Yoongi

I walked in the hallway, still limping in my steps as the students giving me a skeptical look. I sighed and ignored them as much as I can. I went to my locker and as soon as I opened it, there's a note stick on the back of it. I took it.

Stop messing with Yoon and Jungkook, bastard.

I crumbled the note and threw it inside back as I took out my books for the classes. I slammed my door hard that the students were startled by the loud sound it produced as I walked ahead to my class. I sit on my place and once again, my deskmate stood up.

"Yah, I didn't even smoke."

I said to her. She rolled her eyes in annoyance and let out a sarcastic chuckle.

"I didn't asked."

She said coldly as she went to her friends and open her books to study. I sighed once again. I'm trying to make friends here. Why is everyone being mean to me?

Later on, Yoon came in the class. She glanced at everyone before she made her way to her seat. Why is she like that? Then, Jungkook came in. He straight up went to Yoon and slump his books on the table before he let his head fall down on the table. What the hell happened to them?

I was about to went there and talk to them when someone just pushed me back on my seat harshly. I look at them.

"Smoker."

One of them said and left to their seats. What even? I frowned at them and my eyes caught Yoon's eyes staring at me in anger...? What did I do? I saw her stood up and walking towards me but then she stopped behind a boy that talked to me just now and smacked the back of his head.

"Yah! What the hell is wrong with you, bitch?!"

He yelled as he stood up. My eyes widened to see that event. Yoon didn't even flinched away by his yell but then Jungkook just got up from his nap and slap the boy's face.

"Who are you calling bitch, asshole?"

He look down in fear and walk away from the event but Yoon pulled his collar back that he face her before she whispered something to him that made him look more scared than just now before he left the class. Jungkook then went back to his nap and Yoon just stare at me for awhile before she left.

What happened right now?

Yoon

I went to the secret hideout after attacking the boy that was dissing Yoongi in the class just now. I sit on the table and sighed heavily. What happened to us at Jungkook's house was a bit too much that I can't even think about anything than that.

I saw him just wearing his boxer and nothing else. Half naked. My eyes went wide to see him that way for the first time in my life. What the fuck. It's getting awkward between us though but we're just acting cool with that. For you guys it's nothing, not until I saw the bulge against his boxer. I feel like killing myself right now. It's humiliating.

"Fuck it, Kim Yoon! Fuck your own life!"

I exclaimed as I kicked the air out of frustration. I then fell down on the floor once again and just lay down there lifelessly. I could feel my back hurts like crazy but I just ignore it.

"There's nothing to embarrassed about, rascal."

I heard a familiar voice coming from the door as I jerk my head there. It was Jungkook, leaning on the door frame looking at me.

"I can see your black panty under your skirt, dude."

"Whatever. I'm dead."

I said, staring at the ceiling. He then walk over me as took off his blazer and covered my exposed thighs before he sit beside me. I look at him. He can be gentleman sometimes.

"I don't want other people to see that. It's enough for only me."

He said. I rolled my eyes in annoyance as he lay beside me with my arm as his pillow.

"Stop exaggerating. You freaked out over nothing."

"Just fuck me. I'm barely alive right now."

I said. He then hovered above me with his hands land each side of my head and look at me. One of his legs were purposely place in between my legs that his knee slightly touch my private place.

"You sure?"

I just nodded frantically as he leaned his face towards me. Our faces were just less than 3cm when he stopped and peck my cheek.

"Get your ass up, emo girl. Class is starting."

See, he's good at teasing. He then back off and pull his blazer away from my thighs before he pull me up. But I insist to just stay there.

"I'm dead. I can't learn anything."

I said lazily, out of breath. He just rolled his eyes and lean back to me.

"You sure to let me fuck you here? What if the teacher came when I was still inside you? Or when you're screaming my name loud?"

I just look at him blankly and back to stare at the ceiling.

"That doesn't change the fact that I'm dead."

"God damn it, Yoon. You just saw a bulge not my whole dick. What the fuck this bastard."

"But still—"

"You want to see it that much? Fine, I'm taking off my pants and..."

I sighed and lazily get up, looking at him with my lips pout slightly. He just stare at me before he let out a slight sigh.

"It's not like you haven't seen one in your life."

He said. Yeah, I've seen one. Because of him! He forced me to watched a porn and things just happened that way for me to see that.

"I'm dead to study anything. Let's just stay here."

I lay back on the floor lifelessly and back to stare at the empty white ceiling. I know I was freaking out over nothing but it's kinda embarrassing even though I know I'll get to see one, the real one one day on my first night of my marriage life. Pft. That's disgusting.

Jungkook then pull me towards him and place my head on his lap as he lean against the wall, combing my hair with his free hand. I love the feeling of his fingers grazing my scalp. It was so peaceful. I close my eyes when I heard him chuckled.

"Innocent bastard."

He mumbles, thought that I didn't hear it when I actually did. He then pull my shirt slightly to see my shoulder as I opened my eyes.

"The bruise didn't disappear yet?"

I look at the bruise on my shoulder and shook my head to him before I close my eyes back.

"Leave it. I can show it to someone if someone useless bastard trying to woo me."

"Tch, who's gonna woo you? People already know you're mine."

"Why the hell am I yours? I own myself."

He slightly chuckled at me. I close my eyes back and sighed before I open my eyes back just to see him staring at me.

"Can you stop having dirty thoughts for one day?"

He chuckled and pinch my cheek slightly.

"If that's what you want."

I scrunched my face to him oddly. This is kinda weird. He doesn't usually agree things with me that easily.

"On one condition."

Knew it! I rolled my eyes to him and shut it back.

"If that's so, no thanks. You can continue with your dirty thoughts."

He giggled a bit before pull away my hair that were covering my face to the back as he caressed my right cheek softly with his back of his fingers.

"I want you to date Min Yoongi."

My eyes shot opened widely when he said that as I sit upright, looking at him in disbelief. My heart were beating so fast because I was too shocked by his words. But he look calm as fuck. I blinked my eyes a few times.

"What the fuck, Jeon?! Are you for real?!"

I exclaimed. He faintly smile at me and place his palm on the crook of my neck as he caressed my jaw gently.

"You said you want a boyfriend."

"But I was just joking."

He peck my cheek all of sudden and push my hair behind my shoulder.

"Get some experience, lunatic."

"He isn't an experiment things or something that I can experience with. This involve feelings, dude. What even are you, asshole?"

I protested. I really don't want to hurt anybody's feelings including myself. First of all, I don't want Yoongi to be left hurting when I'm bored with him and left. Second, I'm scared that I fall in love with him and he just left because he know all this shit. Third, I'm happy being with myself alone with Jungkook. I don't care if I'm going to be a nun if that's what it really takes to remain this friendship.

"I want you to be happy."

"I am happy enough with myself and you and dad and all people around me."

I can't believe the one who suggested this was the mighty Jeon Jungkook. This is a dead serious case.

"What are you even thinking for me to date him? What's wrong with you?"

"I just want you to have a boyfriend at least once in your life."

"I already got you."

He clicked his tongue and flicked my forehead as he rolled his eyes. I rubbed my forehead and glare at him.

"Other person than me, silly."

I cringed. My mind starts to think all sort of negative things. My heart races a lot that I can't possibly breath properly but I remained cool. I'm trying to.

"You hate me, don't you?"

He offended to hear that as he frowned. I told you, my mind was being a negative asshole right now. I can't think properly.

"What makes you think like that?"

"You told me to date him so I came to the thought that you hate me."

"I can't possibly hate you, Yoon. I just want you to be happy and have some experience."

"But why? Why him out of those people out there?"

"Because I can see him taking care of you. And plus, it doesn't feel fair enough for only me to date someone but you left alone without any experience."

"But at least I'm happy."

"I want you to be happier."

I sighed heavily to him and let my head fall on his chest as I was done with my life. I stare at his stomach for awhile before I decided to shut my eyes.

"You know what,"

I paused for awhile before I wrap my arms on his waist as I tilted my head and rest my cheek on his chest.

"I rather hearing out your dirty thoughts than dating someone who isn't really sure to make me happy like you did."

I said as my eyes hooded. I heard him chuckled though. How the hell can he chuckle at times like this? Is he pulling a prank or something? He wrap his arms on my shoulder.

"I'm not pushing you away. Just remember that."

He said as he graze my hair gently. I could hear his heartbeat pounding normally even when we're this close. I don't think he ever think me as a woman. Tch. I think I'm guy for him. I like that fact though.

"Having you is enough to make my life a mess. I don't need the other one."

He rested his cheek on my head and tapped my shoulder continuously, trying to comfort me a lot. And it works. I feel calm by it.

"I guess I've made your heart fluttered."

"Not at all."

"Tch. Arrogant bastard."

I chuckled at his statement as I tighten the hug around his waist as he just continue to tapped my shoulder.

"Throw all the worries in your heart right now, Yoon. I don't want you to feel stuffy with what I've said just now."

I nodded. But for real, how can I forget all the things that he'd said just now? It really surprised me. It shocked me even more to know that it was him to say that to me. That was abnormal. I don't think he's in his right mind after Haera left.

Yoo Haera, you better watch your ass out before I could fucking shove a vibrator inside you. How dare you made my Jungkook's life a mess?

To Be Continued

aye, you see what i did there? hehe, another lame chapter pft.