Sorry that my last few chapters have been...depressing.

Life just sucks right now :/

Anger is...dormant right now as this is virtual class and it's kinda hard to get bullied in here....

Yeah, Anger is kinda real.

Not another sentient being, but...that part of my conscience that loathes humanity.

It's been...rampant lately.

If you couldn't tell from the last few chapters, humans have been a lot meaner than usual :/

I still miss Stage Management.  I still regret not switching to it when I could.

Each day in choir, I keep hoping something will happen that'll make me stop regretting not changing.  Unfortunately...humans will be humans and make fun of anything I say or do.

Mrs. White tries to tell me that the Becca I portray is not the real Becca who loves choir.

I make little comments here and there that end up with people being mean.

I've noticed that a lot more recently, and I can't seem to cut back on it :P

The songs are kinda fun to sing....

Still wish I was in Stage, though....

Oh well.

I tell myself that next year, when I'm in Stage Management, I'll make sure I'm actually in it.

Even if I have to give up choir for it.

I WANT to be in that class and Mr. Clay KNOWS I want to be there.

Uhh...anyway....

Yeah, sorry for being so depressing.  However, it's the month of October, and I'm not saying that because Halloween, I'm saying that because this is the month for some reason when teens just feel depressed :/

My therapist told me that x3