Guys did you see Thomas's new video?! It's official! Roman recognized and confirmed that Logan is becoming a more popular character!!! Yay! With this wonderful news, I wanted to share something with you all that is just a small anecdote that makes me smile.

I loved Logan Sanders since even before he was a popular character (that sounded so edgy but whatever). I always am immediately attracted to people with a nice tie and some glasses. When I first started watching sanders sides, I would always squeal whenever his character would speak, even if it was just a few lines. Whenever he appeared and delivered his jokes, I always smiled. His slight goofiness to his character makes me remember that he's actually still a part of Thomas and not just an individual being. I like how he's played: he thinks he's really everything, but sometimes he can be blinded by his own arrogance to see obvious answers.

It's sobering to see his character on screen because he is just like me. In every single situation (even with love), I always think objectively before placing my feelings into the equation. I mediate many heated arguments because it's just in my nature to think every situation through using the knowledge, research, and statistics I've gathered in my years of existence. (Y'all should see me currently with my particular situation with a boy who may like me??? And I'm still conducting reasons why I should like him back)

It's just also nice to see that representation, and that comfort that people like me exist. That we aren't just some robots, but are still individuals who still know how to feel, but thinks twice about everything. It makes me feel less alone.

I hope Thomas can develop Logan's character more, now that more people are starting to like him. Logan deserves that too, don't y'all think?

Also I felt so bad for Roman and he brings in some valid points about not being loved these days by the fans :( Send Roman more love, lovelies!

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On a more serious note, I am starting to heal. I've spent months away from the internet, writing music and being by myself. I hope one day soon, I can explain to you all what happened to me while I was gone since you guys... (I'm gonna start crying) ...are like family to me. I don't really have one, so it's comforting to be in a fandom that is so loving and supportive. For once, I feel like my mental illness and my struggle to stay alive is not something to be ashamed of. I want to work towards getting better, but it will take such a long time. Even though it will, I hope that I can count on you all to continue supporting me through this journey.

I've always been a fighter. I couldn't have just given up that easily anyways.

~ K

Ps, can someone give me advice on dealing with guys that like you? I do admit it's a lot easier liking girls than liking guys.... lol