Jungkook

It's been a week that Yoon was avoiding me. But that doesn't mean I'm giving up on our friendship. I am not. Ever!

I don't know why is she avoiding me. I kept trying my best to talk to her but she wouldn't talk. She even chased me out from her house the other time I came there. She hadn't been in the art gallery for a long time. I went to our favourite place but she wasn't there too. I know she'll went to the abandoned pool secretly but when I went there, she left. I feel suffocated without her.

As for Haera, she's been acting weird lately. She was cold but I know she's trying to be herself. No, not herself. She's trying to be like Yoon. She hit me playfully a lot, she laughed a lot, everything she did was just not herself. But whenever I saw her with Yoon, she was just giving her a cold stares and a smirk. What happened to them though? I've never saw Yoon in guilty like that.

This time, I need to talk to Haera since Yoon was avoiding me. It gets more frustrating that they're acting cold by each other.

"Haera."

She look at me and smile. I went to her and was about to peck her cheek but she move away. She'd been like this since we're dating. I wonder why. I smile.

"Let's have a talk."

"Oh~ I'm sorry. I have something to do now. Let's talk later."

She then went away when I was trying to say something. Then, I saw Yoon looking at me. She was as if hurting but acting as if she was tough. That's who is she. Hurting but cold. I sighed. I miss her a lot though. Hanging out, teasing her, hugging her, and what I miss the most is her hitting me to death. I chuckled when I flash backing all the memories.

I saw her stood up from her seat and were about to left the class as I grasp her wrist. She look at me.

"I miss you, Yoon."

I pleaded but she yank away my hand and left the class. Some of the students were looking at us but I ignored them and sighed heavily.

"You shouldn't choose Haera at the first place though."

I heard one of our classmates boldly said. The other agreed to her as I sighed. I admit that between those 2 girls, I would choose Yoon more because I can't bear to lose a good friend like her. Only her can see who am I without me showing to her.

Yoon

"I miss you, Yoon."

I know that'll come eventually and it happened. I miss him too though. More like miss to hit him a lot. What can I do? I'm doing this as a friend but I didn't realize that I was drifting away from him. I know he's hurting and I shouldn't left him but I was stuck in between. All I want is to not to hurt anyone's feeling but yeah, if I choose Jungkook, I'll end up hurting Haera and that goes vice versa if I choose Haera. I sighed.

I went to our secret hideout alone. I used to go here with him but not anymore. Damn, I miss that bastard though. I sit on the table and stare at the board.

"What the hell am I going to do, hyung? I feel so suffocated."

I muttered as my mind think about my brother. I sighed once again. If hyung know I'm getting weak, he'll beat my ass up to death though. I miss him beating my ass. I chuckled when I remember that.

"Yoon."

I tilted my head to the door when I saw Haera looking at me in guilty. I stood up from the table.

"Haera? What are you doing here?"

Okay, she look like a creep right now and I'm kinda scared. Where is that bastard Jeon Jungkook? Please take her away from me.

She rushed towards me, cup my cheeks and kiss my lips. My eyes widened when she did that that I can't react to it. I was electrified by the kiss. Later, she broke the kiss and hug me.

"I love you, Yoon."

My heart just stop beating the moment when she said those words. I feel like dying. Someone please just take her away. I think I can die with all of this.

I then felt a sting sensation on my neck. I think she was marking me but why the hell can't I move even a bit? Bitch, move!

"I love you a lot, Yoon."

She mumbles on my skin. I feel disgusted with myself now. I was so shocked from everything that she did. She broke the hug and look at me.

"I admit that I made you avoided Jungkook because I was jealous whenever you're with him. I was supposed to be the one that was with you. Not him."

She look flustered when she saw I didn't react to her. Dude, how can I react when this kind of filthy event happened to me?! This is bullshit. She cupped my face again.

"I sincerely love you, Yoon."

"Is that why you're avoiding his touch?"

Finally! Finally I can talk after awhile of silence. She lowered her head.

"I had an abusive boyfriend in the past. I was so traumatic that he'll be that way too when I know he's not. My ex-boyfriend raped me a lot of times. I was scared that I don't believe in guys anymore."

She paused for awhile and cupped my cheeks once again. I once again felt electrified by her touch.

"So I transferred here. But on my first day, I was bullied but you helped me. You're always there when I was bullied. That was when I fall for you."

I guess I was too kind. She had tears stream down on her cheeks as she tried to kiss me again but I backed away.

"Stop it, Haera."

This time I was finally fight her back now. I can't do this anymore. It's disgusting.

"Stop it already. I'm sorry. I can't do this."

I look down to the ground, avoiding her intense gaze. I step aback from her.

"B-But Y-Yoon..."

"Stop it! Just stop! Wake up, Haera. This is not you."

I yelled. She was getting out of control. I know she had an abusive ex-boyfriend or whatever it is but this is not the way. This is disgusting. Even my dad doesn't kiss me this much. Even Jungkook and hyung never did this to me.

"This is me, Yoon! I love you so much that I can't stand it to see you and Jungkook being close! I'm scared that he'll hurt you! Just like how I've been through."

She then charge forward to me and kiss me once again. I tried to push her away but she was too strong. Or maybe I was too weak because I was still in shock. I felt like I was being molested right now. My eyes then avert to the door and that was when I saw Jungkook with his eyes widened to see what happened. He pulled Haera away from me as I fell on the ground, panting. He hunched down.

"You okay?"

I shook my head. How the hell can I be okay when I was being kissed by A FREAKING GIRL?! A lesbian! I catch up my breath as he caressed my back.

"What the hell is wrong with you?!"

I heard him yelled at Haera, who was frozen at the corner. She was looking scared as her eyes welled up with tears. I think she was beyond scared when Jungkook yelled at her. I held his wrist and shook my head.

"Yah! You're backing her up?! She kissed you, brat! Can't you see what happened?!"

He yelled. My eyes was still on her. She was shaking her head and hastily ran away. Jungkook was about to chase after her but I stop him. I need him right now.

"Jungkook... I'm not okay... right now..."

I muttered. I was in dazed and all I need is a hug to gain my energy. He knew that so he hug me. I buried my face on his chest.

"It's okay. I'm here."

He said. Of course, you're here, scumbag. I'm not okay though. I wanted to say that but I was still in shocked. I can't think properly. Everything happened too fast for me to absorb.

"I'm sorry."

I said. He broke the hug and cup my face as I look at him. I want to cry right now.

"I miss you, dude."

I cried. He sighed before he pulled me into a tight hug, caressing my back as I cried so hard on his shoulder. I don't care if I look ugly or whatever. I just miss this bastard a lot and I made a lot of mistake toward him.

"I miss you too, punk. Don't you dare to do that again. I had a heart attack when I saw you just now."

He nagged. I slightly chuckled to him with a hard sobs on. I hugged him tightly. Depends on how much I miss him but really, I think he can't breath.

"I'm sorry. I am so sorry, Jeon."

I cried. He caressed my back and shush me quietly. Then he broke hug the hug and wipe my tears away.

"Stop crying already, dude."

He scoffed but I didn't care. I pout my lips as he tuck my hair behind my ears. The scene where Haera kissed me played in my mind that I felt disgusted by myself.

"You still wanna be my friend after what you see?"

"Yah, don't you dare to break off our friendship. I'll jump off the cliff if you did."

He said. I pulled his shoulder closer and hug him. I heard him chuckled at me as he pulled me on his lap and just continue to caress my back gently, shushing from sobbing a lot. I know my eyes were puffy by now. It's been a long while I didn't cried ever since hyung died. I need to let out all of my emotions though.

"Fine, fine. Just cry as long as you want. I'll just hug instead."

He said as he sway me to the left and right gently while I was sobbing. He always treat me like a baby though. But sometimes, I miss being treat like that by my brother. It's good to have someone to take his place.

Jungkook

Aigoo, this crybaby. Honestly, I was freaked out when I saw Haera kissing her though. She look so weak as fuck. Right now, she must feel disgusted by herself so I just let her cry on my shoulder. Well, that's what a friend do, right?

She was actually very fragile and all. That's why I need to protect her at all cost. This baby of mine need a lot of care though.

I played with her hair while she was crying her heart out and caressing her back. I know what I'm going to see later was her puffy face that would make my heart hurt. But it's better to let her let out all the emotions.

Soon enough, she just stop crying and fell asleep on my shoulder. I smile. Why does she have to be this cute? Should I secretly kiss her? Tch, she'll feel more disgusted later on. I grazed her hair as I leaned my back on the wall. I secretly admiring her beautiful face rested on my shoulder as I tuck her hair behind her ear. I knew it! Her eyes were puffy so I wipe away all the access tears on her cheeks and light peck on it.

"Such a crybaby."

I muttered as I stared at her face. Somehow, my mind would wondered off about Haera. What the hell happened to her? Why does she kissed Yoon? Is she a lesbian or what?

Yoon's head fell down a little as I pulled it up to my shoulder and pushed her hair behind her shoulder. That was when I saw a red mark on her neck. What the fuck?!

To Be Continued