chapter 4 (injured)

Michael had been forced out the orphanage because of me crying they said he was creating a mental problem for me saying I was getting worst because of him being here I screamed at the security begging them to let him stay.

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU !" I screamed a Terrie "Mrs.James please stop your shouting." I chuckled "FUCK THAT I WILL NOT WHY DID YOU MAKE HIM LEAVE!" she cleared her throat "Well he was creating emotional distrat to you and-" " BULL SHIT HE WAS HELPING ME!" I screeched "Please stop you are getting worst you have lost 6 pounds your paler than usual and you look like your homeless."

"BECAUSE I LIVE IN THIS SHIT HOLE WERE IM FORCED TO TAKE PILLS I DONT WANT IM NOT CRAZY I DO T NEED TO BE TREATED LIKE I AM!"  "*sighs* Melody you are depressed you have anxiety you might be bi polar I don't think you understand-" "NO YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL!" I moved my arm fast causing the bandage to rip.

Red soaked up my whole left sleeve shit! "Ow " I couched my arm it felt like fire burning my skin "Go get nurses instantly!" Terrie had pulled up my sleeve looking at the 7 deep gashes "Melody what did you do?" her voice whispered then black  . I didn't see anything I couldn't feel anything.

Am I dead is this after life its quiet

suddenly a flash went by it was an image of a dog or to be specific my old pet Teddy my yorkie dog he made me happiest on my worst days when I was little. then another image was flashing it was me and my parents when we were a family. then I saw a memorie of my old dolls and my favorite books and titles to my favorite songs then the images became dark.

I saw a blade a rope hanging from a tree then a bottle of pills spilt and a bowel of blood a torture machine but there was one last image that was glowing bright I walked towards it and the figure appeared it was the tall lanky figure of  lilac hair icy blue eyes and a winter white face it was Michael smiling but then he became sad .

the figure fell to his knees sobbing into his hands the three other boys next to him trying to comfort him then a news paper next to them I lifted the imaginary news paper in big bold letters saying

Local orphanage finds dead Melody James Body!

I covered my mouth and kept reading

local orphanage st Terries children's home has found a body of a young dead girl name Melody James she was found in her rooms assigned bathroom on the floor surrounded by blood and two empty pill bottles this was odviously suicide last person to see melody was 19 year old Michael Clifford he had went to visit melody for a brief hour he had become semi-close to the 14 year old "she was lovely just amazing she was not happy but she seemed to be when I visted her its just a tragedy that she took her own life." Clifford says to E news! a ceremony this weekend will be held for Melody's death.

a choked  sob came from my mouth no no no I can't be dead I thought then a man appeared he was dressed in an all white tuxedo his silver beard glowed "Hello my child." he greeted "Hello who are you?" he chuckled "well I am the lord,father,or better known as god " my jaw dropped

"Am I dead.?" he shook his head "You almost are now I am giving you a choice my child you will either live or do what you have always wanted." "which is?" "to die now pick." I cryed a little I wanna dire I wanna leave all my pain behind but after what I saw I wanted to live so I said "I wanna live!"

he smiled and explained I can live my life like I still am but I have to be careful cuz next time I'll die and not get a choice. I nodded and then my eyes slowly fluttered open

*beep beep beep beep beep beep* was all that was heared

I looked around and noticed I was in a hospital my left fore arm was bandaged "huh?" "what!". I yelled "Ah" a nurse rushed in "Shh Melody please calm down sweetie shh shh." I calmed down "Michael." the nurse looked at me weirdly "Clifford?" she asked I shock my head rapidly saying yes "OK I'll get contact of him for you sweetie.

Michaels POV

I was sitting g on the couch with Ashton flipping through channels looking for some thing to watch "No no no no." Ashton mumbled to every show. "Ash can you please shut the fuck up." I groaned he turned to me and squished my fave as if I was a child "aww did whittle Mikey forget who's older i am I am." he mocked in a baby tone "yah bwy 4 monwhs." I tried to speak

Ashton let go of my face when the news played "UGH CHANGE IT!" Ashton complained "She some ones in the hospital." I groan hoping he'll shut up "OK and what's so special." "just shh" I groaned making the volume louder.

*its seems as if a young girl has been rushed to the hospital in need of a blood transfusion due to over exsesive self harm  as you can see in this picture the 14-16 tear old has gashes on her arms which doctors are trying to stop bleeding. just in this patient is an orphan from St.Terries for children her name is

Melody Rose James age 14  let's hope she survives*

the TV announcer said I jumped up from my spot and grabbed Ashton's car keys throwing them at him "HERE!" "Whoah mike what's going on?" Ashton asked confused "Drive me to the hospital!" he still didn't understand next thing I know Luke and calum co e down stairs "Mike you ok?"  "ASHTON I NEED YOU TO FUCKING DRIVE ME!" he nodded and grabs his sweater and leaves the house me Luke and calum behind him

My spine Beginds to shiver from the cold  out side I got in the front with Ashton calum and Luke in the back. we got to the hospital in 8 minutes as we headed in I rushed to the front desk "What room is Melody James in?" I ask urgently "I'm sorry you can't go u need an appointment." I groan aggitatated "Please I need to see her!" the nurse said no and now I was pissed "Let me into her fucking room now !" the nurse became scared.

"room 701" she whimpered me Luke calum and Ashton headed to the room.  once we stepped in I was in shock. she looked so small and fragile from all her weight loss I noticed the dark bags under her eyes  her hair was messy it looked  like loose curls now not as straight when I first met her. she looked small and sickly but still beautiful.

"Michael?" a low cracked voice mumbled I looked at melody her eyes were slightly opened "hi" I smiled she smiled a little back "who are they?" melody asked slowly pointing to the lads. "my best friends." i mumbled she smiled "I had a best friend once." she mumbled "what happened to her?" she sniffled "She died she hated everyone because they all hurt her  but she loved me I tried to help her  I was her big sister and she was my little angel." I smiled "that's beautiful do you wanna meet my 'brothers'" she nodded happily

I pointed to Ashton "The tall goofy one with the bandana is Ashton Irwin." I mumbled she smiled "Hi Ashton" she slowly waved he reapeyted with a hi and flashed a goofy smile "The tall lanky Blondie is Luke" I told her she turned to luke "Hi" he waved at her smiling showing his perfect row of teeth "And the one that looks like a puppy is Calum"

she giggles as calum pouted "Hi doggy" she joked he greeted her with a dog woof. we sat with her and talked about stupid thinghs .

"hey you all sing right?" she asked we all nodded "can u sing for me please." she asked we nodded  Ashton tapped on the arm of his chair creating the beat for our song Don't Stop.

(Luke)

your like perfection some kind of holiday

you got me thinking that we can run away

u want I'll take u there u tell me when and were

oh oh oh

but then I

I ask for your number

said you don't have a phone

its getting late now I've gotta let you know

every body wants to take you home tonight

but I'm gonna find a way to make you mine

(all)

don't stop doing what your doing

every time you move to the beat it gets harder for me

and u know it know it know it

and don't stop cuz u know that I like it

you've got all eyes on you and u know it

know it know it

(calum)

your coming close now swear I can taste it

u got me tongue tide I can't escape it,

(calum and Michael)

I'm loving what you got but then u push me off

oh oh oh

(calum)

everybody wants to take you home

tonight and I'm gonna find a way to make you mine

(all)

don't stop doing what your doing

every time you move to the beat it gets harder for me

and u know it know it know it

and don't stop cuz u know that I like it

you've got all eyes on you and u know it

know it know it

(Michael)

Everyday its the same love and games

that you play round and round back and forth

kinda like it this way-ay-ay

(Luke)

don't stop doing what your doing

every time you move to the beat it gets harder for me

and u know it know it know it

and don't stop cuz u know that I like it

you've got all eyes on you and u know it

know it know it

Once we finished she was smiling Ashton smiled back at her it was good to see her happy.

A/N

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