Yoon

I looked at myself in the mirror and feel disgusted when I saw the red mark on my neck. I sighed when I felt a pair of arms wrapped around my waist.

"Should I kiss the mark?"

I glared at him through the mirror as he quickly went up on the bed and hide in the duvet before I could kill him. I sighed once again as I rested my palms on the dresser and lowered my head. Once again, the same pair of arms wrap on my waist.

"Don't you feel disgusted on me?"

I asked. The grip on my waist tighten as he rested his cheek on my nape.

"Seriously, should I kiss the mark so that you'll feel less disgusted to yourself? Or should I kiss your lips instead so that you won't remember her kissing you but only me kissing you?"

I sighed in defeat. I know he's trying to make me feel better but that's not the way. I unwrapped his arms away from my waist and walk away to my bed, curling into the duvet.

"Leave me alone."

He sighed and was about to left my room but I called him.

"No, don't leave."

He give me an annoyed look and walk towards me while nagging.

"What do you want actually, punk?"

"Warm hugs."

He sighed before he went in the duvet and give me a hug. I snuggled into his embrace like a roll as I snake my arms around his waist.

"You're annoying, you know that."

He said as I kept on snuggling onto him. I nodded in agreement. He sighed heavily.

"You sure you don't want a kiss?"

I pinched his thigh that he winced in pain and glare at him.

"It's disgusting. Stop it."

He just lightly peck my cheek and hug me closer while a slight giggled. I sighed on his chest.

"What are you going to do with Haera?"

Saying her name made me feel like throw up as my mind kept playing the scene where she kissed me. I cringed as I heard him sighing heavily.

"We broke up. I can't stand seeing her face knowing that she hurt you."

Immediately, I feel bad for her. She didn't deserve all this but what she did was too much. Never had I thought to lose my first kiss to a girl.

"She didn't hurt me. She was hurting and was trying to fix herself."

"By kissing you? That's too much. She stole the first kiss that was supposed to be mine."

"Wanna get slapped?"

I glared at him as he grinned at me playfully. When will he be serious for a once? Ugh, it's so annoying.

"What happened actually? Why is she like that?"

He asked. That's the question that I don't want to answer but he deserve to know. That's his so-called angel after all. I let out a deep breath.

"She had an abusive boyfriend in her previous school. He raped her a lot of times that she became traumatic. That's why she'll flinch away whenever you touch her."

"What's with the kissing?"

"On her first day in our school, she get bullied by the juniors because of the rumours, of course. So ever since that, I tried to protect her as long as I could. But then she... ugh, she fell for me."

"Okay, that's yuck!"

"And the reason why I avoided you is because she saw us hugging the last time at our hideout. And so, I thought she was jealous because she was acting cold towards me. And since I don't want to hurt your feelings, I decided to avoided you."

This time, he pinch my cheek hardly that I winced in pain. I rubbed the pain area and pout my lips.

"Yah, I was dying because I miss you too much and you can say that you're avoiding me because that bitch were jealous when the real reason is she just wanted to break our friendship."

I rolled my eyes to his lame statement. He sighed and hug me tighter.

"But now, you're here so I'm happy. And don't do that again, stupid."

I giggled as I hug him back with him grazing my hair. He love doing that and it remind me of hyung. We oftentimes cuddled together since he said he doesn't have any girlfriend to cuddle with.

"Anyway dude..."

He paused as I back off from him a little, looking at him curiously.

"Should we report to the school about Haera?"

I shook my head. He was frowning in confusion while looking at me and I know he'll definitely protesting me.

"Yah!"

"I know, Kook. It's just that... I don't want this case to be bigger."

"But..."

I glared at him before he could talk any further as he shut his mouth tight and purse his lips. I rolled my eyes at his stupidity.

"When will you get mature, Jeon?"

"I am mature. Look, I've think about how many babies can we get, how rough can I go in se..."

"You want me to get the coffin ready for you?"

He grinned at me innocently as I rolled my eyes in annoyance. This perverted bastard will never change. I swear he could kill his wife while having a sex on their first night. Too rough, too rough.

"But hey, I'm serious though. One day, you'll get married to me and on the first night..."

I smacked his head as hard as I can and sit upright. Right now, he really need to be killed. I grab my pillow and I hit him.

"Dare to continue that sentence, Jeon? I'm gonna fucking kill you, you perverted bastard!"

He just laughed at me while I was hitting him a lot. He really see this as a fun things though. But really, I'm happy to returned that laugh back on his lips after a week I've been avoiding him. He was a mess when I did that.

Haera

I was trembling in fear when Jungkook yelled me. It was just like how he did to me. I'm scared that I ran away from the class and exited the school secretly after that.

I don't want to meet anyone anymore. I was scared that my knees almost gave up on me while I was wandering aimlessly in the street. I hug myself as the weather is getting colder. I was so into my feet that brought me to nowhere and bumped into someone. I didn't look up but when I smell the cologne, my mind immediately work up. I look up to the person in fear.

"Long time no see, Yoo Haera."

I wanted to run away from him but I feel like my feet were glued on the ground as my body stiffened in fear. Why is he here? How did he know I'm here? I tried to back away but I can't. He hold me on my shoulder.

"I miss you so much, babe."

I'm scared. I need Yoon but when I remember what I've done to her, she probably hate me by now. He smirked at me a lot and pull me into his embrace. I was disgusted.

"More like miss to fuck you up a lot."

He whispered. My breath were unstable the moment when he said that. I pushed him away when I've gain some courage.

"S-Stop i-it, Jimin. I'm a-already dead inside. What do y-you want more?"

I stuttered as I saw him smirking at me and grabbed my wrist tightly. He pull me closer.

"Awh, don't be like that. I miss being inside you."

He whispered. I am so disgusted by his words as I tried to push him away but I can't. He was too strong as he pulled me away from the crowd. I wanna run away. But my feet were following him obediently. I cursed myself for being like that.

He brought me to a hotel which I don't know where it is. I wanna scream for help to anyone that was there but my voice lost as he gripped on my wrist tighter. I think it bruised. He brought me up to his room, I guess. Each step I take to there, following him, I feel my blood drain away from my body. The moment when he unlocked the door, I knew what was going to happen next. I know I'll be wreck even more. I know I'll get fuck up harder than before for leaving him. But why can't I just run away? I was scared too.

He pushed me on the bed harshly as I back off from him, trying to escape but it's no use. He was already hovering me while sending me some hickeys on my neck. I hate this feeling. It was sensual when he first did this to me but now, not anymore. It's disgusting.

His hand trailed down under my skirt as I tried to push him away but he slapped me hard that I almost knock out. I stay awake, still trying to escape.

"Stay still, bitch!"

He yelled and pull my skirt down. I know this is the end of my life. I was ruined and wrecked once more by the same guy. I know where did this going. But I was still obeying him. Because I wanted to stay alive. But with him fucking me hard, I don't see any reason to be one.

Jungkook

Watching her sleeping was the best sight to look at right now. She was sleeping soundly in my arms which I was relieve that she was safe. But seeing that disgusting mark on her neck make my stomach churned. Haera shouldn't have done this. This is too much. I covered the mark with her hair as it was getting frustrated to look at and sighed.

"I'm sorry that I can't protect you well."

Yeah, I know. It was odd to see me apologizing. But it was only when she was unconscious. I can't apologize in front of her. It's weird. I smile whenever she was mad that I'd never apologize to her.

"I did apologize to you, bastard."

I muttered. She move a bit and hug me like a pillow tightly and mumbles something inaudible but I could still heard it. It makes my heart skipped a beat.

"Thank you, Kook."

Is she really sleeping or not? Can she hear what I said? Oh my God, this is not it. I was flustered that she'll heard it until she mumbles the next sentence.

"I love you."

I smile as I tighten the hug around her and peck her forehead. Aigoo, this little shit.

"I love you too, Yoon."

Just when I said that to her, my head ached back. It was way too painful that I can't bear it. I clutched at the bedsheet and cringed my face. Why does this happened again? I hold my head and I didn't realize that I was clutching on her shoulder when I thought it was the bed sheet. She wake up.

"Yah, it hurts!"

She exclaimed but I can't react to her. It was too painful. I kept blinking my eyes and hold my head securely, massaging it. I think she notice me that she sit upright but I pulled her into a hug.

"Yah, are you okay? What happened?"

She asked in concern that her voice sounds so worried. I nodded a little that it was interrupted by the pain. She tried to pull away but I don't want her to see my face enduring the pain.

"Aish, just go back to sleep. I had a bad dream just now."

I said, hiding the fact that I was so in pain. She sighed as she hug me back and pat my back. I sighed in relief that she was now ease.

"Okay, then. I'll going to take another short nap. Wake me up after 30 minutes."

I nodded as she went back to sleep. My pain wasn't going down as I tried to sleep too. I hope it'll go away once I was awake. It's too much to handle.

To Be Continued