Solji

"Make him happy for me. Love him more than he love you. That's my wish."

Her words echoed in my mind as the boy walked towards me. Every steps he take, my heart would skip a beat. Is this a dream? If it is, please wake me up right now. This is not a sweet dream. This is nightmare. A worst nightmare ever. He finally stopped in front of me.

"Hey."

He speak up. His voice were unexpectedly husky. I nod my head a little, not knowing on what to do. I look around, anywhere but him. It's awkward. Suddenly, he held my hands and stare at it for awhile.

"You know,"

Fuck, don't say it, Yoongi! Please, I'm begging you! I wanted to say those words but my voice stuck in my throat and my mind were almost blank because of shocked. He look at me in my eyes, as if he was looking for something inside my eyes.

"I like you."

My heart stopped beating when he finally said those words. He squeeze my hands gently in his palms.

"I've fell for you since the first time we met. All those harsh words that I gave to you, I really didn't meant it. I'm sorry."

I didn't gave him any responses at first because I was beyond shocked. How can I not shocked? Someone's boyfriend just confessed to me. And that someone is my friend. My one and only friend in this entire world. The one that save me from death. While he was confessing, I didn't even spare any breath out. I just stared at his eyes. I want to say something but my voice didn't come out.

"I've told Yoon everything that she wanted to know and she's the one who broke it with me. But we're still friends."

So, she did? I can't think anything right now. I just want to scream Yoon's name for her to tell me truth. I can't be like this but he looks sincere. Yoon's words just now hit me a lot. She looks like she wanted me to make him happy desperately.

"Ahn Solji."

He wrap his left arm on my waist and other hand on my cheek, caressing it gently before he decided to met my lips. It was short but full of meaning. He broke it apart.

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

Jungkook

She fell asleep in my arms while crying just now. She look awful. I wipe away her tears that stained on her cheeks and move her strands of hair away that were covering her face. She's still pretty like this. I pulled up the duvet on her shoulder and smiled a little when I saw her arm wrapped on my waist securely and our legs tangled on each other. Clingy buddy.

Later on, her phone rang. I reached it out and answer the call from her dad for her.

"Oh, Mr Kim."

["Jungkook. Is Yoon with you?"]

"Oh, yes. Why?"

["Nothing. I was worried because she hasn't come back. It's already late night."]

"Oh~ She's staying with me for tonight. I guess she forgot to tell you."

["Is that so? Okay then. Please take care of her. Oh and, I'm not home for tomorrow. Please tell her so."]

"I will."

["Thank you, Jungkook. Aigoo, that girl. How can she forgets she has a dad here? Good night then."]

"Yea, good night too, Mr Kim."

I hung up the call and place her phone back on the nightstand. Unknowingly, she pulled me closer to her as if I'm a pillow to her. I chuckled a bit and peck her forehead. Aigoo, this baby. I don't think she'll ever gets boyfriend though. I smile.

"Should we just date together then?"

She move a little closer to me, snuggling onto my chest while hugging my waist as if her life depends on me. Well, she is. I'm her knight after all.

After awhile staring at her face, my eyes were totally give up on me so I fell asleep on the top of her head.

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The next morning, I woke up alone in my bed. Some part of me felt empty but then I remember, Yoon was here. I look around. What the hell is she? I grabbed my phone to check the time.

8.35 am

What the fuck. It's still early. Plus, it's freaking Sunday today. She's not a morning person. Yeah, what a lazy ass. I heard a shower sounds in my bathroom and thought that maybe she was showering. Well, her face bloated up after crying for a long time. I decided to sleep back for 1 more hour before I completely awake.

{ One hour passed }

Once again, I woke up but still alone. My head hurts so much so I decided to lay down for a bit. I massaged my forehead to relieve the pain. It was unbearable. Why do my head hurts so often lately? I winced in pain softly, not wanting for Yoon to hear me. But talking about her, where is she? I could still heard the shower tap on in the bathroom. I tried to ignore my pain and sit upright.

"Fuck!"

I accidentally yelped in pain and lay down back before it eventually goes away. I breathe in and out to calm myself down.

After a few minutes passed, the pain goes away. I sighed in relief and stood up. My knees wobbled a little at first but eventually, I managed myself to stand up properly. I went to the bathroom and knocked the door.

"Yoon-ah! What are you doing there so long?"

I exclaimed. But there's no response from her in there. I started to get anxious. What if she's doing something stupid in there? What if she drowned herself in the bathtub? Damn it! I need to go in there but I'm afraid that she was just showering and I'll get hit once again. Pft.

"Yoon-ah! Are you showering? I'm coming in!"

Still no response. I spin the knob and it was unexpectedly unlocked. This is weird. Slowly, I pushed the door open with my eyes closed, afraid that I'll see her naked body. I'm not completely a pervert, okay? Tch.

"Yah, I'm already inside. I'm going to open my-"

As soon as I peek over the shower, my heart drop to see her sitting on the cold floor with the shower tap opened. Her body were completely drenched in the water but she was sobbing. Her condition look lifeless. She stared at the wall blankly, hugging her legs together.

"Yah, what are you doing?!"

I yelled and rushed toward her to close the shower tap. Then I crouched in front of her. She look at me with her eyes filled with tears and it flows down on her cheeks.

"Kook-ah~"

Ah, she's so loud. She cried once again while looking at me. Doesn't she know how much I hate to see her cry? I sighed and sit in front of her.

"Why does it hurts so much?"

She mutters between her cries. Her body were shivering in cold so I pulled her into a hug and caressed her back.

"Yah, open the shower tap back. I don't want you to see me cry."

"Stop it already. You're shivering."

"It's better than to see you hurt while watching me cry."

"Then stop crying!"

Yeah, the more I told her to stop, the louder she cries. What a crybaby. Without me knowing, the shower tap were being opened back and I'm drenched in the water too. I scoffed at her and try to close it but she held my hands tightly.

"Yah, stop it. It's cold."

"I can't feel anything, Kook."

She said. Eventually, her cries just stopped as she continues to hug me tightly. We stayed in the shower for quite awhile.

"I can't feel anything more than hurt."

She mutters. My heart dropped to hear that as I sighed heavily to her.

"What can I do for you then?"

She didn't reply. Once again, I sighed at her. Maybe it was her first love that it hurt her so much. I felt that way too when Haera left.

"We should give it a try."

She said. I frowned secretly; puzzled. What is she talking about?

"What?"

"I got a dream last night. You asked me 'should we just date together then?' We should give it a try."

She broke the hug and look at me. I really can't think of anything right now because it's too cold in there. The next thing I know, her lips were on mine. At first, I didn't reply it because I was too shock by the sudden kiss but then I decided to kiss her back. I pushed her onto the wall to deepened the kiss as she pulled my body closer to her. We shared a sloppy kiss under the shower. It really last longer than I thought. But right now, I'm wondering.

Am I developing feelings towards her?

Yoon

Basically, this is cliche. I'm kissing my own best friend. Am I desperate enough to have a boyfriend that I just randomly chose my own best friend to be one? God damn it.

I can't seem to stop kissing him once I wrapped my arms around his neck. He was basically pinning me onto the wall with one hand holding my jaw, deepening the kiss even more. It's weird because our lips move in sync like we've been doing this for awhile. I guess I've spent my time way too long with him that we know how to satisfy each other's kiss.

After awhile, finally, we decided to break apart the kiss. I opened my eyes, locking gazes with him for awhile. But then my eyes widened.

"Yah, you got nose bleed."

He look shocked too. I quickly close the shower tap and pull him up to the sink clean his nose.

"Head up. Aigoo, did we kiss too long that you had a nose bleed?"

"I told you to close the freaking shower. It's cold."

He argue. I giggled at him and gave him some tissue to wipe the excess blood. I leaned on the wall, crossing my arms and watch him wiping his nose bleed.

"What?"

"Nothing."

"Better tell me."

I chuckled at him and stared at him fixing his nose bleed. Then his eyes examined my body.

"You know I can see through your shirt."

I shrugged a little and continue to stare at him. He rolled his eyes in frustration and throw the tissue away.

"God damn it!"

I went in front of me and kiss me once again, pulling my body closer to him. I kiss my best friend again. Please include some sighing. But yeah, I can't resist his lips though.

The kiss last for about 2 minutes before he break it off. I saw a slight smirk on his lips making me push him away.

"Tch."

I scoffed. He smile at me cheekily, making me frowned.

"What the hell?"

"Am I good kisser?"

"50-50."

"What?!"

His eyes widened in shock when I said that. I chuckled at him and pinch his left cheek.

"Naive."

I mutters before I went out of the bathroom. It sure is awkward since we've been friends for 7 years and then we end up dating each other. What a drama here.

"Yah! Are you serious? 50-50?! I thought you like it?!"

I stopped my track when I'm halfway to the bed. Fuck! I'm wet. Literally wet. The whole body. And you know what, it's fucking cliche but, I didn't bring any spare clothes. I turned around.

"I'm having your shirt for today. The black one that I used usually."

He smirked at me, crossing his arms and lean against the wall. Aish, this bastard. I rushed in front of him and put my palms together, pleading.

"Please~"

"Forget it, just naked."

I smacked his head hardly as he rub the pain area as soon as I did that. I rolled my eyes.

"Yah, don't you supposed to be nice to your girlfriend?"

"I am nice. Only on bed."

I gritted my teeth in frustration, watching him smirking at me playfully.

"Are you mad because I said your kiss were just 50-50?"

He didn't response but instead, he look away, tapping his feet on the floor, pretending to ignore me. I sighed. I guess we won't last in dates.

"Tch. At least I'm your first kiss. I've granted your wish to be your first."

"So the kiss is all about wish?"

"I think so."

He sighed heavily and shook his head to me, disappointed. I made a pleading face to him.

"Fine!"

I smile at him. But then I remembered, everything that he'd agreed is not for free.

"On one condition."

Fucking told ya! I have the urge to kill him right now. I look away. Why this- Patient, Yoon. Be patient. He then cupped my cheeks and locked our gazes together.

"Be my last kiss."

To Be Continued