Luckily I made it back to the house and no one saw my, I opened the door popping my head in " Sky are you home" I yelled.

I didn't hear her answer but Kino ran up to me and jumped on me licking my face as I held her close to my chest.

I missed you too, mom and dad would love to see how big you got.

I pushed her down and walked up stairs into my room grabbing some clothes and walked to my bathroom to wash off before I called my sister.

I undressed and looked in the mirror seeing a boy looking back at me he looked like he lost his way and is damaged.

I sighed looking down that back up at the mirror this time I saw myself, I saw all the blood on my face and the bruising was showing through it all.

How am I going to explain this.

I grabbed some stuff from under my sink and wrapped my arms so I can't make them bleed again once I was done I stepped into the shower.

The water stung at first but I got used to it and looked at the floor as the water fell over me and the floor soon turned red washing all the blood off my body and taking it away.

I washed myself off and the pain I felt across my body hurt but somehow it felt numb at the same time like I was just a walking body.

I got out and wrapped a towel around my waist standing in front of the sink as I tended to my arms cleaning them gently and making sure not to agitate them.

I got dressed and walked out making my way to the couch as I pulled my phone out and called my sister it kept ringing and to my surprise I wasn't nervous or scared I was just there.

" Hey hun is something wrong" she said her voice sounded happy.

" Um yeah... can you come home please" I said with no emotion in my voice.

" Yes let me tell my boss and then I will be right home, are you ok hun you sound like you were crying" her voice changed to a caring worried tone.

" I'm fine just please come home" I said looking at Kino who was giving me a sad look and whining.

" Yeah hun I should be home in thirty minutes" she said and hung up after we said our goodbyes.

I hate to ruin her happiness.

Soon the door opened and my sister walked in with dirt and grease all over her shirt giving me a worried look.

I stood up and let my jacket fall to the ground exposing the bandages on my arms and the bruises all over my face.

She looks like she just saw a ghost.