Once I got over the hurdle of accepting that I wasn't going to end up straight, so many doors opened up for me. I started realizing that all those times I thought girls were pretty was me developing little crushes. My first actual crush on a girl was this hella cute blonde with nerd glasses. She was so nice but I didn't say much to her because I kept getting distracted about how cute she was. I didn't see her after that day. My second crush on a girl is on a girl I work with. She is really funny, kind of insane (the good kind), and confident. The more I get to know her, the more my crush on her seems to grow. Now the only hurdle I have is coming out to my parents. That will be a struggle considering they are the type of parents to trash talk anything LGBT related, and call GSA "my little gay club". Wish me luck? I'm going to need it.