I've been writing to you for quite a while now, but I'm afraid I won't be able to send them to you. I wrote them on a book...

it's my first time writing on such a big paper. but I feel like even this won't be enough. what I have to say is a lot. what I should have told you is a lot. but I didn't. and I don't think I'll say much either. instead of talking to you, I sat her thinking about you none stop, wondering how you must have felt after I said that I didn't care about you.

honestly, at first I thought that I hurt you, but the second day, when I saw you at school, you looked nothing but happy. it was like nothing happened. I guess I thought highly of myself, thinking that I meant the slightest thing to you.

the days passed by so fast, right? the school year finished and another one started. and without even spending some time with you, or having conversations I always wanted to have, our final year together came to an end too.

graduation day... ah that day... it was the first and last time I stood next to you with your arms over my shoulder to take a picture. thank you. at least now I have something that'll always refresh the memories I have of you. you made me happy; you still make me happy; just the thought of your smile will always make me happy. I took you for granted, for I will never find a person who manages to take all my pain away with just a blink of an eye - most powerful painkiller.

she handed the neatly folded paper to baro and asked him to give it to sandeul. she engulfed baro in one last embrace and bid her farewell. who knew when they were going to meet again - if ever.

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