Solji

I stared at myself in the mirror for awhile. Today is the day. The day that I became a slut.

I feel disgusted by myself, wearing this sexy black dress and my face were caked up with make up. I hate how I look right now. My lips were so bright in red and I had a smokey eyes.

A few moment passed, my phone rings. I glance at the caller ID. It's Yoon. I took the phone and declined the call.

Suddenly, my mother barged in my room. I abruptly tilted my head to her and flashed a fake smile, just a little.

"My daughter looks so pretty today."

She complimented with a smile on. I was practically rolled my eyes and stood up.

Pretty? I don't want to hear that mother effing word right now. It's disgusting.

"Let's go."

I muttered as I left her in my room. I am so not in mood as I stomped my feet descending the stairs.

"You look pre-"

"Don't you dare to continue that word."

I warned the maid, glaring at her as I went to the cupboard and took out a black wedges from it.

"Why can't she continue the word?"

I heard a female voice behind me so I turned around just to see my mom looking at me intensely. I smirked at her and wear the wedges before I walked in front of her. Basically, I was taller than her so she need to look up to me.

"Because I look like a slut wearing this dress. Better move now or I'll do something you'll regret."

I warned as I left her to the car. I can't take it anymore. This is the last time I'm tolerating with my mom. Next time? No!

A few minutes later, my mom get in the car, sitting beside me and order the driver to send us to the location. I kept quiet all the way to the hotel. I feel so uncomfortable right now. This dress is too short.

"Just for one day, Solji. You're free after that."

Free? I've heard that a lot in the past few years. But I'm still here, doing what you're ordering me to. I'm basically your doll.

30 minutes of journey, finally we've arrived. I was so nervous that my hands were sweating a lot as I hopped out from the car.

"Smile. Give them a good impression."

She said. I rolled my eyes and fake a little smile as we head to the hotel's dining section. Pft, I'm so hungry though.

"Oh, Mr Park!"

I heard my mom exclaimed as she waved her hand toward a family. She then dragged me there forcefully.

"Mrs Ahn. Have a seat first."

Said the man as we both sit. I was sitting in front of this boy with his black hair, smirking at me.

Bitch, what do you want?!

I cursed him inside my head and imagine that I'm chopping him into 6. God damn it.

"That must be your daughter."

I heard the voice and look at the person. She had a sweet smile on as I nodded a little.

"My name is Ahn Solji. Nice to meet you."

"Aw, her voice is so soft. Plus, she's so pretty. Am I right, honey?"

She asked her husband. I flashed an awkward smile. Then I felt something were rubbed onto my exposed calf. I look in front just to see this fucking boy smirking at me even more.

I swear this guy is testing my temper though. Yes, I got a temper. Only Yoon can handle it.

I chewed my inside cheek and look away from him, bearing the rubbing on my calf. He was practically rubbing me with his shoe though. Oh boy, don't make me shove that fucking shoes in your damn mouth though.

"Son, introduce yourself."

The man said as he patted the boy in front me. He was still smirking at me.

"I'm Park Jimin. Nice to meet you too, Ahn Solji-ssi."

Wow, this bastard. Even his voice is so annoying. I rolled my eyes and look away from him.

Then, we started eating the foods that were long served on the table. And fuck? It tasted sucks! Yoongi's ramyun is better than this shit.

But I still swallow it in my throat and bear with the weird taste of it. Ugh, it tasted disgusting. I quickly finished eating and excused myself to the toilet.

"Ugh, that was suck."

I mumbles angrily on my way there and suddenly, there's a grip on my wrist, pulling me backward as I bumped onto someone's chest.

Park fucking Jimin.

"Not so fast, baby girl."

I knee his balls and made my escape to the toilet as fast as I could while he was bearing the pain. Bitch, I'm not an easy girl.

I close the door and sighed heavily before looking at myself in the huge mirror on the wall. I really look like a slut. Tiny dress that it almost expose my butt, my hair were curled at the end of it and my make up, ugh I hate this.

I then went to the sink and wash my hands and splash the water on my face. I don't care if my make up is gone. It's not like I'm impressing someone. I breath out heavily, staring at myself poorly.

"You're such a bitch, Solji. You do look like one."

I muttered to myself and look down to the sink as the water splashing the dark concrete harshly. I didn't even notice the person that came in the toilet as I was too focused on the water.

Out of the blue, there's a pair of arms wrapped around me waist and it caught me off guard. I look up to the mirror just to see Jimin, the fuckboy, I guess, smirking behind me.

"You'll get a punishment, baby girl. For kneeling my hard member."

He whisper through my ear and it send shiver all over my body. His hand starts to pull up my short dress as he buried his face on the crook of my neck.

"You smell so nice, babe."

This time, I'm cursing myself for not moving. Motherfucker Ahn Solji, fucking move your body and made an escape!

His hand were already rubbing gently under me and it didn't even turn me on instead, I felt disgusted. He kissed my shoulder gently.

"So soft."

He mutter. Ugh, I'm so disgusted. This is not right. I want to move away and kick on his balls but why the fuck at this very time, I can't move a single muscle.

He started to mark me. I know because I felt a sting sensation on my shoulder. He then move to my neck and do the same thing.

"I know you want me, girl. Just say so."

He whisper seductively as his hand were attempt to pull of my panty. This fucking asshole.

I elbowed his stomach as hard as I can and pushed him into one of the cubicle as he groan in pain because his back bump on the toilet bowl. I shut the door.

"Better be fast next time, bastard!"

I exclaimed as I made my way out of the toilet quickly. I didn't bother to went back to mom since she won't even care about me and thought that I was with Jimin.

I can't go home now or else the maid would call my mom. I can't even meet Yoongi or Yoon because that bastard just give me hickeys. I have no idea so I decided to go to the bar in that hotel.

I cover my hickeys using my long hair and sit on the chair in front of the counter.

"What do you wish to drink, young lady?"

"Just give me anything."

I said. He just nodded and walked away to find a good drink for me. I look around the bar. There's kinda a lot of people here. Well, not that crowded. It was so quiet and only a jazz music could be heard here. Plus, it was kinda dark in here.

"Here's your drink, miss."

He place an alcohol and a glass in front of me. I smile at him. Do I fucking care that I'm still a minor?

I pour the alcohol into the glass and drink it in one shot. The taste were burning my throat so bad but it was so addicting. I pour it again and again and drink it over and over again until I'm a drunken mess. I don't care. I look at the alcohol bottle and it left only half. Still a lot, huh.

"Hey, miss~"

I heard a man voice beside me but I can't clearly see who is it as I only smile to him. My vision is so blurry but I still managed to pour the alcohol into my the glass.

"What are you doing here alone? Need a company?"

He asked. I felt a hand settle down on my bare thigh, caressing it gently. I pushed his hand away gently and smile.

"I'm used to be alone."

I said and gulp on another shot of alcohol. He once again caressed my thigh but this time, his hand were getting inside my dress.

"Looks like you really need a company, lady."

He said as he stood up. But as soon as he do that, his head were smacked by some lady that I don't know who the hell is that and I don't care about them so I just turn back to the counter and pour more alcohol into my glass. The man and the lady then disappeared. I don't know if I'm hallucinating or what but I don't give a fuck.

"Ugh, it's so boring in here."

I mumbles as I messed up my hair and paid the bartender before taking the alcohol bottle with me. It still have a lot though.

I went out from the bar with an unstable walking. I don't know where am I going and suddenly, I was already at the swimming pool. I entered the place and close the door behind. It was so windy tonight.

Suddenly, my phone rang. I grunt annoyingly and answer the call without knowing who is it.

["Yah, Ahn Solji! Where the hell are you?!"]

"Oh? Yoonieee!"

["Bitch, did you drink?! Yah, where are you?! I'm fetching you."]

"Aigoo, Yoonie-ah! Okay, okay. Let's play a game. I'm at Miracle Hotel. If you're late, I think I'll swim first! HAHAHA!"

["You lil' trash! Fucking stay where you are and talk to me! Don't you hang up the call!"]

I giggled to hear that. Yeah, I'm so drunk. I don't even know what I'm doing though. I suddenly cried as I gulp in the alcohol.

"Yoon-ah."

I paused for awhile. I didn't hear any response but I think she's listening. I averted my gaze to the swimming pool in front of me and gulp another shot of alcohol.

"I'm becoming a slut. There's a guy... touched me."

I cried when suddenly my mind replayed the scene where Jimin just rubbed under me and send me some hickeys. I hate myself.

["Who the fuck is that bastard?! Tell me! I'm gonna hunt him!"]

I gulp in the one last shot and walked toward the side of the swimming pool. I thought alcohol will make me forget everything but it can't. And I'm such a mess.

My arm suddenly got weak and I let it fall on my side as my phone fell on the ground. Even my eyes were almost giving up in me but I tried to stay awake until Yoon come and take me away from this so-called paradise.

The wind is blowing through my hair and making me shiver in cold. This time I can't take it anymore. I fell into the water as it sink my body down to the bottom.

I don't know if I'm dead or still alive. I can feel waters coming in from my nose and mouth, suffocating me. I'm drowning.

I think this is the end for me.

I'm sorry.

To Be Continued

Gosh, Solji! Why the hell- nah im just gonna keep quiet tho since im the one who wrote this shit.