"I am fucking afraid of being rejected.
My reaction to rejection is to pull myself out of anything social thing.
I worthy honesty and trust.
And I'm fucking resentful if you fuck with my trust.
I try to please everyone so if someone rejects me I still have people I can go to.
My trust is fucked up because of my childhood.
And I won't cry if you puch me, I wont cry if you throw me on the ground, but I cry because I can't take all these emotions on my mind."