Im so sorry if anything I write offends someone. I try to write more about things that trouble me or go in with me. So with that being said tell me if I don't correctly portray a mental, physical, or any other disease or injury or illness so feel free to correct me. Now time for T. W / drunk, blood,mention of drinking, drinking, glass, falling, being pushed, fighting, mean words, slight cuss, PTSD, panic attacks

VIRGIL'S P. O.V

I knew this was a bad idea now I'm laying here outside our house bleeding out into a bush. Let me start from the beginning.

/4 hours earlier/

I was feeling uneasy as usual but the others wanted me to go to a party with them and I couldn't say no. We left at about 8pm for said party and seeing as it was getting dark I knew this wasn't going to be good. We arrived at the party about 15 mins later.

"Guys I'm not so sure that this is a good idea. " I stated my anxiety starting to bubble up inside me. "It fine Virgil " Roman said as we walked inside the building. I looked around cautiously fearing and knowing that anything could put me in panic mode because I already saw multiple people carrying alcohol into the building. The moment we walked into the foyer of the house everyone dispersed. Roman went over to a group of other Royal looking people presumably knowing them. Patton headed off to the kitchen to get a snack or something. While Logan went over to a group of other intellectual nerds- I mean sides. I was now left alone in the middle of a huge crowd on the verge (ha verge) of a panic attack.

I walked out back to get some fresh air when all of a sudden a car comes crashing through the fence and into the pool. People start to hoot and holler laughing about it. I on the other hand become terrified rushing out to the front yard I look around and spot a large bush that had a perfectly me sized whole in the middle. I rush over and sit inside trying to calm myself down before the panic attack becomes even worse.

I sit in there for what was probably close to an hour. I check my phone and low and behold it's 9: 07. I get out of my little hiding hole and walk inside. I look around and spot Roman who appears to be black out drunk. Oh god that won't end well. Logan who is a little more than tipsy but not badly drunk. And Patton who is quite tipsy.

I walk over to Patton first knowing it will be easiest to get him to come home. "Hey Patton let's head home " He gives me a look before saying "Suuure Virgil ill go home now" And he started walking home. Well that was easy now for Logan. He still stays almost the same well except for he has huge mood swings while drunk but he won't be that much of a problem. I walk up to Logan and tap him on the shoulder. "Salutations Virgil I presume you need something " Ahh nerdy as ever I see. "Well I think we should get going Patton already left for home and ill go get Roman. " "Ok Virgil ill head home too then. " I walk towards Roman already dreading it. "Hello Roman we need to be heading home now. " Roman looks at me with pure disgust on his face. " Why should I listen to a mistake like you. " Ouch that one hurt. "Patton and Logan already left so either you get left here or go home. " "Oh well I'm going to go home with my two good friends and you better not come too you little bitch. "

That one really hurt but me being me won't show it. I'll let him have his ways. He can go home and I will go back in 15 minutes. Yes that means 15 more minutes of suffering but anything to get him to go home. I really had nothing to do so I just walked around for a little bit before I started at a slow pace towards home. I walked for maybe 30 minutes before I arrived home hoping that maybe just maybe Roman had passed out and the other two went to their rooms.

But boy could I have been more wrong. Logan and Patton were sitting in the living room and Roman well he spotted me the moment I walked through the door. "What the fuck did I tell you. I said do not come here bitch and what did you do you came. This is why we all think you are stupid you know that. "

He walked up to me and slapped me hard against the face. I crumpled to the floor and let out a small cry of pain. "See you really are a weak ,pathetic, worthless thing that doesn't deserve to be here. " At this point both Logan and Patton had noticed what was going down. Logan held an angry glare and looked right at me and Patton had a look of shock. "Statistically anxiety is not needed for a human being and is replable or can be done away with. "

Roman then proceeded to kick me in the stomach a few times and in the head once. "Kiddo how could you hurt Thomas I thought you wanted what's best for him. " "I do Patton you know I do" "Then why won't you disappear. " After Patton said that I rushed past them and ran upstairs.

But Roman was quickly on my tail along with Logan and Patton. I ran to the end of our hallway and tried to open my door but before I could I was pushed rather roughly from the door.

I stumbled a bit before quickly gaining my balance. Roman looked me in the eyes and said"you are a worthless, weak, pathetic, unwanted, unnecessary trait and it would be best if you died. " I looked down sadly knowing all that he said to be true. What I didn't expect was when Roman shoved me harshly into the wall behind me. I crashed into the window and fell out.

I feel to the ground and landed in the bushes. I started to bleed everywhere me crying silent tears. I knew this was a bad idea now I'm laying here outside our house bleeding out into a bush. I was to weak to get up and already was starting to have a lot of blood loss. I luckily didn't break anything but I did sustain a gash in the back of my head, cuts here and there, and bruises from Roman's torment. After about 30 minutes I started to feel very light headed causing me to pass out.

/7 hours later/

I awoke to the early morning rays shinning on my face. Memories of last night came flooding back to me. I was in so much pain that I couldn't stand up let alone sit up from my place on the ground. I then remember my phone was in my back pocket.

I quickly fish it out and see that it is not damaged. I check the time and see that it is 6: 30 am. Oh no my phone was at 2 percent just enough for one phone call. I quickly dial Patton's number hoping he will answer. *ring, ring, ring* I wait *ring, ring, ring* nothing he didn't answer. Oh and there goes the last of my battery. I'm just going to have to suffer until they find me.

PATTON'S P.O.V

I awoke at about 6: 00 a.m with a slight headache. Memories of last night came back to me in bits a pieces. I only really remember going to the party, getting tipsy, and coming home I don't really remember much else.

I walk into logans room first seeing he was awake. I knock on the door gaining his attention. "Salutations Patton how are you? " Logan asked quizzically. "I'm good I have slight headache but nothing to bad how about you? " "I've got a mild headache myself. " "Oh well I'm going to get breakfast ready pretty soon so we can take some medicine then. You can head down there now I'm going to go grab Roman and then head down there. "

I walked to the opposite end of the hallway to where Romans room was and I softly knocked on his door when I arrived. I heard a groan come from the other side of the door shortly after.

"Roman, come on kiddo I know it's early and you probably have a hangover and headache but come down stairs and eat some breakfast. You can also take some pain killers while you are down there. " I heard another groan before the door opened revealing Roman and his, as he would put it, not so glittery self.

He walked down stairs and I could faintly hear him and Logan talking. I walked over to Virgil's room and knocked on the door. "Kiddo come on out and eat with us. " I waited for a reply which never came. "Kiddo come on and wake up. " I waited again for another couple minutes before I had enough. "Okay kiddo I'm coming in. "

I walked into his room to see that he was not inside the room. I looked around before realising he wasn't here. I rushed down the stairs and into the kitchen. "GUYS! Virgil's gone " They both gave each other fearful looks before looking at me again. "What do you mean he's gone" Logan asked nervously. "I mean he's not in his room. " Roman held a look of realisation and terror on his face. "Do you- do you think we left him there or something worse happened? " Roman said fearfully. "Well I do remember him saying that we all needed to head home but after that it is all fuzzy. " Logan said to us. "We should go find him. " I said nervously. "We should check everywhere inside then go outside and if he's not there go back to where the party was being held. " Logan said.

"Ok I'll check downstairs, Logan you check his room, and Roman you check the rest of upstairs got it. " I told them not waiting for a response before I quickly rushed to check the downstairs area. I first checked all the bathrooms and closets to see if he was in any of them. Then I looked in all the cabinets and small hiding places Virgil likes to go.

I was about to check the laundry room before I heard Roman yelling for us. I ran upstairs making it to where Roman and Logan we're standing in mere seconds. "What, what happened, what did you find. " I asked in a jumble of words. "Well, Padre, look the window is broken and it has a piece of Virgil's jacket on it" I walked up to the window and grabbed the price of fabric. "What do you suppose happened because he couldn't have jumped from the window because it would be pulled up not broken. Do you- do you think one us did something. " I asked worry lacing into my voice. "I don't know Patton let's go check what happened, go look out side around the house and the grass and bushes below that window. " Logan said for once in his life not knowing what had happened.

We rushed down the stairs me ahead of the group, Roman right behind me, and Logan trailing us at a slightly slower pace. I quickly opened the door, feeling the cool morning /still hot but like yeah/ Florida air hit my face. We turned the corner of the house to see- nothing it was barren.

I walked closer to where the window would drop to and I see... I see Virgil. I rush to his side to see if he is ok, fearing the worst and that he might be dead. I pick him in my arms, shouting at Roman and Logan to hurry up and help, into the house. I sat down on the couch holding Virgil in my arms crying quietly.

He was awake but wasn't moving and was having abnormal breathing. Logan and Roman came running in soon after. Logan ran into the closet (still haven't left have ya buddy) where we kept one of our first aid kits. I soon realised that the abnormal breathing was because of a panic attack. I started doing breathing exercises while Roman rubbed the vein in his wrist, that you can feel his heart with / it soothes virgil/, Logan came back in two minutes later caring the first aid kit. After I calm Virgil down Logan checked him over.

LOGAN P. O. V

I ran back into the room to see Patton, along with Roman calming Virgil down from a panic. I let them do their thing before I start checking Virgil.

I look at him seeing only a few cuts and some bruses visible on his body. But then when I got to his face there was a clearly painful, red, bruising handprint. He winced when I barely brushed over it with my finger tips. I looked at the back of his head to see a gash that had clearly bled. It wasn't to deep and clearly it wouldn't need stitches so I just bandaged it up careful not to touch the handprint.

When I finished up he quickly moved away to the corner of the couch farthest away from us.

VIRGIL P. O. V

To say I was afraid would be an understatement. I was terrified, a pure anxiety overload inducing terror.

Why you may ask, because even though as Logan puts it "illogical" I fear that Roman even in his sober state will hurt me and I can't take anymore physical torment from him nor any mental torment from any of them. I'm to vulnerable for my liking.

Patton walked closer to me and I hissed at him. They all gasped in shock. I never was one to get verbally or physically upset with Patton. "Shh it's ok kiddo I'm not going to hurt you kiddo. " He said comfortingly in an audible whisper voice as so not to scare me further.

He tried to approach once again and this time I let him. He picked me up and cradled me in his arms. After I had calmed down again he began speaking. "1 Were you drunk, 2 Are you ok , 3 Kiddo what happened last night? " He waited patiently for me to answer him. I took a sharp breath in and began to speak. "No Patton I was not drunk I don't drink for...reasons, 2 yeah I'm fine don't worry, and three I don't think you want to know what truly happened dad. " I said I waited for him to speak again but Roman did instead.

"What do you mean " You don't think we want to know what truly happened" What did we do.? " I flinched harshly at his loud boisterous voice. Patton's grip on me strengthened slightly. "It wasn't pretty you wouldn't like it. " Logan was the next to speak up " Tell us what happened.

I was scared but complied. I tried to stand up but Patton didn't want to let me go. After I finally removed myself from Patton arms, with many complaints from Patton, I walked over to the front door and then upstairs. I came back down caring two go-pros and my computer. "Wanna know what happened it is all right here. " I put the footage into my computer and then put it up on the screen.

/Video (third person)+ reactions/

Virgil was standing there with Roman on the stairs and Logan and Patton in the living room. Suddenly Romans voice was heard directed at Virgil "What the fuck did I tell you. I said do not come here bitch and what did you do you came. This is why we all think you are stupid you know that. "

Roman the walked up to Virgil and slapped him hard against the face. Virgil crumpled to the floor and let out a small cry of pain. "See you really are a weak ,pathetic, worthless thing that doesn't deserve to be here. " At this point both Logan and Patton had noticed what was going down. Logan held an angry glare and looked right at Virgil and Patton had a look of shock. "Statistically anxiety is not needed for a human being and is replable or can be done away with. "

Roman then proceeded to kick Virgil in the stomach a few times and in the head once. "Kiddo how could you hurt Thomas I thought you wanted what's best for him. " "I do Patton you know I do" "Then why won't you disappear. " After Patton said that Virgil rushed past them and ran upstairs.

*Camera Switch*

But Roman was quickly ran and was on Virgil's tail along with Logan and Patton. Virgil ran to the end of the hallway and tried to open his door but before Virgil could he was pushed rather roughly from the door by Roman.

Virgil stumbled a bit before quickly gaining his balance. Roman looked at Virgil in the eyes and said"you are a worthless, weak, pathetic, unwanted, unnecessary trait and it would be best if you died. " Virgil looked down sadly. Roman then shoved Virgil harshly into the wall behind them. Virgil crashed into the window and fell out.

They were all crying and feeling quite guilty. "Kiddo don't listen to Roman or Logan you are wonderful, needed, accepted ,loved ,and perfect. We love you so much. " Patton squeezed Virgil as tightly as he could without hurting the fragile boy. "Virgil don't listen to what I said stastically anxiety is one of the most useful traits for a human to have. You are very much needed by us and by Thomas. We all have very strong platonic- no ,we love you Virgil. " Roman looked down his look full of guilt. "Virgil I am sincerely sorry for my un-princely actions you deserved none of it and don't even far think for a moment that what I said is true. I saw that look and don't listen to it. You are perfect. You are so much stronger than any of us. Please keep fighting and I'm so sorry once again Virgil. We all love you we truly do. " "I love you guys too. "

The end, wow 3,093 words.....

Jk I haven't written in a long time I'm not leaving off on that let's continue on with the story

/Time skip by 6 months/

It was a normal day for me, well as normal as it could be. I have PTSD from the incident a few months back but it's getting better especially after I got a service dog to help me with it.

I whistled and Luna came bounding over to me. "Hey girl how's it going " She barked happily back to me. "Aw your a cutie come with me Luna. " I stood up and we headed downstairs.

"LOGAN YOU AREN'T ALWAYS RIGHT " I heard Roman yell. Oh no. I'm not good with yelling. I have misophonia meaning that I have a fear of loud noises and its so so loud and scary. (I feel ya buddy).

Luna quickly cought on to the panic attack that was rising. She jumped up on me and started to calm me down. She only got off of me after I had calmed down significantly.

Any normal person would have gone back to there room after that but not me. I walked the rest of the way to the living room where Roman and Logan we're spitting out awful comments while Patton stood to the side unable to stop them. "YOUR A LITTLE KNOW IT ALL BITCH" "YEAH WELL YOUR AN OVER IMAGINATIVE FUCKING IGNORAMUS" "I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCKING MEANS" "IT MEANS YOUR AN IDIOT "

I couldn't take the yelling and fighting anymore. "Guys please stop fighting" I ask hoping they would listen. They snap their heads towards me an yelled. "SHUT UP VIRGIL" Throwing their arms in the air to further what they said. I flinched backwards violently. They immediately realised their mistake.

Patton rushed forwards to calm me down but Luna got to me first. I shakily sat down and Luna started to coach me through my attack. Patton sat next to me and rubbed circles on my back.

After about ten minutes I had fully calmed down from my ptsd attack I looked at Logan and Roman with such pure fear they visibly grew heavy with guilt.

"We're sorry Virgil we didn't mean to hurt you or cause you to fall into a PTSD attack. " "It's ok guys I know you didn't mean to and sometimes when your fighting it is hard to remember not to do something to certain people"

They came over to me and Patton and we had one big group hug. "I love you guys so so much" I said the the others "We love you too Patton. " Even when it's hard I know I'll have these guys and that's all I could ever ask for.

Wow 3,555 that's a lot. My longest one shot yet. I am working on a new book and some other stiff so look out for that.
~GalaxyAuroraBorealis
If you don't care about why I was gone for so long you can leave now.

Ok I was gone for so long because as of recently I was feeling very depressed and just not my most glittery self. I was feeling uninspired and it was hard. But I'm getting better. About a month ago I got a girlfriend and she has helped me so much along side my friends. I'm now a bit happier and more inspired. I will post more often than I have been. At least once a week on stuff. I will get and official posting schedule sometime soon. But yeah thanks for listening to my little rant.
~Nyx