Solji

I kept staring at my phone, contemplating with myself whether I should give her a call or not. Last night event made me all confused and guilty towards her.

Flashback

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

I stared at his eyes, finding the truth behind all these nonsense that were happening right now. Why does she said that to me? What is he here in front of me, kissing me like there's nothing happened before?

"Why are you doing this?"

I finally manage myself to speak up after a long silence, letting him spilled out everything that I don't know whether it was real or not.

"I have no reason to do this. I'm just following my heart."

"So if your heart said you need to kill yourself, you did?"

I blurted. My eyes welled up with tears as I took a step backwards from him. His grip on my waist loosen as he was taken aback.

"Stop spilling nonsense."

"Is confessing my love nonsense to you? What about you consider your love a joke? Wouldn't it be hurt?"

"W-What—"

"Actually, I had a talk with Yoon. She told me to break up and just be friends. I have no nonsense to spill to you when I love you more than anything else and I'm a fool for too late to realize it."

I breathe out a deep breath and look away from me as the tears fall on my cheeks. Should I be happy because I finally got to be with him or should I be sad to the fact that Yoon breaking up with him because of me? He reached out my cheeks and wipe away my tears as he face me.

"We've decided it on our own. We've talked, confessed, and decide together. No misunderstanding or arguments."

I sighed to him. I wanted to believe him but some part of me just told me don't. I look at him.

"I'll give the answer on Monday. So don't call me until I give you the answer."

End of Flashback

My thoughts snapped out by my phone ringtone. I glance at the caller identity and it was Yoon. I took it in my hand and stare at it for awhile. I sighed and accept the call.

"Hey."

["Hey, my ass! Yah, what took you so long to answer me? What are you even doing?"]

I kept quiet like I always do. Good thing we're on phone. If we're meeting up right now, she'll definitely slap the hell outta me for being silent. I sighed.

["Wow! Jeon-ah! I think I just got ignored!"]

["Is that even my problem?"]

["Tch, asshole. Anyway, yah Ahn Solji! Let's meet up. The park!"]

I smile a little, knowing that she still remember our favourite place even though it's been 3 years passed.

"Okay."

["Right now."]

Then she hung up the call. I stare at my phone for awhile. My mind were flying away thinking about Yoongi. What the hell am I supposed to answer him? God damn it, it's so frustrating. I threw my phone on the bed and get dressed to meet her.

※

"Why did you do that?"

I asked. She just stared at the tree across us blankly with her hands holding a cup of coffee. I heard her sighing a lot so I face her.

"Are you doing this... because of me?"

I asked once again. She shook her head slightly and lowered it down to stare the cup, playing with the cover.

"I'm dating Jungkook."

My breath halted as soon as she told me that. She look up to me and flashed a tiny bitter smile to me.

"That's why I'm breaking up with him. Plus, I knew he likes you for a long time since he first came here."

"Then why are—"

"I just want to test you whether you love him or not. That's all. No particular reason."

She shrugged as she took a sip on her coffee. I weakly lean my back on the bench that we were sitting right now. I'm surprised. She then hold my hand.

"He's a good boy, Solji. Just accept him. Don't be guilty toward me. You have done nothing. Now, just be happy. That's what I want if you're going to congratulate me for my dating with Jungkook. You shipped us though."

"Let me die in peace."

I blurt as I stare at our hands. My tears welled up and when I blinked, it fall down on the back of her hand. She scooted closer to me.

"Yah—"

"I've promised myself that if you're dating each other, I'll die in peace."

As soon as I said that, she smacked the back of my head as I jolted down on the ground, rubbing the pain area.

"Crazy bastard. Yah! Why are you even doing that? Who's gonna take care of that Yoongi bastard, huh?"

I giggled at her nagging behavior. She and Jungkook was just the same. They matched each other though. Nagger.

"Okay, okay. Calm down. I'm going to take care of him."

"Forget it. You're already dead."

She blurt as she lean on the bench. Yeah, I'm already dead. I'm dead inside. But you made it alive back. I smiled.

"I'm just joking. You're no fun."

"You're the one who's no fun, punk. Tch. Boring asshole. I'm leaving."

She stood up and left me. I giggled at her harsh behavior. Only Jeon Jungkook can handle her though. I can't, not even Yoongi. I don't think he can.

"Yah! Wait up!"

"Forget it! Call Yoongi. I have a date with Jungkook. Bye!"

She exclaimed from afar and walked away. I smiled. Finally, they're together. What a weight off my heart. I sighed as I get up and sit on the bench. Now...

I think I should just give it a try.

Yoon

I lied. I lied about everything to her. I'm a bitch. I can't even be honest to her. I love him way too much but there's nothing more important than friendship it is.

I went to the forest alone. Jungkook? He's fetching his parents at the airport. I want to be alone for awhile so I told him I'm going home. I lied again. But who cares? I need some time for myself too.

I lay on the worn out bed, staring at the blue sky. Sighed. What will happen in my life though? It's so miserable. Is this what y'all call heartbroken? Why does it have to be so hurt? I close my eyes.

It's okay. Jungkook is still with you. But still, I don't know if we're gonna last in dating. Like seriously guys? We've used to be harsh towards each other and suddenly... kissing? Ugh. But yeah, still love him though.

Suddenly, my phone rang. I took it out from my jeans pocket and accept the call without looking out who is it.

"Yes?"

["What are you doing in the forest alone? Laying there without me, huh?"]

"I'm waiting for you to come."

["Still sad?"]

"Just missing my brother and mom. Where are you by the way?"

["Open your eyes."]

I opened my eyes and saw Jungkook were staring at me with a faint smile on, blocking the sunlight.

"When did you come?"

["Just after sending my parents home."]

"How did you know I'm here?"

["Where else would you go?"]

"Art gallery."

["I don't think so. You're my baby. You won't go there without me."]

"Just hung up the call and talk to me. I'm right in front of you."

He chuckled and hung up the call. I let my phone down on the bed and shut my eyes back. I felt a weight beside me so I opened my eyes. Jungkook were above me.

"Still thinking about Yoongi?"

"Jealous?"

"You're already mine since 7 years ago."

I scoffed. He then back off and lay beside me as we both stared at the sky.

"Everything feels like fake."

I hummed. I feel that way too. He loves Haera. I love Yoongi. But everything doesn't work out just like we want to. Everything sucks. He scooted closer to me and snake his arm on my nape as a pillow for my head before pulling me closer to him.

"Let's just see how long are we gonna last."

"We're still friends after that."

"Why? Are you planning on leaving me?"

I look at him and rolled my eyes. Seriously this guy. I flick his forehead hardly.

"Why would I leave you, bastard? Tch."

He smile in mischievous and give me a bear hug, snuggling his face on the crook of my neck.

"I love you, dude."

"I love myself too."

He look up to me, glaring but I smile to him cheekily.

"Ignorant asshole."

He mutters and continue to snuggle on my neck. What a bipolar. Cursed at me but still hugging me. Why do I even date him though?

"You know,"

He paused. I waited for him to continue, feeling up with his hot breath brushing my neck. I close my eyes for awhile.

"You didn't dreamt about me asking us to date. I personally said it to you while you're sleeping last night. I didn't thought that you'd heard it."

My eyes shot opened. So it wasn't a dream? What the? I look at him in disbelief. He flashed me an innocent smile. I sighed heavily.

"I see~"

I mutters. He then back to snuggling on my neck, hugging me ever so tight. I patted on his hand, letting him fall asleep on me.

"Oh? Yoon? Jungkook?"

I jerk up my head to see who it is and it's Yoongi. My eyes widened as I signalled him to keep quiet and point out to the sleeping Jungkook. He smile and nodded a little before he sit beside me.

"What are you doing here?"

I whisper to him. He shrugged a bit and purse his lips before he answer me.

"Just having some fresh air."

I nodded. I know he was worried about Solji. I hold his hand and squeeze it gently.

"She'll accept you. Don't worry."

He pat my hand and flash a reassuring smile to me. His eyes then averted to Jungkook, who was sleeping while hugging me.

"Dating?"

He said while gesturing both of index fingers together. I smiled and nodded to him.

"Well, finally."

I let out a soft giggle. That was when Jungkook decide to move a little, burying his face little bit more deeper onto my neck that his lips touched my skin slightly.

"Don't leave me."

He mumbles in his sleep as I look at Yoongi with an awkward face. Gosh, this is embarrassing. Just why in the world should he move at this very time? God damn it this rascal.

"I guess I should leave you two."

"He said don't leave."

I said sarcastically. He giggled at me and ruffled my hair casually.

"Don't get yourself pregnant."

"I heard that."

Our eyes widened to the fact that Jungkook was awake. I'm done. Yoongi bite his lower lip and smile awkwardly to me.

"I'll leave first."

He said before he bid us a goodbye and left the pool. I glare at Jungkook, who was still eyes closed, hugging me, pretending to sleep. This bastard.

"Yah, get up. Go home and sleep, dude."

"I don't want to. Hugging you is comfortable than my bed."

He said, tightening the hug. I rolled my eyes to him. He can be clingy at times. Yeah, I know it. Tch.

"Go home already."

"No."

"Ah, why?"

"I want to be with you."

"Why are you super clingy today?"

"Because you're my girlfriend."

"I am your girlfriend since 7 years ago."

"Be my wife then."

Wow, this flirtatious bastard. I pushed him away from me and sit upright. It's disgusting. Seriously! He had an unpleasant expression plastered on his face when I did that but do I give a fuck? I rolled my eyes.

"I'm going for a walk."

"Don't be far."

"I'm a big girl, asshole."

"You're still a baby to me."

I rolled my eyes once again. I think I could go blind if I did that often. But he's so annoying.

"I'm going."

"Okay."

To Be Continued

a crap once again. sorry fam!