I am her biggest fan.

No, I am not saying that because I so love her and believe to be better than most, I just so know it as a mindful fact.

Heck, I wouldn't even mind dating her.

Like, I'm serious, on Tumblr I feel so surprised and excited when she likes or reblogs my posts.

Her art is amazing, she is amazing, her voice is amazing, her hair.

Everything.

I always want to make fanart for her and will do it within a heart beat, but, I am way too scared to post it or give it to her, in fear she may think I'm a creep because I've already drawn her something, but it looks like shit and I really, really want to redraw it, but I'm scared of her judgement.

But I know she won't because she's just such a nice person, I'm just still too scared.

It's so complicated.

As for the dating, don't take it seriously, I mean I would, but I also know it's impossible because why would a 25 year old date a 15 year old? Lol.

Like, I have a HUGE friend crush on her. She has one or two ask blogs but I'm always too chicken to ask her about anything, no matter how many questions I have about herself and her AU.

I know, I know, stupid.

I just idolize her.

You know that crazy, giddy feeling you get when thinking or interacting with the person you just oh so fond over?

I felt so queezy when she followed me on Tumblr.

I know it's one, meezly follow, and it's normal and she follows a bunch more. I'm just another under-known user and nothing much else, but I can't help it.

I'm just crazy.