Want to know what's funny?

I can never escape...

Sleeping is like a nightmare

It isn't just any nightmare,

It's one I can't escape no matter what.

If I am a good girl and listen,

It isn't very bad,

But if I misbehave it gets bad

I had another one last night

People don't seem to really understand

They don't understand that under that smiling face

This girl hides her darkest demons

Cheerful as always

Smiling, making people around her happy

Never really being happy herself

She had another one

They are getting more vivid

The mental pain is so bad

She doesn't feel any physical pain

Grief stricken with the fact she no longer has her escape

She cries

Something she hasn't done in a very long time

She is afraid to sleep

That fear drives her

She tries to run away

She doesn't even want to see the light of day

Running is the only thing that will help

Maybe some day

This girl will tell you a story

A story that keeps her going

One said long before she even needed the courage to keep going

Whimpering at her loss

She keeps going

The smile never fades

She is damned 

She is eternally stuck in the never ending cycle

In which she can never escape