Rail was covered in white dust when I woke up. And from the looks of it, it was because broken drywall that laid in crumbs in front of him. His face was pale which wasn't easy to do since he had golden tan skin. His dark brown hair fell in his eyes that were closed. I could see the tears streaming down his face. I lifted my hand and held his cheek. He tensed when I wiped away a fallen tear.

"Rail," I said.

  A strangled sob came from him as he laid his head in my lap. I froze. I've never seen him so unhinged. I brushed my fingers through his hair, sticky with blood, before pulling my arms around him. His arms held my waist so closely it would have crushed a mortal. I wasn't mortal come to find out.

   My name was Sarah Dawn. Originally named, Aderes by the True One who had created me and along with every other God and creature ever to be known. I was created to protect all of their  heavens. To keep order and peace. Sarah Dawn was a seemingly normal 18 year old who was pretty, shy, and kept to herself. I was her. I had visions which included, Jay, a guy I just met and my past lives with him. But with witnessing a Roper killing my father from this lifetime, I had awakened the soul that had been trapped in different versions of me.

   I didn't care that I had died. It had happened before. What I cared about was Rail. I remembered some things while I was screaming from the pain. I winced at the thought of it all. I quickly rearranged my face as Rail started shifting in my lap.

"Aderes." Rail whispered as he finally lifted his head.

   He gripped my face in his hands and kissed me. Hungry for more he wrapped me tightly to his body. I felt every inch of his mussels and the heat that came from him warmed my chest. I couldn't move. Sensing my discomfort, Rail let go of me but laid his forehead against mine. He sighed and laid his hands on either side of me. I was trapped in his arms.

"I'm sorry. I didn't- I mean..I thought I lost you.."

"Look at me." I lifted his chin demanding his attention. "I was scared."

"Why?" Rail's eyes began to fill with fresh tears. "Did I do somethi-"

  I leaned close enough to kiss him. I barely brushed my lips against his. There was a spark of silver light that stung my lips. It didn't hurt, it made me crave for more. My eyes fluttered up to stare at Rail's stunning green eyes. I'd never get used to how endless they seemed.

"I was scared," I whispered staring at his plump lips. "That I wouldn't be able to stop."

   With that I pulled his caller toward me forcing his lips onto mine. My hands tangled themselves in his hair. Both our breath caught at the charge of energy that flowed between us. I forced his lips open with soft strokes of my tongue. A moan, almost like a whimper, came from Rail. He was hesitant at first, but became more than willing to embrace my touch.

   His finger tips barely touched me as they trailed down my neck, stopping at my collarbone. He tore his lips away from mine but only for a second before he left burning kisses against my neck. I clawed at him needing more. I slipped my hand under his shirt and glided my hand down his chest until I reached the tops of his pants. Before I could react he pinned me down on the floor. Rail never let go of me. His  red hands touched my skin leaving pink burns along my body, but it felt so good.

"Rail." I breathed. I sighed as his fingers traveled down my shirt to my waist. His hands held on tightly but his fingers drew circles against my skin. A muffled growl came from me as his touch lingered down past my hips. I leaned up and grabbed his hair pulling hard towards me. His lips crashed into mine leaving me breathless.

"God," Rail whispered. "Let me worship you Aderes. Just this once, let me show you how it feels to be praised." The moan he let out as I bit him was enough to make me feel his pain of relentless need.  My body was nothing but white light, taking over the room around us. I left a trail of kisses against his jaw. A bright golden light shined out from Rail.

"Dammit, don't do this to me Aderes." He growled. "You have no idea how much I want you right now." His lips found my collarbone and went on to bite my the center of my cleavage. My hands couldn't seem to hold him tight enough. "I wont stop," he breathed. "Not unless you make me."

I didn't make him stop, instead I let him lead.

 And I followed.