What makes it worse is Kay and I listened to 7 Years yesterday and she started singing it and I feel motivated to sing it, like I'm really frickin pumped to sing it (especially that strong chorus (you know the one)), but my body does what it can to avoid what hurts me (like swallowing, coughing, singing, talking) so it's like "I know you really wanna sing, but that's gonna hurt like a motherfucker, so no."