"So let me get this straight," Brad started. I ate a bite of my salad and looked up at him. "You spend the whole day with 5 seconds summers?" He asked

"Of summer." I corrected him.

"Whatever." he mumbled, taking a bite of his rib.

"And yeah, I did." I said ignoring his comment.

"Well that must of been nightmare for you." He said, taking another bite of his food.

"Yeah in the began it was, but after I got to know them I see they aren't what I thought." I said. He stopped eating and put his food down.

"Wait, Ember are you a fangirl now." He asked.

"No!" I almost spit my food out. "Damn, can't I just be friends with a famous person?" I asked myself. Hearing that just sound dumb.

"No, you can't." He answered.

"Why not?" I asked, even though I knew it was a no from the began.

"Because, then you can only hang out with them. The internet will know who you are too, you will have no more privacy. Then when something happens with you and them, they will throw you under the bus. Saying lies about you, then you will get all this hate." He said in all one breathe. My eyes were widen the whole time.

"Umm." 

"Sorry, it's just my cousin went through something like that.  I know how much they hurt her, I don't want that to be you." He took my hands. I sighed, maybe he's right.

"Thanks, we should probably go. Its all most 10." I said, He nodded agreeing.

...

We got to my house and we stood at the front door.

"Sorry about what I said Em, I just don't want you to get your hopes so high and then be let down." Brad said.

"It's alright Brad, you're right. They probably will forget about me." I said, I looked down at our feet.

"Well, I could never forget about you." He said. I looked at him, and smiled.

"You're sweet Brad." I said. He smiled at me. We stared at each other, as I was about to break the silence, he kissed me. It was only a peck, he stayed close to my face after.

"Um sorry I didn't-" I cut him off by kissing him, this time making out. As we kissed, I start to think about the guys, mostly Michael. Us in the kitchen, him lifting me up putting me on my counting, then kissing me.... wait that didn't happen. OH GOD! I stopped kissing Brad. I backed anyway, shocked.

"Whoa." He said, in disbelieve but happy.

"Um I got to go." I opened the door and ran inside. I ran to my room and slam the door. I put my back to the door, I was out of breathe. I kissed Brad, but I wasn't even thinking it was him, I was thinking of Michael! MICHAEL CLIFFORD! "What just happened?" 

After thinking about what happen, I went to the bathroom. Put pjs on, took my makeup off and I put my hair in a bun. When I came back in my room, my phone had messages from both Michael and Brad.

Mikey🙄: Hey Amber :)

Brad🖤: Hey Em, I'm sorry for kissing you

Mikey🙄: Ah Shit, *Ember.
THAT WAS A TYPE-O!
I swear

Brad🖤: I couldn't help it anymore

Mikey🙄: Please don't be mad :(

Brad🖤: Please don't be mad :/

"UGH!" I laid back in my bed.

"Hey, Em." My sister slide in my room. "How was the friend date." She said.

"Actually, it was a date." I said almost regretting it.

"OOOOO!" She came in and sat next to me. "What happened?" She asked me. I sat up and face her.

"He kissed me, then I kissed him." I finally said.

"OMG! What!" She almost screamed. I sighed, wishing I was that excited. She noticed, and lost her smile. "Why aren't you as happy?" she asked.

"I don't know, It's just-" I stood up and walked forward. "I don't know if I like him." I said.

"Well, if you don't, tell him. It's ok." She walked to me and turned me to face her. "But I don't think that's the problem here, maybe you like someone else." I frown my eyebrows. She raised her's. I just shook my head.

"You're crazy." I stepped away from her and went to my bed.

"I know I am, but i'm right." She walked went to the door and stopped, looking back to me. "If you want to talk, you know where to find me." She smirked and walked out. I sighed and got into my bed. I thought about everything, Why'd I kiss Brad? Why did I think of Mikey? Do I really have a crush on him? Soon the darkness over came over me, and I went into a deep sleep.

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HEY EVERYONE! Thanks you for reading this :) sorry I haven't updated in a while is, I had camp (Which they took our phones away) and Then got my wisdom teeth out which i'm still recovering from
But still, thanks for the votes and reads :) <3

8/6/17

Re edited 9/9/19