First Few Months

A/n: Thank you for being patient with me. I'm fine. This might be my last chapter but we will see. Who knows. Thank you all for being here for me, but there are more people who want me dead than alive. I can only take so many people telling everyday that I don't deserve or need to be alive. I hope I can give you all some happiness while I'm still alive.

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"(Y/n)~" Your body tensed up as you felt his devilish mouth kiss down your neck. You set down your coffee mug and turned around in your chair to stair at him. "No, Deceit. Not interested," you said seriously. When you turned back to finish your coffee mug and abruptly end the short conversation, your mind reeled on possible reasons why Deceit couldn't get it through his thick skull that you didn't want a relationship with him. The man was dangerous and even if you were to possibly...be attracted to him...you couldn't just tell him either. He would only smirk and take you down a path you feared would lead to your ruin.

Your reputation would be tarnished if anyone found out you were associated with an evil man like him. You were completely opposite of him. You thought of yourself to be genuine with your feelings and caring for others, while he would never hesitate to step on others in order to have his own success and happiness. You shoved your potential feelings for him down your throat and stood up to grab your coffee mug on the table. Turning to him, you forced a smile. "Just friends."

He watched you walk away and narrowed his eyes.

He wouldn't give up that easily.

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"(Y/n)~ You look amazing today~" you heard him say towards you. You looked at the other personalities of Thomas and they all uncomfortably walked away to leave you and Deceit alone with each other. "What do you want? And stop with the lies," you said frustratedly, rolling your eyes once again. It's been weeks of nonstop flirting and you knew he was lying about every statement he threw at you. Deceit frowned at your reaction but nevertheless persisted. "One more date darling~ give me a chance! I won't let you down~" he purred seductively. You didn't know why you fell harder for him each time when those piercing eyes entranced you. You gulped, but stubbornly shook your head. "No more dates! Just friends!"

As he watched you walk away, a genius idea popped in his head. "Oh it's on, baby~" he said with determination.

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You walked faster down the street, tears streaming down your face. You could hear his footsteps get closer. "(Y/n) wait!! Please believe I never meant it in that way!" He called out desperately. You suddenly stopped walking and spun yourself around to shove him roughly. "Are you kidding me?! You tell me you love me? You lie about something like that? You're a monster!" You said angrily. After giving into his consistent requests, you two finally went to get dinner together tonight, but he ended up professing his 'undying love for you.' He shook his head and grabbed your shaking hands to face him once more before you turned around and walked away. "No...I. I know my reputation is to lie, but with, I never lied. I love you (y/n)!" He said with such uncharacteristic passion and care. You looked at him in shock but shoved him once more, turning to walk away from him. "You stupid idiot! Lying to me about how much you lo—"

He kissed you.

The crush of your lifetime, Deceit (A/n: God I hope Thomas gives us his name soon because Deceit Sanders sounds awkward) Sanders, was kissing you like in your *secret* dreams. While your mind logically told you to stay away from someone so opposite of you and that it would never work, you couldn't help leaning into the kiss. You were seduced by his gentleness, care, and hesitation in his kiss, afraid of somehow breaking you. Without saying anything, you knew Deceit really did love and care for you.

After breaking away from his sudden kiss, you looked into his eyes to see one last time if he was lying to you or not. "Please...you're the only one I've ever told the truth to," he whispered shyly to answer your silent question. You bit your lip and thought things through as he took your hand to walk you home.

While the man was obviously dangerous and intimidating as hell, you can admit to yourself that you do like him. Even though he was completely different from you, your curiosity nudged you toward a decision you probably may regret in the future.

But then again, you never liked being 'just friends.'