Yoon

"I like him too."

Finally, motherfuckers! Finally he won't be begging at me to help him to get that girl for him! God damn it, it was so frustrating when he did that. Gosh! You guys must thought that I would be jealous as fuck and tried to break them apart but no! I'm not that kind of girl and I'm a loyal friend, okay~

But yeah, when I thought that I was free from hearing him desperately begging at me now he was boasting his relationship with Haera which I don't have any interest on it. I sighed.

"When will you stop?"

I asked in annoyance as I took the picture of a butterfly on the flower. We're at the abandoned pool the last time when we planned on to go but yeah, he's an asshole so he cancelled the plan at the very last minute.

"Why would I?"

"It's freaking annoying, you piece of shit. I was trying to concentrate."

I exclaimed to him as I went back to my camera, focusing on the butterfly. I heard him laughed at me as he blow up the flower, making the butterfly go away. I humped my camera down on the ground and glare at him.

"Asshole."

I cursed. He was literally giving me an annoying grin that were plastered on his damned face. I kicked his thigh away.

"Can you not?!"

I yelled as I get up from the ground and started to walk away from the place. He followed me behind and hung his arm on my shoulder as he pace up on my speed.

"I know you're jealous."

He said. I swear if he gonna accuse me being jealous one more time, I'm gonna fucking shove all the dead leaves on the ground into his damn mouth. I sighed in annoyance.

"Awh, don't be like that. Even though I had a girlfriend, you're still the one that I'll be with at the end of the day."

I stopped my tracks as I looked at him. He shoved his hands in his pocket and grinned at me.

"I felt sorry towards Haera for having a dick like you."

I hissed as I continue my steps out of the woods and went to the abandoned pool. I could hear his chuckle behind me as he walk beside me and nudge my arm a little.

"I love you, you know that right?"

I glared at his cheesy sentence and sit on the worn out bed while scrolling into my camera gallery. I felt a weight beside me but I didn't care who is it since I know it's him. I took a little glance at him as he lay down on it with both of his hands rested under his head as a pillow. I continue to scroll down my gallery.

"Yah!"

He called but I ignored him. The next thing I know is him wrapping his arms around my waist and pull me down beside him. I was a bit startled at first but then I got annoyed just by seeing his idiotic grin smug on his face.

"You know there's only us in this forest, right?"

He said. I sighed at him, glaring. He leaned closer to my face but I didn't move or anything and just continue to stare at his dark eyes.

"I can do anything to you if I want to."

I saw his smirk after that as I rolled my eyes and pushed his chest away and sit upright back.

"Stop being an asshole already. You should stay away from me though."

He then straightened my legs forward and rested his head on my lap, closing his eyes tightly as the sun rays brimmed on his well sculptured face.

"Why?"

"Haera would get jealous if she sees us like this."

I said nonchalantly as went through the picture in my camera, deleting some of the photos that wasn't that perfect to be called picture. He then swift his body to the side that he was facing my stomach and hugged my waist securely.

"We're friends. She need to know that."

"Not every girl accept their boyfriend's friendship with a girl."

I said as I place my camera up and took the picture of the woods in front of us.

"But I've promised you that I won't leave you though."

Yeah, he was this kind of guy who always kept his promise no matter what. That's what I like the most about him. I secretly smile at him.

"Promise are meant to be broke, Kook."

"Not to me. You're my baby, remember?"

I rolled my eyes. I hate that he was calling me his baby. Like what the fuck it's disgusting. I crossed my legs together but he whined loudly so I had to straighten my legs back. He was the one that should be called a baby.

"Yah, I'm sleeping for awhile. Wake me up after you're done."

"I'm already done."

"Yah~~ Just for awhile then we'll go to art gallery."

"20 minutes and we're up."

"Sure."

Not for awhile, I heard his soft snores while him hugging my waist securely. I bet Haera would be mad if she saw us like this. I'm just scared though. He was being overly clingy whenever he was with me but act so tough and manly in front of her.

I averted my camera lens to his sleeping face and captured a few picture of him. Who said I didn't take picture of him? There's a bunch of his photos in my camera. It just that I didn't took it in front of him. I just want to make it memorable. Like him focusing on something he's doing.

I went through his photos inside my camera and silently giggled when I caught him doing something stupid. Well, most of the times, he was doing a lot of stupid things.

Haera

I kept walking back and forth in my room biting my thumbnail, flustered. This doesn't seem right. The words I like him too just unexpectedly escaped my lips which I now hate myself for it. Why didn't I just said that it just slipped out of my mouth and I didn't meant it? Instead, I agreed to it. What a fool am I.

I sit down on my bed still biting my thumbnail, trying to figure out what should I do next. Being his girlfriend wasn't my choice at all and I don't like him. My mind was suck that time. What was I thinking? Yoon must be avoiding him right now. Great! I just ruined a friendship.

Later, I heard someone knock my door. I exclaimed a come in as the door creak opened, revealing my maid. I smiled at her.

"Dinner is ready."

She said. I nodded at her. When she was about to left, I called her and stood up to close the door behind.

"Ahjumma."

She looked at me oddly before I sighed loudly.

"What is it, Hae? Is there anything bothering you?"

I bite my bottom lips and was contemplating with myself whether I should tell her about Jungkook or not. I let out a deep breath before I continue.

"I think I just ruined a friendship."

She frowned. I knew she'll be puzzled by my words. But you know, I had no friends. Not even from my previous school. Something bad happened there and I don't want to talk about it.

"I have a boyfriend now."

She smiled at me and hold my shoulder. But my face sadden her as she cupped my face.

"You should be happy that you'd get over your past."

"I don't like him, ahjumma."

I heard her soft gasp as she cupped her mouth. Only her knows my past. I lowered my head.

"Not only that. But I just ruined his friendship with his friend."

I suddenly felt suffocated when I think about Yoon. She must be feeling so bad that she had to avoided Jungkook. What if she only had Jungkook as her friend? She must be lonely.

"Just tell him the truth then."

"I can't. He like me too much that it suffocated me. I don't want to ruined his happiness even more."

Because if I did, Yoon must be upset with me and will avoid me too. That was the least thing I want to happen. I bite my lower lips once again.

"What should I do, ahjumma? I'm so confused and suffocated."

I whined. Ahjumma then pulled me into a warm hug and caressed my back lovingly to calm me down.

"Love will come eventually, Hae. Just go with the flow, hm?"

The problem is, will I gain the love once again in my life for a guy after what happened in my past? I was so scared after that event which I would never forget about it. Ahjumma then broke the hug.

"Let's have a dinner."

I shook my head with a thin smile on my lips.

"I'll come down a bit later."

She nodded at me and patted my shoulder in encouragement, flashing a reassuring smile.

"Don't think too much, Hae. It'll just get worse if you did."

She said as she left my room and close the door behind. Soon enough, I felt my knees weak as fuck as I fell down on the floor. Tears stream down on my cheeks without me knowing. Everything just came back in my mind. My past. I hate my past. It's worse.

I hate him too.

Yoon

As planned, we went to the art gallery and just walked around there. The place I love the most. So does him. We sometimes talk about how aesthetic the arts is and suddenly our words just gone deep as the time pass.

"Do you think there's someone live on the clouds?"

I asked as we stared at the painting which had a blue sky and those fluffy clouds in the sky. I heard him sighing beside me.

"If there are, I would bring you up there so we could live there together and nobody could bother our friendship."

I smiled widely when I heard that as he rested his arm on my shoulder, pulling me closer.

"Yeah. The ground is getting scarier as the time pass."

I said as we went to the next painting of the age. From a little baby to an old man. My smile faded away when I remember my brother.

"I wish we could live forever so that we won't be sad to think about one of us might left."

He mutters in sadness. I sighed heavily as I stared at the teenage version of boy in the painting. Suddenly, I felt a light peck of kiss on my cheek as I turn to see him grinning at me.

"I won't leave you. Remember that, Yoon."

I lowered my head and flash a bitter smile to the ground, suddenly feeling so sad.

"I don't know, Kook. People tend to leave unexpectedly."

I said. He ruffled my hair and pulled my head closer to his chest. I pout lightly.

"We'll meet again up there and live eternally."

He said. I smiled when I heard that. I looked up. My thoughts went up to my mom and brother. I missed them. I'm sure dad missed them too but he didn't showed it much.

Hyung, I miss you so much.

Yeah, I know I'm calling him hyung instead of oppa. It just that I'm not used to it and he too decided that I can call him that even though I know he wanted me to call him oppa once in awhile. Hyung, how much I miss to call him like that. Only God know how I feel right now. Well, he used to be with me in this art gallery as I would jump in happiness when I see those paintings. He would explained every bits about the paintings with those aesthetic words he could find. He would compared me to the paintings and say that I'm more pretty than those paintings he ever see.

"You're an art, my Yoon."

I remember his words clearly. I would never forget it even though I had an amnesia or something, I would try to remember it back no matter what.

But right now, I had this guy beside me to accompany me to this gallery. He was just like my brother but a lot harsher. But well then, he's a good friend of mine and I don't care if he's acting harsh towards me because I know...

"You're my precious friend in this world, Yoon. You should know that by now."

To Be Continued