Jin's POV

"Hi, Jin Hyung!"

"Hi guys!" I smiled and waved to my friends. We're taking on Skype.

"We haven't seen in a while." said NamJoon.

"How are you Hyung?" asked JungKook.

They're talking over one another, very loud. Complete chaos! I was glad to see them. I miss them so much.

"Talk one at time. Otherwise I won't understand you. Please." they nodded in agreement. "Nothing changed. What about you?"

"Hyung don't tell you haven't seen our new MV? We had comeback two days ago?" asked Hobi.

Damn it! I completely forgot about their comeback. I was a bit busy and didn't check messages up to date. Should I tell them truth or lie? I'm not a good liar.

"Hyung, you really haven't heard our new song." said sad JiMin.

"I'm sorry. I've got nothing to justify myself."

"You have to redeem guilt." said TaeTae seriously. "Watch it now. Kookie, send him a link to MV." V smacked maknee in his side.

And that's how I got link. I played video. The song is called I NEED U, its melody and lyrics are heart touching. But why is it so sad? I said in mind after a while.

"Hyung, are you crying?" said Hobi.

Only just now I could feel tears falling down my cheeks. I wiped it quickly. What a shame!

"Can you tell me something about your roles? Your acting was great but I don't understand anything. Biggest applause for Kookie."

JungKook was pleased with that.

"Thank you, hyung. I was a guy who run away from home and got beaten."

"I actually don't know who I was. My role was all about mourning in a bath." said JiMin.

"I was a gas station employee, overwhelmed with grey reality and human ingratitude." explained NamJoon.

I was listening to them carefully. They're so intent and excited. I smiled.

"I was sat heartbroken in a hotel room and was analyzing my old love." said YoonGi.

"I suffered from narcolepsy after breaking up with my loved one." said Hobi.

I breathed in heavily and stopped breathing when I heard the name of my disease. What a coincidence. I don't want anyone, especially my kids, to be in that state. Living with a disease is hard and with someone ill even worse.

"I didn't expect that kind of reaction, hyung." I heard TaeTae's voice.

I got back to my senses.

"What did you say? Sorry. I pondered."

"I've noticed that. Your eyes were empty. I was saying I've been a guy who experienced domestic violence and as I couldn't stand it I've killed my own father." he repeated patiently.

"What?" I opened my eyes in surprise. How come so positive and happy person got that role? Was the director crazy? I need to admit V handled it very well though. "Good job." I praised him. He deserves that.

He smiled and thanked.

Then we talked about not so important things: am I eating good – yes, am I sleeping good – yes (no – in my mind), how's it going on uni – good. As always. They weren't brave enough to ask about something serious. At one moment JungKook yawned. I realized it's, wait let me count... 2 AM there! After all day of performing they have to be knackered.

"Guys, I'm glad you called me but it's 2 am where you are. You should go to sleep. You have to be tired."

"We always have time for you, hyung." said JiMin with adorable smile.

"We haven't seen you in a while. We missed you." said little bit sleepy Kookie.

It touched my heart. I missed them as well, especially maknee.

"I get it. I miss you too. And I'm glad every time we text or talk. However you have a lot on your minds and you need to rest. Go to sleep. Next time I'm calling you in a middle of a night here. There needs to be justice."

"Hyung, for you that was really long talk." teased NamJoon.

I rolled my eyes and smiled.

"I hang up. Go to bed now!"

"Ok fine, hyung. See you!" they all said and waved.

We hanged up.

I looked at the time in a corner of my laptop screen. It was not long to 8 pm. I still had a lot of time till I go to bed. I turned off the device and decided to read something before next week's anatomy test.

I grabbed orange juice and cookies. I sat downon my bed with my back rested on a wall and started to read.