Warning this is not my first rodeo however it is my first time doing a depressed or abused x reader but I have been depressed so I KNOW WHAT IM DOING so without further ado FEELS
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Y/ns pov
There you sat like everyday at the bus stop in the rain. You're h/l h/c hair was covering the blue bruise on you cheek from where your father had kicked you. You sighed and got on the bus being hit with random objects as people yelled at you.
"Freak"
"Weirdo"
"Slut"
You held back tears and just walked to the very back of the bus and started sketching some manga. You finally were in school. You waited till everyone was out if the bus until you went inside. You pulled down your sleeves as to better hide your self harming scars and wandered into the building. You put up your mask of a smile and it was working until you saw him. His name was Russia. You were Siberia so you lived close to him but you had never met him. He was bullying Latvia, as in he had him up against the lockers with a purple aura and he looked ready to kill. You yelped and ran between the huge country and the small one blocking Russia's pipe. NO you yelled as loud as you could scream. You heard mutters from the other countries, most calling you insane. He looked shocked and mad to say the least, but then his eyes went wide and there was concern etched on his face.
Russia's pov
HOW DARE SHE!?!? She cannot fight me she can't do it she is not strong! How did she stop me? I almost hit her with my pipe when suddenly I realized that her hands were up in front of her shielding her and Latvia. And I could see her self harming scars. Oh no
Y/ns pov
Oh no. He saw them. Russia reached his hands out to touch my arm. I jerked away, I hadn't been touched in eight years without being hurt. He looked slightly hurt but mostly just shocked. "I'm sorry" I muttered. "Just leave him alone, please." He nodded and said "da" then he said "Latvia you can go" the small country gave me a scared look and ran off. Russia glared at the allies and everyone else in the hall scattered. He looked at me and quietly told me to lift my head. so he could look at me. He took off my hood. I was about to flip out but it was to late he had already asked. "What happened to your face?" "N-nothing!" I whisper yelled and ran to class putting my hood up as I ran. "W-wait! I didn't get your..... Name." I was already gone.
Russia's pov
Man I feel bad. That girl, I can't get her out of my head! Well she self harms but that has an explanation. She's bullied. I should've protected her from those bullies! Wait, what!? What am I thinking?! What am I thinking? What am I feeling? I need help! I finally decided to go to France, after all he knew about women. I walked up to him and he looked scared but still I tried to be quiet when I said. "France. I'm swallowing my pride right now but I need your help with something." He looked confused but cautiously said, "alright fire away" well, I started. There is a Girl and I don't know what to do because I can't get her out of my head! I finished in one breath. He looked confused but then quietly smiled. Then He laughed. I was so confused but the. He pat me on the back and said, "my friend you have yourself a crush." And walked away. Ohhhhhhhh boy. I had to find out how and why she got those scars.