let this update count for anybody at 2 weeks since i update enough for everyone

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the terrible twos
its always this or that and you never get both
supply and demanding
we are made out of paper and always in transit
thinner with rAGE
stuck to the windows
always behind turned heads
tucked away in the glove compartment for safe keeping
kept but not in order
kept but not needed
needed is needless
needy is unneeded
think about it long enough and it makes sense
stepping into a civil war as an outside third party
were waging the war we cant afford to stop
somewhere during all of the fighting and the fueding it slipped out from under our fingers
hit the ground running
"i dreamed up the perfect girl to life
only to have her walk out of mine"
a little bird told me but it was more like "alwaysmore" than "nevermore"
a pack rat with a license to bill
on minute 14
save (cere)monies
the "form of my depression" sold in size 7
"some dance to remember
some dance to forget"
i want to have a quality that stands out as my own
not that is stepped on through the bones
while bandaging skinned knees we lost the need for the skin were trying to save
i am a better person now but considering i was the worst it isnt worth accounting for
said "i love you" but "who are you"
forgot to lose your keys
trying them out in every car in the parking lot
thinking maybe one will take you farther than my own
tried to trade sunshine for yesterdays
tried to give the moon for tomorrows
souls change bodies, not minds
nothing i say gets through anymore
im just a spirit watching her live on without me

"theres a hole in my heart that can only be filled by you"
extreme said it best but noone listens to extreme at least not without fearing being caught dead doing so..

and just because you have a voice of reason
doesnt mean that it will ever speak english