" i wanna talk " i said. " uhh ok sit down " he said patting the spot next to him. I sat down next to him and looked at him. " look eve let me expl-" was all he got to say before i smashed my lips on his. When we pulled apart he looked at me confused. " u don't have to explain char told me everything " i said. " when " he asked. " like an hour ago she showed up at my house and she told me everything she actually dropped me off " i said. " oh ok that's good " he said. " yea it is " i said. It was silent for a minute when i moved and sat in front of him. " look b i'm so sorry i wouldn't let u speak i should've instead of just assuming it was a bitch move and i know that now " i said. " eve i-" he said. " no b what u don't understand is that i just lost my mom and that shit hurt like hell i mean it still does so when i hear heartbreaking things i just shut down and think about myself instead of others that's why i wouldn't let u or anybody explain because of the simple fact that i was afraid of the truth " i said now crying. " no eve please don't cry " he said. " it's just i lost u for an entire day i thought i was gonna die u are the key to everything in my life everything when i have anxiety or panic attacks ur the only one that can help me, When my mom first died u were there to help me through it and it sucked knowing that i couldn't call u to comfort me b i have been crying all day everywhere i went in my house all i could do was think about the memories b i needed u and i'm so sorry for pushing u away " i said crying even harder. He pulled me close and held me. " eve can i tell u something " he said. " of course " i said. " i thought i lost you forever and i could never get you back " he said with a crack in his voice. " aww b i'm sorry " i said. " no eve it's my fault i should've texted u telling you but i didn't and it caused this it's all my fault " he said. " hey " i said pulling away. " it is not your fault at all ok i don't blame you at all i blame myself " i said. " eve can we move past this " he asked. " yea i wanted to " i said. " also can we get back together " he asked. I looked into his eyes and kissed him. " i thought u would never ask " i said smiling. He smiled cupping my face and pressed his lips against mine. " don't ever leave ok " I said. " I would never baby I love u " he said. " just promise me b " I said. " I promise baby " he said kissing my forehead. " and I promise to never leave u " I said. " now let's talk about what we are wearing on Saturday " I said. " why " he asked. " bc we are matching " I said making him smile.

Friday

Today is the first day of our disney trip. " Goodmorning everyone " I said as I walked into the dining room with our breakfast. " hey " Zion said. We all got our food and sat down. " I'll go get Dylan for u babe " Brandon said kissing my cheek. " hey guys " char said walking in. " um sis why didn't u sleepover like everyone else " I asked. " hey char hey guys " Dylan said walking into the dinning room with Brandon. " me being pregnant is weird I wanted to come but at the same time my body just wanted to sleep in my bed " she said making us laugh. " whatever just sit down " I said sitting down next to Brandon. We started eating and talking. " so you guys know the plan right " tif asked. " yup " we all said. " wait what plan " dylan asked. " today you aren't going to school bud " i said. " why not " he asked. " because we are going to disneyland today " i said smiling. " wait really " he asked. " yes bud that's why i said no to the sleepover " i said. " AWESOME " he yelled jumping up and down making my laugh. " just today " he asked. " nope " brandon said. " tomorrow " tif said. " sunday " edwin said. " and then six flags on monday so no school again " zion said making us look at him. " don't listen to zion " i said. " are we going to six flags or not " dylan asked. " yes i just bought the tickets last night " zion said. " wait what " nick said. " why " brandon asked. " well i was only going to buy 3 tickets for me,dylan, and eve but i thought why not buy tickets for the whole gang " he explained. " wait why were you going to buy tickets for just u guys tho " brandon asked getting sus. " because she bought me a car i don't know if u forgot or not " zion said. " aww zion u know u don't have to get me anything in return right " i said. " i know but still " he said. " well it wasn't a problem " i said smiling. " cool this weekend is about to be so much fun " dylan said. " ok well let's finish eating so we can hurry up and get ready " i said. " wait are we staying here till monday " austin asked. " tuesday since we are going to six flags on monday we can all just stay here that night and go to school on tuesday " brandon said. " i'm down " tif said. " same " everyone else said. " ok then girls ready to start getting ready " i asked. " yup " they said. We all stood up causing the boys to look at us crazy. " what " char asked. " why did u guys stand up at the same time " zion asked. " yea it was weird really weird " nick said. " whatever we have to go get HOT " tif said making me and char laugh. " yea and we have to go get fine " zion said making them all laugh. " well i don't know about the rest of you boys but my baby is fine regardless " i said walking over to brandon. " my baby sexy as a motherfucker " brandon said kissing the back of my hand making me blush.