Sorry I've been gone for so long but I'll be trying to figure out a schedule. Now for T.W / Yelling, Fighting, Harm, Cussing , Self Harm, Bad Deceit , Telling Someone Bad Things and To Kill Themself, Suicide Note, Near Suicide, Blood, Passing Out, Hospital, tell me if I missed any/

Virgil's POV

Roman and Logan we're fighting again. Patton was looking nervously between them and me. As there volume increased so did my fight or flight instincts. Now remember I've said I'm not always the bad guy... well sometimes I am. That's where the fight part comes in. Sometimes I'll go into fight mode when it's not needed and I'll hurt someone. This time I'm not feeling that pull to run away. I'm feeling that drive to attack.

"LOGAN CAN'T YOU TELL THAT HE NEEDS TO TRY FOR THIS PART" "NO ROMAN HIS SCHEDULE IS ALREADY TIGHT HE DOESN'T HAVE THE TIME FOR THIS" "SCREW YOU LOGAN" "FUCK YOU, YOU IMBECILIC AIRHEAD"

I walk towards them. When I get about a foot away they notice me. "GET BACK VIRGIL" *SLAP* "No don't fucking tell me what to do. " They both look at me in shock as they feel a burning sensation on their faces. They look at my eyes and see that they are dull with red ring around the outer edge of my iris.

Patton quickly catches on to what's happening and pulls me away from the two. I get out of his grip enough to be able to use my telekinesis and pin them to the wall.

Patton gains control over me again and they fall to the floor. I scream and cry as he holds my arms at my sides and holding me in a hug lock. The other two look on in fear and worry.

I calm down slightly and my eyes begin to gain color once again. I bury my face into Patton's chest holding onto him as if my life depended on it.

I start to calm down as much as I possibly could from what had happened.  "I'm so sorry Patton. I didn't mean to be a burden on you and I know you don't like violence and I shouldn't have hurt the others. It's so stupid and I'm stupid and my feelings are stupid and my entire existence is stupid and pointless. I-i I'm sorry sorry sorry sorry. I shouldn't have done that. I should have forced myself to walk away. " I mumble,  rambling into his shirt.

"Woah there kiddo, calm down. It's okay,  I'm not mad I understand that you can't control the urges. Remember I love you no matter what and I want what's best for you we all do and you should never ever ever think that your feelings, existence, and especially you would ever be stupid or pointless or anything." Patton said whilst hugging me a little tighter and stroking my hair.

"Ok what the Disney is happening? "  Roman asked more confused than when he found out the way children are born. "Yes why did Virgil's irises dull and have a red ring and why did he slap both me and Roman? "  Logan said hinting at his confusion.

"Virge you wanna tell em'? "(btw I try to use em' when referring to multiple people and them/they for Non-binary Bros) Patton whispers calmly to me. I shake my head violently against his chest. " Ok kiddo you want me too? " "Yeah" I whisper in a barely audible tone.

Patton's POV

"Ok guys, so I uh don't exactly know how it works but what happens is he ends up snapping and hurting someone and he won't stop until the threat is neutralized. " I tell them I go to continue but virge swats at me with a sweater paw. "What's up virge" I speak in a calm tone as not to worry him or send him into panic. "M' tell em' k? "  He says his speaking soft and panic filled. "Alright kiddo go ahead (your destination is a head on the right) but don't tell them something if it makes you uncomfortable" I say just worrying about him in this one moment. "Ok Dad. "

Virgil's POV

I take a deep breath in before I start speaking. "Ok so you know how I said I'm not always the bad guy? " I start off with. "Affirmative- Yup - Yeppers. " They all say in unison. "Well sometimes I am. - Hey no kiddo you aren't the bad guy- " Pat says interrupting me.  "Ok let me rephrase that. I am the fight or flight mechanism instilled in Thomas. Therefore I act as needed. Most of the time I feel that pull to run away but sometimes I feel that drive to attack. And this just happened to be one of those times. Oh and that telekinesis is part of fight or flight but it only happens in fight mode -er only that level I can't normally pin a human to a wall for that long. "

Logan and Roman have a look of what could only be explained as pure sadness and guilt. "Oh Virgil, we are sorry that we pushed you" Roman says guilt evident on his face. "Roman it's fine it's truly not your fault and it never could or will be. " I walk over and give him a hug along with the other two before I left to my room.

Once in my room I went to get my phone but something moved behind me. I whipped around to come face to face with Deceit.

(Btw I'm changing format for this portion Deceit is italized and virge is normal)

"You know the others hate you"
"No they don't"
"They think you are so annoying"
"No-o"
"The others just tolerate you"
"N-oo "
"They think you would be better off dead"
"I know"
"You should cut"
"I know"
"Go kill yourself"
"Ok"

I walk over to my desk and start writing my suicide note. I grab a piece of tape and tape it to the outside of my bedroom door, locking it, and then I proceed to walk into my bathroom.

*ok this gets to the graphic part of the one shot -IM SORRY-*

Once I close my bathroom door I grab my razor from the small box I keep it in and sit down on the bathroom floor. I slide the razor lightly down my wrist. Once I do that a few more times I decide to stop dilly dallying and decide to just end it. I press down as hard as I can and drag it across the vein on my wrist. I hear a loud bang come from inside my bedroom before passing out.

Patton's POV
(This is ten minutes after virge left)

I decided to start making dinner and thought to ask virge what he wanted to eat and if he wanted to help.

As I approach his door I notice a folded piece of paper stuck to it with tape. I pull it off of the door and open it up so that I can read what is on it.

Dear whoever finds this,
I guess you came looking for me for some strange reason that I don't understand. I'm sorry that I let you down but it's not your fault it's the world that I bow down my head in shame. Remember dad this isn't your fault and it was always so much fun getting to bake cookies with you. Please take care of the others and make sure Logan stays emotional and Roman doesn't do something stupid and get himself hurt. Logan you are forever the intellectual I want you to remeber that you are the best person ever and a great helper I also loved our little debates. Please make sure that dad doesn't hide his pain and Roman doesn't feel as if he is the reason I did this remeber you aren't either. Princey you are a great friend and I love the banter that we share between each other. Can you promise to protect the others for me please. I love all of you so so much. I guess this it world, Goodbye.

I start to cry as I finish reading it. I try the doorknob but the door doesn't open. I bang on it shouting for Virgil to open up. All my commotion brought the others out of their rooms into the hall. They rush over to me and read the paper that I had discarded on the floor next me. Roman says something to Logan and Logan quickly grabs onto me holding me away from the door. I go to protest when all of a sudden Roman comes dpriting at the door throwing his entire body at the door causing the door to come crashing to the floor.

We run in to find the bathroom light on but the door closed. We ran over and opened the door,  luckily it was unlocked
We found Virgil passed out on the floor bleeding out. I ran over and picked up Virgil running out the door with his frail body in my arms.

We rush to the hospital and get him to a room.  We waited in the hall until we were told that we could come into the room and wait for him to wake up. That is if he ever wakes up again.