Solji

Yesterday's event made me feel like I want to puke. I had no idea why my mom is like that.

It's Monday morning today. So I get up from my deep slumber and swipe my hair to the back. My body feels so weak as I cried last night. I stood up and went to the dresser to take a look on my eyes. Unexpectedly, I saw a yellow sticky note pasted on the mirror. I took it.

We're going to meet them at a hotel this Saturday. Make yourself free for that whole day.

I crumble the note in my fist and throw it in a bin. She didn't even say sorry or something. What a load of shit. I stared at myself. My eyes were puffy and looking so tired. Ugh! How am I gonna meet Yoongi today? Pft.

I tilted my head to the side and saw a black dress hanging on the holder of my wardrobe. There's also a note stick on the its shoulder. I draw my steps to there and took the note.

I want you to wear this when we meet them. Give them a good impression and behave!

Behave? Heh. I'm just thinking of splashing some red wine onto his face though. I stared at the dress. It's fucking sexy though. What the fuck. Sleeveless and it end in the middle of my thighs, I guess. What an actual?!

"Looks like I'm going to be a slut on Saturday."

I muttered to myself and took the dress and shove it into my wardrobe. I hate to see it. I took out my school attire and get ready for school.

Yoon

I fell asleep on his hand while taking care of him last night. Mrs Jeon insisted me to go home but I don't want to. I want to wait until he open his eyes. I sit upright and rubbed my eyes, adjusting with the lights.

"You're awake?"

I heard a raspy weak voice so I tilted my head to the direction. Jungkook has already awoken as he smiled at me. He is no longer wearing that nuisance oxygen thingy anymore. I stood up in disbelief.

"Jungkook? You're really awake? Am I dreaming? Or am I dead? No, I mean-"

"Chill, dude. I'm okay."

He cut me. His voice was a bit weak and shaky though as he gave me a reassuring smile. I sighed in relief and sit on the bed beside him.

"I'm sorry. I didn't meant it."

I apologized. My eyes started to welled up with a pool of tears as I stare at him. He just smile at me and patted my thigh gently.

"It's okay. I'm fine."

"But, I'm really sorry. I really didn't meant it. I-"

He grip on my thigh gently, making me stop nagging as he widely spread his arms.

"Hug me instead if you're sorry."

I pout my lips and crash into his embrace. He wrapped his arms on my body and caressed my back as I leaned on his chest.

"I had a sweet dream. Thanks to you."

He said. I'm not that interested in his dream though. All I feel is relieved that he's awake. I stayed silent.

"I dreamt that we're married, and having a sex on the first-"

"I don't think you should awake, Mr Jeon."

I said as I back off from his body. He giggled at me. I rolled my eyes in annoyance. I think he's more than okay and the brain cancer is just a joke. Like literally a bullshit.

"But seriously, we really had a sex though. And I got awake when I was about to come inside you."

I give him a look and sighed heavily. I should just knock him out for a long time though. How can a cancer patient be this pervert? I don't get it.

"What are you thinking, Yoon?"

I look at him when he snapped out my thoughts about him. He had a mischievous look plastered on his face as his hand gently rubbed on my inner thigh. Good thing I'm wearing a jeans. Well, I'm not that kind of girl who're wearing skirts and shorts. Yeah, I'm so old-fashioned.

"Where is your hand going, Jeon?"

He once again giggled at me and place his palm on my stomach. I look down on his hand.

"How much babies do you think you can handle here?"

I'm gone. Why the fuck is he like this? I sighed heavily, not knowing how to react to his cheesiness. He just patted on my stomach gently.

"Don't you think it's too flat? Should I make it a bit-"

"I think I should call the doctor to check on your brain. It's getting dirtier."

I glared at him. He just pursed his lips and took away his hand from my stomach. I sighed heavily.

"You're no fun, Kim. Let's have a baby."

"Want me to shorten your lifespan?"

He laughed at me. Ah~ It's good to see his laugh. I feel happy now. He look at me.

"I really want a baby before I die though."

"You won't die, bastard."

I scoffed. He gave me his bunny smile and sit upright. He look okay. Normal. Doesn't really had any injuries or scratches.

"Yoon-ah."

"What?"

"When will I discharged?"

I shrugged a bit and it really saddens him though. He pout his lips. Can't you see those cute pouty lips?! I'm gone to be honest. I pinch his lips playfully.

"2 more days. Thanks to me."

I cheered. He rolled his eyes and I let out a giggled.

"Why are you even here? It's so annoying."

He scoffed. I shrugged and crossed my arms, staring at him.

"You're here so there's no way I can get out of this fucking hell."

"What day is today?"

"Monday."

"You're skipping school?!"

"Basicallyyyyyyyy, yeah! Why not?! Troublemakers stick together."

He once again rolled his eyes as I pinched his cheeks lightly.

"You still have your promise though."

"I remember that, bastard!"

I exclaimed in annoyance. I saw him rolling his eyes and look away from me.

"What? What did I do now?"

"I was just bored though."

He once again pout his lips. I furrowed my brows. This guy.

"What do you want me to do then?! Tch."

I scoffed. His eyes widened all of sudden and he had an annoyed look plastered on his face. I frowned in confusion.

"You're so annoying today. You made me like this though and you're yelling me."

He pout. I let out a sarcastic chuckle and rolled my eyes.

"What can I do for you, my prince?"

"Sex?"

I give him a look like are you serious? I don't know him anymore. I kept silent.

"Wait here."

I stood up and took my bag, ready to leave the ward but then he hold my wrist and made me face him.

"Where are you going?"

"Booking a slot for you at the funeral."

"Yah!"

"What? What? What? Gosh!"

I snapped. He then pulled me to sit beside him as he hug me warmly.

"Can I mark you?"

My eyes widened as I pushed him away. He abruptly lay down back on the bed and laughed at me hysterically. I think my heart just stop beating for awhile and that makes my breath a little bit uneven.

"What the fuck, Jeon!"

I exclaimed. Oh my God, this asshole! How can he just laugh out about that? Is that even funny? My chest were heaving up and down in frustration. Good thing I pushed him away or else, I've been marked right now.

"Your reaction was priceless though."

He laughed. God damn it, this shit. I hit his thigh hardly and he stopped laughing, wincing in pain.

"That's for being disgusting."

I glared at him and rolled my eyes. He then scoffed and pulled my shirt to the side, revealing my shoulder.

"You've been marked a long time ago by me though."

"We're in a fight though."

"And I won that fight."

I rolled my eyes and pull my shirt back to usual. This little bastard. I can't even though.

"Yoon-ah."

"What is it again?"

"I love you."

He pout. Once again, I rolled my eyes in annoyance.

"Yeah, whatever. Rest first. I'll ask the doctor whether you can discharge early."

He nodded and close his eyes to rest himself. I sighed. Poor thing. Why is he suffering so much?

Yoongi

Solji had been very quiet throughout the class. She kept spacing out and scribble some nonsense on her book which is unusually odd. I got worried about her.

"Hey, are you okay?"

I asked. She just look at me and sighed before she nodded unwillingly. She made me feel weird and worried at the same time. Something off is happening to her. I wonder what happened.

"Should we have a time alone?"

She nodded and left the class immediately. This is weird. She usually would reject my offer whenever I asked her. What is this?

I stood up and left the class as well, trailing behind her quietly. She had her head hung low and she almost bump on the wall. Luckily, I pulled her away. I can't stand with her being like this so I brought her to the tree. She obediently followed my steps as I dragged her there.

"What happened?"

I asked her as soon as we reached the tree. She just look away and sit on the tree trunk, looking up to the sky. I heaved a frustrated sigh and sit beside her.

"What's wrong? Is there anything happened to you?"

I asked once again. She lowered down her head and intertwined our hands together.

"I'll tell you but not now. Eventually."

She said. I once again heave a sigh. She then rest her head on my shoulder and played with my fingers.

"Let me rest for now."

She mutters. Maybe she was too tired. I look down to her face and smile a little. What did I ever do in my past that I'd got to date a beautiful person like her? She's almost perfect.

"Hey."

I said. She hummed in reply, eyes still closing. I look up to the sky. My mind flashed back the memory I'd got with Yoon here. That was our second kiss. Dating Yoon was not really a bad idea. She's nice but she deserve someone on her level. Not me. You know, someone that can totally keep up with her. It's not that I can't. It's just that... ah, nevermind. You'll never understand.

"What is it, babe?"

My thoughts snapped out by a gentle voice from my side. I formed a small smile before I continue.

"Should we have a date this Saturday?"

Her head suddenly rose up from my shoulder as she look at me with a pleading eyes. Eh? What's with that look?

"I can't. I have a date with my mom."

She said and flashed a weak smile to me. I reply her smile and peck her forehead.

"It's okay."

"How about Sunday? Can we?"

I nodded. She smile bitterly to me and went back to lean on my shoulder. I don't know why but she seems a bit off today.

"Are you alright?"

She shook her head weakly and sighed afterward. I pull her head off my shoulder gently and stare at her. She really do look awful.

"Are you sure that you'll keep it up with yourself for now?"

She nodded. I sighed heavily and chew my inner cheek in worries. Yes, I'm worried about what she'd been through right now.

"Yoongi-ah."

She paused for awhile. I hummed in reply and tuck her hair strands behind her ears and caressed her jaw gently.

"Anything that'll happen in the future until Sunday while we have a date, please let me explain everything first."

She said. It's getting frustrated to be honest but I kept it in myself. I nodded at her and flashed a thin smile before I decided to kiss her lips. You know, it's been a long time that I've been craving for her lips though. Pft. I sounded like a pervert right now. But I don't care. I just want her to be okay. That's all.

To Be Continued