It was my hell but I needed to go back there.

I felt the blood pumping in my ears. The sound of it keeping me grounded. I can feel the sweat form as everything around me slows. I slowly stood up and I felt that my legs were trembling, arms were shaking, hands were clammy, goose bumps were forming and hair was raising. I was scared; scared beyond belief and beyond words. Nothing registers in my brain. No logical thinking was felt. Only emotions were surging. Fear was constant, it was swallowing me whole and clinging to me. It was feeding on my emotions.

I was torn once more. My feelings knew that I had to go there. I knew that I shouldn't have another option but to go there. I knew, and yet I couldn't. My eyes were filling with tears. Fear was swallowing me up just like back then. It was swallowing me alive, slowly but surely. It was destroying me bit by bit, enjoying how torturous it can be and how it can morph into whatever it wants. Fear was laughing and enjoying this view. It was feeding on my trembling. Licking my tears and savoring each one that begins to fall.

I didn't know what to do. I was getting out of control. The fear in me was growing strong and all I started seeing were black dots. I was blacking out and the world was fading.

It's funny how all of this was similar.

A/N: Sorry it's short. It's kinda like a fear filler. I am planning to start adding  characters hope you'll like them :)