Chapter 16 : ' Wanting To Say I Love You So Bad '
The mansion - like abode was a maroon colour in the inside, with a roaring fire and books of all kinds stacked high on mountain sized bookcases.
There were 2 leathery black sofas sitting there to be sat on. The staircase was bendy and trippy, but beautiful.
" Brian - It's..It's Amazing. " he said softly, in a tired voice, as the tall man guided him with his bony hands on his hips, smiling proudly.
There were astrology hints everywhere, and animal paintings, some pictures of him and Roger, even.
When Brian Led Roger Into his room, he shyly tensed a little, And turned around to face his crush, blushing timidly.
" Brian..? Umm...C - Can I Sleep In Your Bed With You? I Know It Sounds So Un-Rocker And Gay, But You Know I Get...Nightmares And Hate Being Alone..Is That..Alright? "
Instead of laughing, or getting angry, Brian grinned tenderly and softly. His dream had come true - To be able to properly share a bed with his crush. " You Should've Said Earlier, Rog, " he said gently, putting a hand on his shoulder and kneeling to Roger's height. " Of Course. "
And the boys exchanged a friendly smirk at each other.
" Thirsty? Hungry? " Brian offered as Roger started unpacking his things, neatly finding places for each item. " Hmm... " Roger smirked cheekily, making Brian chuckle.
" A Wine Each. " he demanded brashly.
When Brian was back up stairs, Roger was seated on the bed, looking at the stars through the window. Brian sat along with him and examined those stars with a hint of surprise and joy.
" A Cancer And A Leo - Thats - Thats You And Me! " he exclaimed, a little flustered. Roger blushed immensely and gave Brian an unexpectedly sympathetic look, making the guitarist want to kiss him badly. " You And Me. " he said again, not on purpose, and a little softer.
Roger shuffled a little closer to Brian, smiling as usual, gazing up at the blueish - black sky, dotted with stars. Brian was absolutely shrivelling up with love for the boy sat next to him. He wanted to belt out from his rooftops how much he loved him - but he was so scared.
The room was silent for ages - sweaty with blushing and shyness, uncomfortable with tension between two bandmates.
Roger then looked shyly over at Brian, still pink with awkwardness. " Thank You. " he said softly. " For This - The House, The Bed, The Food...The Care You Give To Me. I..I..I Really Appreciate It, Brian, "
" And You,
Without You I'd Be Alone And A Bit Scared This Evening, And - And...I..Really.. "
He considered what he was saying, caught off guard by his lovesick head. He wanted to say I Love You so bad, so painfully bad, but it was the main reason why he was so mentally petrified. He leaned into Brian and said;
" I Really Value You In My Life, Bri. "
And with that their arms were around each other's backs and they held closer than ever. The tension in that room was so high, but at that time and place, they didn't suspect it was love at all. Just One-Sided Love, they thought.
They pulled away, reddened and grinning lovingly, Roger yawned a little, wiping his eyes and sleepily blinking.
" You're Tired - Aren't You? " Brian teased softly, closing the curtains and looking away from the stars. " Yep. " Roger chuckled lazily, taking off his shirt and making Brian freeze up with awe.
Roger looked over at him and smiled cheekily, before tucking himself in.
" Are You Gonna Sleep Too? " he joked gently, taking Brian out of his 'OMGHESSHIRTLESSOMG' zone. " Y - Yeah.. " he trembled, taking his fuzzy winter jumper off, making Roger freeze up also. It was so weird sleeping shirtless together, but it was hot outside ( and inside ! )
He got in with his crush, trying to take his eyes off of Roger's pretty, handsome chest, and actually think towards sleep.
Roger chuckled a little. " This Is So Weird. " he smiled toothily, looking down out of embarrassment. Brian chuckled shyly with a nod. " Yeah...B - But - You Know...We Slept Together As Teens And All. "
" The Good Ol' Days! " the blonde merrily smirked.
" Who Said The Days Cant Get Any Better? " Brian teased, finally getting the gut to look Roger in his eyes. " Tomorrow Is The Release Of Our New Album, We've All Got Eachother. Life Is Gonna Be Good, Roger. "
Brian was so wise when he spoke, so kind and knowing. He knew just what to say when he needed to say it - and it was always beautiful. That's what Roger was thinking in his head at that point.
Roger needn't say anything else, he got as close as he could without being weird to the man in that bed, and shut his eyes. " Big Day Tomorrow. " he yawned.
" I Need My Beauty Rest ". He tried to sound posh, just as a joke, and it made Brian smirk like a proud mother. " Night, Roger. Wake Me If You Need Me, And Hold Me If You Get Scared. "
He held Brian so tight, so lovingly, and fell asleep in the guitarist's arms.
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