Better When I Leave
Hey guys! So sorry I haven't been making more parts, I've been taking care of my very sick boyfriend and work at the same time so I didn't get a chance to rest but he's sleeping cuz I made him. So yeah, here's another part and HOLY! 101+ views is a crazy amount for me. Thank you guys so much for showing support,
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Omniscient POV*
(Y/N) knew her boyfriend, Felix, is dying. He knew it too and it pained him to know she was sharing the pain. He had a month left of autumn since he was diagnosed with lung cancer and internal bleeding in his arteries causing his nervousness system to go into overdrive, causing numbness in some parts of his body from time to time. They decided to go out for a walk to the water fountain in the park where they first met as children. Felix was happy but he was sad seeing (Y/N) this way, suffering the loss of a loved one is worse than death itself, he didn't want (Y/N) to suffer that because of his disability of his immune system and the fact he has lung cancer. Felix had a bunch of wires and a oxygen mask over his mouth to help him breathe. Felix weakly hugged (Y/N), feeling sad and feeling like he's leaving a part of himself behind. (Y/N) helped Felix to lay down in a pile of leaves with her as the three them up and watched them land gracefully on the ground. (Y/N) grabbed Felix's weak hand and held it securely.
Felix's POV*
(Y/N) grabbed my hand and squeezed it in a reassuring way. I gaze into her warm (E/C) orbs that danced with the much desired life ,while mine reflected a stormy ocean. Oh how I loved the way (Y/N) smiled at me, she's trying to be happy and strong for me, I couldn't ask for any better of a girlfriend than her. I can still feel my colour draining from me as we lay there, I can no longer run or I will put my life at risk again. It's getting harder and harder to breathe each day till it's like I'm suffocating on air. I have a month left and I worry for (Y/N), she will be so hurt but when I pass I want her to move on and find some one new in her life who will stay with her forever until death, she doesn't deserve to be suffering with me and my medical problems. Maybe it's for the better if I leave. I know the doctor said I shouldn't make abrupt movements or run but I knew I was dying anyways and I want her to be beside me when I pass. I jump up and start running, the mask and the UV tubes detached from me completely as I broke out in a strong run and ran towards the fountain.
Your POV*
"FELIX!" I called to Felix who was running, he could die! I raced after him but not long after the chasing started, Felix fell to his knees in front of the fountain, he was coughing and wheezing, at his knees there was small pool of blood gathering and some was dripping from the corners of his mouth. "Felix! Why did you run!? You know you're not supposed to run, it's fatal in the condition you're in!!" I yelled, tears starting to form in front of my vision. "I know *cough* that was the point... Call me insane but *wheeze* I know I'm dying already but that jog was supposed to be helping you and me... I've never felt better *cough* *wheeze* it's been awhile since I could break free from those tubes and mask.. I'm dying and there's nothing I can do about it" Felix was laying on his back as he struggled to talk. "No. NO! Felix, please you can't say that! I need you!" I whisper-yelled as tears dripped down my face. I held him in my arms, his body feeling colder by the second as he virtually turned paler. "Felix look at me! Please don't close your eyes! You can't leave me here like this!" I panicked as Felix looked at me, smiling weakly. "(Y/N)..." Felix's voice was very quiet, I could barley hear him. "I'm sorry... You know that.. (Y/N)... You are everything to me, I... I love you and that I could never change my mind about meeting you...it's better if I leave... Don't forget me.." Felix kissed and then hugged me close to him.
"Life is cruel, Death is unforgivable, the future is bright if you let the sorrows disperse and let the light shine through and carry on"
- from the archives of Raven and Mark
Felix closed his eyes and his whole body went limp. I sobbed into his shoulder, and clutched his hoodie. I kissed him one last time.
"The meaning of life isn't about breathing or getting whatever you want from it, it's about accepting your life as it is and taking chances and making new relationships with the people around you. Life isn't about having everything, it's about giving your all to the people around you, it's about showing love and kindness to those who are are lost and broken. The place that we start is where our journey ends, looking for a gift in life, and return empty handed and realize, the gift has been with us the whole time, living is the gift, the memories and laughing is the gift of being able to live for something memorable and something worth treasuring forever within your wholesome heart. Take the time to love those around you, because you never know when disaster may strike and make you lost all of what you had."
- another Paragraph from the Archives of Raven and Mark for the readers
Sorry that was so cheesy and quick, but I will edit it and make it longer and add more if I can. But if I can't, sorry my readers!
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Take to the skies and fly freely!
- Raven and Mark
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