Exsisted part 1
Im so sorry if anything I write offends someone. I try to write more about things that trouble me or go in with me. So with that being said tell me if I don't correctly portray a mental, physical, or any other disease or injury or illness so feel free to correct me. Now time for T. W/ talks of wishing they never existed, suicidal scars, cutting, scars, sadness, Katana, blood, tell me if I missed anything/
Third POV
Thomas was just about to ask out one of his very good friends on a date when Virgil had stopped him from asking. Knowing that he would not say yes and even on the small chance he did it just wouldn't work out. It wasn't worth the risk to ask someone out if they were only going to deny you or leave you heartbroken. So thats what led up to now prince yelling at Virgil. With Patton and Logan watching on helplessly.
" Why on earth would you do such a thing Thomas was about to find love and be happy. He was going to have the prince of his dreams apart from me the prince of his dreams?! " " I had very good reasoning behind it and you know that Roman I was only doing what's best for Thomas. " " Whats best for Thomas! It would be best if you never became a main side! I wish we had never accepted you and you never became a main side! Than None of this would have even happened and Thomas would be happy! " " Fine then you'll see what it was like before and you'll realize that the way I am now is best for Thomas not the way I was. " And with that Virgil stormed out of the room slamming his door behind him.
Patton and Logan gave each other a look of worry before look at Roman and then where Virgil had been standing only moments ago. They knew this couldn't be good.
Virgil's POV
I have planned for this day ever since I came here I knew that one of them would wish I had never come. So every time we have take a picture a made an identical copy except for the fact that I or any trace of me has been photoshopped out of the picture. Then he had to dress the why he use to. Back before he had met the others he had been very suicidal and on multiple accounts he had tried to kill himself. If it wernt for his good friend the dw I would be dead. Before she had met she hadn't learned any forms of healing or medicine but after she had met me and seen my suicidal tendencies she had been prompted to learn more about healing magic and medicines so that she could help if I had ever tried to kill myself again. I use to not care if anyone saw my scars or wounds but the day I had become a main side I had so I wore a jacket to cover everything up. I used to wear a tank top and shorts. I would also wear earrings in the shape of daggers that were actually sharp enough to cut me. Around my neck I had a big black scar that was their from the time I has tried to hang myself, my arms, thighs, legs, and almost any wear you could imagine were covered in old scars yet my wrists still had fresh cuts from only hours ago, I also had a stab wound scar merely centimeters away from my heart from another failed attempt and killing myself. So now due to Romans words they would all see the me that they never knew existed. I also wasn't as nice as I am now to anyone not even Thomas. I had no filter and wouldn't take the anxiety for myself I would force it all to Thomas unless of course it were my own. But clearly I'm not going that drast so I will just occasionally I would use my diamond form though. I was going all out even going to the lengths of calling them morality, logic, and creativity. After after a week I was going to go back to how I am now and put everything back. As I finish formulating my plan I notice it is already one am so I quickly gather all the picture and put them up taking down the ones with me in them and removing any and all things related to me. Everyone shared the same mindscape but then there were sections so what I was doing now everyone in the mind scape would have to witness. The main sides, the dark sides, and the sub sides. The only people I was going to feel bad about seeing who I am is my little siblings pranks, imaj, and Missy who I loved very dearly so I had to at least text them so that they would know what was happening.
Joining chat Supercalifragilisticanxiousmess , Terrible... Ly amazing person, #pranksforlife, and imagine that.
Anxiousmess: Hey guys just wanted to say that if you see anything off in the mindscape don't worry I'm only proving a point to princey that when he says he wishes I was back to how I used to be that he really wouldn't so just don't worry. Oh and um any bruises you see are going to be make up just to mimic the real bruises I use to have.
AmazingPerson: Okay, wait do we have to be worried and or need to beat up someone?
Pranks: yeah is that b****y prince being a bother again?
Imagine that: Are we going to have to punch him or sumthin?
AnxiousMess: No, no, no, no, and watch your language pranks around Patton if you must swear but he's not here so uh " Don't do that" No it's bad.
Pranks: You're terrible at sarcasm. But ok bye verge 👋
Amazingperson: bye 👋
ImagineThat: bye 👋
Signing out
Sunday Day 1
I awoke bright and early so that I could get dressed up perfectly and add a few fake bruises. I walked out into the living room peeking around the corner to see every single side either on the kitchen or the living room. Even siesta or Remy is in the living room which is extremely rare especially on the weekend. I knew the moment I heard princey that he has gotten my letter.
"Guys guess what I woke up to. ~ what did you wake up to Roman. ~ A letter from anx-virgil ~ Tell us what it said tell us tell us~ Ok Patton I am I am ok it reads dear creativity it is nice to make your Acquaintance. I am for the next week going to show you what I really was like before you knew me. So be prepared. I will only stop of either you give in and agree that the way I am is best for everyone or the end of the week comes so the choice is yours. Be careful of what you wish for my dear creativity. Signed Anxiety. ~ Oh dear Virgil's choice words sound rather menacing and rather like your harsh words have caused some trouble yet this letter also sound as if Virgil has been planning this for a very long time. ~ Should we confront him about the letter?
That sounds like my que. I walk into the kitchen and busy myself to getting water. I normally hide the fact that I rarely eat but today I don't.
"Virgil is that you bud? " " I turn around to look at them the moment they saw my neck Patton started to freak out, Roman was gagging, and even Logan had a look of horror at the sight. "Virgil? You must be mistaken morality of am anxiety not this Virgil you speak of. " " Buddy it's me Patton along with Logan and Roman. " " No your morality he's creativity and he's logic así será el resto de la semana. "
"Well bye main sides I'mma bounce" He said as he walked into the living room and sat down ruffiling pranks hair slightly. " Hey kid how are ya? " I asked him genuinely wondering " More like how are you? It looks like you've been hit by a tornado. " "Pranks don't be mean to vi-anxiety. " "It's fine morality honestly just take one look one good look and it looks more like I was in a tornado. "
Everyone stopped taking one good long look at anx and finally noticed the multiple cuts fresh and old to, the scars of previous harm, and the small drops of blood from where the dagger like earring had cut the skin near his neck.
Just as Patton was about to say something to Virgil DW came into the room and took one food look at him and wrapped him in a hug. "Oh anx please not again or is this the plan of action. -plan- okay good cause so help me I will kill you myself if you even try. " She was whispering to him so the others could only make out fragments of what she said. Patton on the one hand heard not again -plan- okay good. Now Roman on the other hand heard oh anx please I will kill you myself. This alarmed him very dearly. He went to stab the dragon witch with the sword he had conjured but Virgil had yelled" STOP " But before Roman heard he had tried to take a slice at her causing Virgil who was stood in front to start bleeding.
" OWWW, hey wait princey don't cry hey listen look at me it's not your fault okay you just grazed my skin. " "Th-then why a-are you bl-bl-ee-ding so-so much. " " The place you grazed just kinda happened to be a sorta fresh self harm cut that I kinda maybe sorta did this morning. But it's not your fault its mine you only merely grazed the skin." Anx-Virgil was starting to worry. Roman was crying his eyes out all because he just had to do this today if he hadn't this could have gone differently. He was freaking out and on the verge of a panic attack yet he knew that there were bigger matters right know. One being the fact that he was bleeding out onto the floor. He swallowed the feeling of panic before it became to much and started to put a knew plan into action.
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