Yes! Safety! The one place that she can not get in! My bedroom! Ah! At last! I don't have to be scared off by her in here! Well. I mean. If I talked to her. I could get her to get me some food. But it's too risky. Especially the way we ended off! If mother saw her! She would probably literally die! And I know I hate her and all, but she my mother. And I love my mother. Though sometimes I hate Mother. Mother just has a bad temper. Mother just can't remember the good old days. When she was in our liv- anyways! Like I was saying! I don't think I should ask her. If I do..... If mother sees her.... It's too risky.... I can't do it! I just can't! I can't! I can't! I'll just suffer if that's what it means to not have to talk to that walking.... Whatever she is! She's not real! I know it! She's not real! Trust me! I'm not crazy! She's not real!
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Sincerely, Melissa Lay