Yoon

Two months has passed and now, I finally decide to go to school. I can't stay like this forever. I have to move on. The time that was given to me is enough. Two months is enough of grieving.

In that two months, I've changed a lot. Dad notice it too but he love it. He was proud. Why?

Because I am more feminine than ever. My hair grew, stop just above my shoulder. Wavy.

I start wearing just skirt but of course it wasn't that short. Just appropriate for school. At least, I've changed.

I look at myself om the mirror and smile. Is this how I am if I'm a little bit feminine? My eyes caught on the note stuck at the corner of the mirror.

You are an art, my Yoon.

I keep it for a long time but now, maybe I don't need it anymore. I take off the note and throw it into the bin.

I kinda feel nervous about going to school. I mean, it's been two months. It feels like I wasn't use to it.

"Yoon? Are you ready?"

Dad knock on the door and open it. I smile, grabbing my bag and hang it on my shoulder.

"Ah, you're so pretty. Even going to school."

I giggle and shake my head. I still had my sass and that boyish side. It's just my appearance after all.

"Come on, dad! You've seen me almost everyday."

"But it's been awhile that you wear your school uniform."

I pout as I plop down on the chair. As usual, cereal! How can I not change my behavior but my appearance?

Sometimes, things just wasn't easy to get rid of especially when you grew with it. That's how I am.

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"Dad, you don't have to pick me up later."

"Huh?"

"I have somewhere to go. Bye."

I quickly peck his cheek and left the car. I heard him calling for me so I turn my back and give him a flying kiss. I know he's gonna oppose my idea but nah, I'm too cheeky.

I then made my way to the class. Of course there's students in awe when they saw me. I smile at them. Maybe they were shock about how much I've changed.

"Yoon?"

I turn my back when I heard someone call me. A wide smile crept onto my face.

"Hi, sunbae!"

"Yoon? You're really Yoon?"

They then attack me with a big hugs. Remember those girls in the toilet, yeah it's them.

"Oh my God, where have you been? This school is so equal to hell."

"I heard that you got into an accident. You're alright, right? Gosh, you're so skinny now."

I smile at them and bow.

"I have to go now. There's actually something I want to do."

"Already?"

I shrug, flashing a cheeky smile on. They ruffle my hair lightly.

"Ah, you even grow your hair. You're so pretty, Yoon. I wanna cry because of it."

"Don't do it, sunbae. I'm going now."

"Ruin the school, kiddo!"

They cheered as I rush my steps toward my class. Gosh, I miss everything here.

"Yoon? Kim fucking Yoon?"

I heard that as soon as I enter the class. Ah, good soul. There she is.

"Oh, hi—"

She then went to give me a hug after that. So tight that I can't breath.

"Hey, I-I c-can't—"

"Oh, yeah."

She then let me go and tidy my school uniform properly. I giggled when she stop doing it and just stare at me.

"Do you like girls? I feel like dating you now."

I scoff and cross my arms. Why is she like this? I didn't go that long, right?

"Shut it."

She laugh as she lightly pushed me. I hang my bag on the side of the desk and swipe my hair to the back. Still feeling a bit awkward with this length of hair.

"Oh, your seatmate. He's been trying to kill himself. On the rooftop."

I took a glance at the black bag beside me. Tch. He? Killing himself? Bullshit! I saw him well off the other time. Eating ice cream on the bench at the park. Tch.

"Yeah, sure. I'll go and meet him first. Might as well kill him for real."

She scoff and punch my shoulder lightly before signalling me to get out of the class.

I smile at how she told me about Jungkook. The letter of hyung writing about him cross in my mind. What a sweet ass.

I climb up the stairs to the rooftop. Gosh, the hallway is making me super awkward. Maybe because of my hair. I did curl it a little bit so I guess it really shock people.

Finally got on the last floor, I pant. It's been awhile since I climb these stairs. It wasn't that high either. What the hell!

I heave out a sigh and open the door, already saw a tall boy by the railing. Wow, even his back is attractive.

"I told you I'm not going down until the bell rings."

"Huh? Excuse me?"

I cross my arms under my chest as I slowly draw my steps toward him with a smile on.

He turn his back to me almost immediately, looking shock. His eyes went bigger than it already is. So, Jungshook?

"Miss me?"

I wiggle my eyebrows. I almost burst out a laugh because damn, he look so funny that way.

"Well, I guess you—"

Just then, he run toward me and hug me, picking me up from the ground. I laugh as I wrapped my arms on his shoulder. Wow, he's really strong.

May I remind you that we're still 13. Haha. So much for a romance?

"Oh my God, Jungkook, let me down!"

I said, laughing out loud afterwards. But he ignore me and spin me around, making me laugh even loud.

"Let me down!"

I order. Just then he stop and really let me down but still hugging me though.

"Damn, I didn't know I miss you this much."

Again, I laugh. How is he so oblivious? It's cute by the way.

"Yeah, you should!"

We broke the hug and I saw him flashing his famous bunny smile. I guess I have to admit it now that he is ridiculously handsome.

"You look pretty."

"Um, I heard that a lot."

He scoff, messing with my hair. Gosh, it's only the first day!

"You little shit! Tch!"

He whine, pinching my cheek hardly that I accidentally slap him. Serve him fucking right!

"Hey!"

"What?!"

Silence then errupt after that. I don't know what happened but really, we just laugh after that.

I know my right cheek is now red. So does his left cheek. I guess that what's make it funny.

I guess, we're just missing each other a lot. Been awhile.

To Be Continued

Short chapter. Well, I did it purposely though since I need to keep some event for the next chapter. Save the best for the last!

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