a centimeter lower than I liked. Which is also why I wore it with a polar neck or a scarf and a coat!

My devious fiance, however, had caught me sans coat and scarf. His grin broadened as he closed the door to the changing room shut and he walked towards me with purpose.

I ignored him and focused on fixing my lipgloss in the mirror.

But Jin had ideas of his own.

His hands gently wrapped around my waist and pulled me closer to his body. Jin nuzzled my neck, his lips peppering my skin with kisses.

"Jin, are you crazy? We're in a public place!" I whispered to him. I could feel a small pool form in my underwear.

How does he do it?

"Yes, I'm crazy about you, babe." He teased, his eyes gazing at my reflection in the mirror.

I smiled, thinking about our date when he'd said that in Afrikaans.

Jin seemed reluctant to leave my side these days. I liked that. But we also needed to be respectful around his family.

I turned to face my fiance, wrapping my arms around him. No sooner than I looked up at him, did he press his gorgeous lips to mine, taking his time to suck on my bottom lip. I was melting.

Jin held me in his arms, delicately kissing me as if I were the most precious thing to him. His lips slowly trailed kisses down my neck.

"Everyone's gone home." He murmured between kisses as if reading my mind.

"We should get going then, I wanted to take a nap before we -" But Jin ceased the change to seduce me, his tongue brushed over mine.

"Oh, Haneul..." He moaned as he kissed me. "How I've missed you."

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Flashback

Jin's POV

We arrived at Haneul's flat around nine o'clock that night. I had insisted on walking my fiancée into her flat and kissed her goodnight in the kitchen, before heading home.

Having finally got my Haneul back, I was reluctant to leave her all alone again, though I knew Yoongi had enough security arranged for our princess' safety. Something about having our first kiss together had ignited a burning desire in me.

A desire to be her first for everything. Her innocence is just so refreshing to see in a woman. It's actually a huge turn on for me.

Of course,.I can't rush her. Haneul has been through a lot already.

As reached her front door however, she impulsively caught hold of my hand, pulling me in for a hug. I was a little surprised by the cute gesture, she's pretty strong for someone so tiny. But then again, Haneul is a baker.

I bent down to meet her sweet lips with another delicate kiss before I left her flat. I needed to leave before I ravaged her. It was difficult getting into my car and driving off homeward, knowing my woman was in her flat, all alone.

I wouldn't say that I wanted her. That would be the incorrect term to use here.

No.

This was a lot deeper than just wanting, or knowing, my fiancée. I had the strongest, most primal urge to show her just how much I love her, by making love to her until dawn.

I wanted to take my time getting to know every beauty spot, every scar, stretch mark and story behind the scars while showing her appreciation. Haneul is beautiful.

But I'm not sure if there's a word more suitable.

Mulling over my thoughts, I tried my best to calm my hardening dick down and return to my normal life of being an older brother to six gremlins, a lawyer and now a dutiful (and very handsome) fiance. But it didn't help that she'd posted pictures of us on her status, vividly reminding me of how captivating she is.

I never got to see Haneul much while she was at school. We spoke at her grandmother's funeral and whenever I'd come to pick Taehyungup from school for the holidays. Quite plainly, I never got to speak to her enough. Not with the watchful eye of the public. She's seven years younger than me, so naturally, elders would notice if I tried talking to her - even if I knew she was going to be my fiancée. (No one knew I'd overheard her Halmoni speak to my parents.)

At the traffic light, while I waited for it to change to green, I closed my eyes for a few seconds, in a feeble attempt to still my thoughts. Once again, thoughts of my Haneul flooded my mind. I pictured her sinfully sexy lips and her tiny, adorable hands. My heart jolted with a need to hold her close. This tiny fact alone drove me insane.

I needed to hold her in my arms. And I needed her now.

Immediately, I turned the car around and drove back to my woman.

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Haneul's POV

It was now just after a quarter to ten in the night. My date with Jin was indeed very special.

I had my first kiss with Jin!

It was an amazing experience and I found my thoughts straying to what other things we could do together to intensifying that feeling of elation. Would he be my first time as well?

I laid back in bed and closed my eyes. My hands strayed to the draw strings of my track pants, slowly undoing them I thought about Jin. I imagined what it would be like to have his strong arms around my waist, and feel his body press against mine.

My fingers slipped into my panties, gently pushing the lace down my thighs. My fingers roved over my wet folds, circling my clit.

I threw my head back against the pillows, searching my own ecstasy. My fingers stroked over my clit, slowing coaxing out a release.

"My, my. What a naughty little minx I have." Came the amused voice of my fiance.

I spluttered pulling the covers over myself, throwing Jin daggers.

"How did you get inside?" I narrowed my eyes at him in annoyance. He'd caught me in a very compromising position after all.

"Well, I turned my car around to see my woman. And I'm so glad I did!" He chuckled, sauntering closer to my bed. "What a beautiful sight I've come home to." He winked.

"Uhm... Thanks?" I squeaked when his weight pressed the mattress down.

"Let me see you." Jin whispered, brushing a strand of my hair behind my ear, his eyes lidded with desire.

"Like- like how?" I stammered, feeling my pulse quicken and my folds moisten at his innocent touch.

"Like this." He pressed his lips to mine, sucking on my bottom lip with more vigour, unlocking something inside me. With one swift move, he pulled the covers off me.

Jin pressed me into the pillows, his arms wrapped around my waist. We passionately kissed each other, Jin slowly removing our clothes as he trailed kisses down my neck and belly.

I ran my fingers up his broad shoulders and into his hair, gripping fistfuls as he kissed my neck. This was so good. I didn't want him to stop.

It was better than anything else.

Jin stopped just above my hips. "Are you sure you want to continue Haneul?" He asked me politely.

"Yes, Jin." I breathed, more sure of this than my own past.

"Okay. I'm going to try my best not to hurt you. I promise." I nodded my understanding before rolling my head back in pleasure at the feel of his tongue flicking over my clit.

"Yes." I murmured.

Jin eyes met mine, a small mischievous smile formed on his lips.

"You will say 'Yes, oppa' naughty minx." He flicked his tongue over my clit again, a sweet pleasurable jolt of electricity ran through my core.

"Ahh.... Yes Oppa. Just like that." I hissed out, I couldn't help rubbing my core against his face. This only spurred on the sweet torture he'd rained down on my sex.

"Ssi-bal... Jin, I'm going to come." My voice raised a few octaves. He'd picked up the pace, swirling his tongue over my clit while working his fingers into my core.

I felt my core tighten around his fingers, ready to explode.

"Ahh .... Jin! Yes! Oh my goodness! Ssi-bal!" I moaned plunging into this new world of pleasure my fiance has brought me to.

"Mmm... You taste really sweet." He licked his lips, grinning at me. "Just like I thought you would."

Jin moved up, sitting next to me on the bed, his black Jockey's still on.

"Hmm... Not bad. I like how you moan my name." He mused, stroking my cheek.

Jin had a beautiful, just mischievous smile spread across his gorgeous face.

"Haneul, promise me something?" He whispered to me.

"Yes, Jin?" I rolled into my side to study my sexy fiance, who drove all the back to find me playing with myself.

"Promise me that this stays between us. It's my first time as well and I just feel like we should keep this a secret." His cheeks turned a light shade of pink.

"It's a special secret we share. Besides, I'm sure it would be weird if the others knew either way. I barely remember you - talking about this wouldn't make our relationship any more accepted." I agreed, wrapping my arms around Jin's neck.

He hummed in response, gazing into my eyes.

"Oh, and you really shouldn't leave your front door unlocked. Anyone could come inside." He laughed at his own dirty joke.

"Oh, really? You mean like Kim Seokjin?" I crawled into his lap, wrapping my legs around him.

I could feel his arousal pressing between my legs. "Why don't you show me what would happen then?" I whispered in his against his lips, then, on a whim, I ran my tongue up the side of his neck.

"Oh, baby, I've been waiting for you to let me in." He growled, rolling my over onto my back once more. He sucked on my neck, undoing me, one kiss at a time.

Jin's large veiny hands kneaded my breasts, his thumbs slowly massaging circles around my nipples as he sucked on my bottom lip.

Being his his arms was pure ecstasy.

Jin kisses a path down my side, kneading my breasts in the process.

I gasped when he slipped a finger between my folds, thrusting in and out, his soft lips sucking on a nipple. He let out a light chuckle, satisfied with his sweet torture to my body.

"Yes Oppa! Just like that! Fuck!" I hissed out as his tongue found its way into my folds again.

"You like this my little kitten?" He mused.

"Yes Oppa." I mewled, rubbing myself against his lips. He sucked on my clit again, his fingers working in and out of me.

"Hmmm... Good little kitten." He mused.

But I had a little surprise for him too.

Jin's eyes widened when I pulled him up, kissing him more greedily how. My lips instinctively found his jaw, kissing his neck and his chest.

My hands grabbed hold of his hardened, throbbing dick.

"Oppa, this is between us." I whispered, taking his tip into my mouth, my eyes kicking with his.

"Haneul..." He moaned my name when I sucked on the tip, running my tongue over his length as much as I could.

I licked the sensitive spot between the shaft and tip, coaxing out his release, greedily swallowing it as I massaged the length and base of his thick veiny shaft.

Jin threw his head back, spent after my little surprise for him.

"Where did you learn that?" He asked, his voice hoarse from groaning while I went down on him.

"I read a lot of errotic novels and I've always wanted to try it out." I blushed, hiding my face in my pillow.

"That was amazing. I'm glad I'm your first." He smiled at me, his voice tender and gentle now.

"I love you Haneul." He earnestly admitted.

"I love you too Oppa."

"Shhh... Let's save that for the bedroom only. Just between us. Okay?" He kissed my lips.

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"Yes! Mmmm... That's the spot. Yes! Yes! Yes!" I moaned, enjoying the feeling of Jin inside me.

It didn't hurt.

But he sure was huge!

Jin's hands gripped my wrists on either side of my face, his hips working faster as he quickened his pace inside me.

He occasionally pressed soft kisses to my lips or my shoulder, slowly his thrusts, just to tease me.

"Harder Oppa!"

"That's my kitten!" He growled, stilling his movement as we came in unison. It was pure bliss.

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Jin and I spent the entire night trying out new things.

He took extra care to explain things before we tried it out. Like when he held me against the wall, near my window.

We only had tonight, and we planned on making this dirty secret worthwhile.

"I need you." He pressed a kiss to my neck when my eyes opened that morning at four o'clock.

"You need to get going before we get caught!" I huffed.

"I'll be back for you." He grinned, slipping into the bathroom.

"I'll wait for you." I grinned.

I can't believe we had sex the entire night.

Jin is amazing.

I love how dominating he is, while I can be myself. I feel so safe with Jin.

We tried a lot of different positions, taking advantage of the fact that it's the first time for both of us.

But now, I'm sure I won't be able to hold back with the others.

"Be a good girl okay. And don't wear anything with a low neckline." He winked at me, kissing my lips for the final time before leaving my flat.

We met again before my date with Hoseok.

Jin had met me during my lunch break - he'd taken me to his house for a tour - it was hard not admitting that I've already seen it all to ther others. It would mean that I'd have to explain things I didn't want to explain.

Like why I know where Jin's room is. And why Namjoon's favourite sculpture broke.

Jin and I are madly in love - we just couldn't explain it.

What started of as an innocent tour of his home, had lead to a series of us making out all over the house - with Jin initiating these bursts of impulsive kisses, and landed on his bed.

He unzipped my jeans with deft hands, sliding his fingers into my panties.

"Ahh....oppa." I shivered, trying to gain my balance, accidentally knocking into a a bust of Socrates. "Ssi-bal... Sorry Jin. Was that expensive?" I cringed, waiting for the answer.

"That's Namjoon's favourite sculpture. But he'll survive. The thing was irritating to look at if you ask me. Thank you baby!" He kissed my lips and continued his persuit, distracting me from the broken sculpture lying on the tile in the living room.

"What if he notices?" I asked as he carried me up the stairs to his bedroom near the balcony with a gorgeous view of the vineyard and poolside.

"Oh, he'll notice alright. But we have a cat that is out for revenge after he forgot to feed her yesterday. He'll just assume it was Twinkles." Jin laughed.

It was a diabolical plan indeed. Being the eldest must be so liberating for Seokjin.

"You're evil." I commented, running a finger down his sharp jawline.

"But you love it. Don't you, Kitten?" He winked at me, laying me down on his bed and undoing the buttons on my shirt.

"Yes, oppa." I sighed, enjoying the feel of his lips on my neck.

We had some time before I was needed at the café again. No one would notice that km not there anyway. And Jin was apparently out at meeting with clients all day.

This was all Jin's idea. Just so we could meet again.

It was our little dirty secret.

End of Flashback

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