Luhan wakes up early in the morning and all he feels is pain. He gets up slowly because his head hurt due to intensive cry. A loud sigh leaves his lips. He really wants to run away. Today is the end of his life.

"Good morning Hyunie, I love you" Luhan whispers to the spaces. His smile appears. He realizes that he is depressed.

"Good morning Hanie, I love you too" Luhan talks with his girly voice. From afar, Suho watches his friend. Suho can't deny the pain that he feels for Luhan.

"Luhan" Suho talks. Luhan turns his face and stares at Suho.

"You should go now, your phone keeps ringing" Suho bites his lips. He never looks Luhan like this.

"Oh, you are right, I didn't hear it" Luhan smiles slightly and answers the call.

"Luhan, where are you? Don't try to run away or I will die" His mother's voice echoes.

"Hm?" Luhan hums lazily. He knows it will happen. He knows his mother will say those words.

"I'll be back, don't worry, you will be happy today" Luhan talks with a cold tone and hangs up.

"I think you were right, I should go now, gomawo, see ya" Luhan walks to the front door with a wobbly steps. Everybody's heart will ache if watches him like this.

***

Luhan stands infront of the altar and stares blankly at the people. Gayoon is walking down the aisle with a very bright smile. Luhan shows the opposite. When Gayoon stands infront of him, he didn't take her hand but just turns to the altar.

"Will you Heo Gayoon take this man as your husband————-" Luhan can't hear the full sentences because his thought flies to Irene. Irene beautiful face appears inside his mind, it makes him miss her more. His smile appears when Irene inside his thought smiling.

"Yes, I do" Luhan's thought cuts by a loud excited voice from Gayoon.

"Will you Luhan take this woman as your wife————-" Just like the first one, Luhan is now imagining Irene. He miss running his fingers on her hair. He miss caressing her soft cheeks.

"Luhan? Luhan?" Gayoon speaks right beside his ear. It makes him mad because Gayoon cuts his thought about Irene.

"Luhan, I will repeat" The pastor smiles softly.

"Will you Luhan take this woman as your wife in healthy and sick————" Again, Luhan lost the focus. His stare becomes blank. All he can focus on is Irene. Suddenly a harsh elbow from Gayoon lands on Luhan's waist. Luhan shoots her a death glare.

"Hmmm" Luhan hums and sigh really hard.

"You may kiss the bride" The pastor says after they exchanged the rings.

Luhan stares at Gayoon with disgust. Gayoon is smiling so wide. She slowly closes her eyes and pouts her lips cutely. Luhan just looks away. Anger inside his heart. 

"Don't dream too high" Luhan whispers to Gayoon and walks away from her. Everybody watches him walk away. His mother is bulging her eyes. Gayoon is ready to cry. But Luhan didn't care. He keeps walking to the toilet. He locks himself there and cries. Now, his life is officially end.

***

Irene wakes up late in the morning. It's near 10 am. She stretches her body and stands up from her bed. Last night she cries really hard. Her eyes swollen.

"10 am" Irene mumbles and sighs hard.

"Luhan is another woman's husband now" Irene closes her eyes and moves her hands to her tummy.

"Good morning, eomma won't cry again, I'm so sorry because I cried last night" Irene talks to the baby and strokes the belly softly.

Irene smiles softly and fills her head with a positive thought. She needs to care about the baby now. She needs to forget about her pain and be happy. 

"Hmm, you are hungry" Irene talks as she feels so hungry in the morning. She walks to the kitchen when suddenly her phone rings. Irene walks back to her room and picks up the phone.

"Hello Mr. Lim" Irene talks.

"Joohyun, are you alright? Where are you?" Mr. Lim asks. Last night Irene asked him to handle the company for three years and she immediately hung up.

"Aaah, I'm alright, don't worry, I'm in a small town, having a peacefull life, please help me" Irene talks softly. She hopes Mr. Lim won't ask more.

"Joohyun, did you have problem? You can tell me" Mr. Lim talks like father.

"No, I'm alright" Irene lies.

"Okay, just say that I trust you, I will call you every week to inform about the company" Mr. Lim ends with a sigh.

"Okay, have a nice day uncle" Irene smiles to herself because her uncle cares.

"Take care, call me if you need something" Mr. Lim talks before hangs up.

Irene puts her phone on the nightstand and strokes her tummy "Mianhae, mommy needs to talk first, now let's eat" Irene smiles as she walks to the kitchen.

***

Kris and Suho knock on the toilet door harshly because Luhan didn't want to open it. They can hear Luhan's loud cry, it makes them worry.

"Yah! Brat! Open the door now or I will kick it" Kris yells to Luhan but they just can hear Luhan's cry.

"Luhan!" Suho calls his name.

"I have no patient" Kris talks to Suho and kicks the door. In the 6th attempt, the door broke and they see Luhan on the floor.

"Luhan" Suho runs to him and moves Luhan's body back and forth.

"Calm down" Suho raises his voice.

"Yah!" Kris yells at Luhan because he can't see Luhan like this. He gives Luhan a slight punch but hurt enough to make Luhan stops crying.

"Don't cry here like a baby, you should face it and find a way to destroy this shitty relationship of yours" Kris' words slap Luhan hard. Luhan stares blankly at Kris.

"We are here to help you so don't cry again, tears won't help" Suho is more calm than Kris. He gives Luhan courage in a different way.

"You have us" Kris adds.

***

Luhan got a scold from his mom when he returned from toilet but he ignored it. He keeps ignoring his mother and Gayoon. His mother slowly changes. His mother can feel the pain inside her son's heart so she acts nice to him.

"Luhan, please behave for the honeymoon" His mother talks and Luhan bulges his eyes. He never knows about the honeymoon.

"What honeymoon?" Luhan asks as he looks to the car window.

"We are going to Paris, and now we are going to airport" Gayoon speaks, making Luhan angry.

"Oh" Luhan talks. He holds his own anger and remains silent.

When they arrive at the airport, his mother immediately leaves them alone. Gayoon clings into Luhan but Luhan pushes her harshly.

"What are you doing?!" Luhan yells at her.

"I'm your wife" Gayoon frowns with a teary eyes.

"You should be grateful with that title, don't ask more" Luhan coldly talks and walks away.

***

Gayoon sobs inside the plane becaus of the coldness of Luhan. Luhan really wants to slap her because of her childishness. The plane will take off in 5 minutes, Luhan thinks so hard to hurt her and leaves the plane.

"Luhan——"

"Don't whine! Stop it, can't you see that I really hate you? Huh? You stole all my happiness bitch" Luhan talks with a low tone as his eyes stares coldly.

"But——-"

"Shut up" Luhan raises his tone and stands up. He walks away and gets out from the boarding.

"Luhan! Luhan!" Gayoon cries out his name but the speakers inform the passengers to use the seatbelt because the plane will take off in a minute.

Gayoon cries really hard because Luhan leaves her alone and she has to spend her honeymoon alone like a stupid bitch.

***

Luhan called Suho earlier and asked Suho to drive him to the hotel. Luhan wants to be alone.

"Are you sure?" Suho asks when they arrive at the hotel.

"Hmm" Luhan nods to Suho and opens the door.

"Call me if you need something, or Kris" Suho shouts before Luhan gets out. Luhan just gives Suho a slight nods and gets in to the hotel.

When he gets in to this hotel room, he jumps to the bed and closes his eyes. A chuckle rolls out from his lips. He chuckles because he thinks about how irritated Gayoon. He really likes it when he saw Gayoon suffer.

His chuckle stops when he remembers about Irene. He reaches out his hand to his phone and dials Irene's number. Luhan waits so long but it always leads to the mailbox. Irene rejects it.

"Hyunie, I miss you, I hope you were here beside me, I love you" Luhan ends his voice note and sends it to Irene. 

In the other hand, Irene was listening to his voice note and she can't hold her tears anymore. She cries so loud as she keeps replaying the voice note. She really miss his voice. She is dying to meet him but everything has changed.

***

Months pass really fast. Irene's tummy is growing big. Her baby is healthy and 7 months old. This seven months, Luhan always sends her voice notes everyday. Irene didn't cry anymore, she smiles brightly when she listens to his voice. 

"Hyunie, what are you doing? I miss you, my back is hurt like usual because I slept on the couch, I'm allergic to Gayoon, where are you? You never reply my voice notes" Irene smiles as she listens to Luhan's voice. 

She feels sorry because Luhan needs to sleep on the couch. Luhan always like that because he really loves Irene. He never sleep on the same bed with Gayoon.

"Hyunie, what are you doing? I miss you, my back is hurt like usual because I slept on the couch, I'm allergic to Gayoon, where are you? You never reply my voice notes" Irene replays the voice notes and she bulges her eyes when she feels a sudden kick from the baby.

"Waeyo?" Irene asks the baby while stroking the belly.

"Ah, now you realize your daddy's voice" Irene chuckles slightly.

"Yes, that's appa's voice" Irene smiles. She always wonders how the baby looks like. She can't wait to welcome the baby to the world.

***

Wendy is visiting Irene today. They hug each other because they miss each other so much. Wendy is as excited as Irene to welcome the baby.

"Eonnie, you looks so beautiful because of the pregnancy" Wendy talks as they walk in to the house.

"Hahaha, don't joke around" Irene chuckles.

"I'm not joking, I'm serious eon——-" Wendy's words cut by the bell. Irene and Wendy look into each other with a furrowed eyebrows. It's strange, noone knows Irene's house except Wendy.

"Wait here, I will open it for you" Wendy talks and walks to the door.

"Kris!" Wendy bulges her eyes in surprise when she opens the door.

"Yes, me, what are you doing here? I was infront of your house when suddenly I saw your car getting away from your house, I followed you and now, what are you doing here?" Kris asks.

"I- I——-" Wendy startled.

"Are you cheating on me?" Kris yells to Wendy.

"Whose hous is it?" Kris stares at Wendy's eyes. Nothing comes up from Wendy, she froze on her place.

"Arraseo" Kris pushes Wendy to the side and barges in to the house. His anger reaches his head.

"Yah! Whoever you are, come out!" Kris yells so loud. Wendy runs after him and stops him.

"Kris! Please———"

"Irene?" Kris eyes land on Irene's figure. His anger disappears. His heart skips a beat because of Irene's tummy.

"Are you pregnant?" Kris asks. Irene smiles and nods.

"As you can see Kris" Irene talks.

"How? When? Who—— Luhan?" Kris bulges his eyes and bites his lips.

"Kris, don't pour her with questions" Wendy touches Kris arm.

"This is why I run away, so please, don't tell Luhan" Irene smiles.

"Irene, you should see how Luhan is, he is dying all this time, he cried a river when you disappeared!" Kris raises his voice. Irene understands it.

"Mianhae, but I'm dying too, just think about my position, you would do the same Kris" Irene pats Kris' shoulder.

"Ireneeee, you are pregnant, you are totally need him" Kris shakes his head slightly because he can't understand this situation.

"I need him but the most complicated thing is he has a wife" Irene blinks her eyes continuously because she feels the tears.

"He didn't love her, he always loves you" Kris talks. Wendy just stares. She lets Kris talk and convince Irene that Luhan is always loves her.

"I know Kris, but think about this once, I'm pregnant and he never touches Gayoon, what will Gayoon do to me if she knew?? Hm?" Irene stares into Kris. Kris was thinking about her words.

"Arraseo, now I know your worries, I won't tell him but you should tell him one day" Kris sighs hard.

"Let's get in and have some talk, I miss both of you" Irene smiles as she leads them to the living room. Irene feels so relief because Kris understand. She really worries about Gayoon. She doesn't want Gayoon to know because Gayoon will hurt her baby.

***

Irene talks happily with Kris and Wendy in the living room. They talk about the old time in Canada. Irene can feel the warmness that she always craving of.

"I remember, both of you will disappear in the middle of the dance floor and leave me alone" Irene folds her arms infront of her chest. Kris and Wendy just laugh like crazy.

"Mianhae eonnie, you know why——" Wendy's words cut by Irene's phone. Irene gets a voice note.

"Excuse me, I will go to my room, you two eat everything you want inside the refrigerator" Irene talks and walks away.

Inside her room, she opens the voice note with a thumping heart. She feels so excited everytime she got voice note from Luhan.

"Hyunieee" Luhan starts the voice note with a cute voice of him. Irene chuckles like crazy because of his cuteness.

"Where are you? I want to see you so bad. Why did you keep avoiding me? I know you listen to every voice notes of mine. Please, I want to hear your voice, I love you so much baby Hyunie" Irene smiles into a sweet words that he gave.

"Wow" Irene shouts when the baby kicks her tummy.

"Do you like your appa's voice?" Irene giggles because the baby is so smart.

"It's too bad because your appa wasn't here, I'm sorry baby" Irene says as she touches her tummy.

"But I promise, someday you will meet him and play with him, don't worry" Irene smiles.

She never plans to lie, she just needs the right time to tell Luhan. For now, she wants to keep it alone. She promises to herself that she will come back to Luhan's embrace even it means she will hurt Gayoon. She doesn't care. It's Gayoon who stole Luhan, she just takes back what is hers.

***

Note: Sorry if it's bad. Thank you for reading my story. Thank you for your comments and votes. I love you all ^^