Here's what I Want to do.
I really want to start exercising
Because if I don't conditioning will be as hellish and torturous as last year
I want someone to scream at me if I stop running. To make sure I don't stop. Like the coach.
Or maybe, better yet, instead of someone steaming at me I could wear a shock collar and have someone shock me every time I stop.
I really wanna fuckin win this year. The only and main reason I'm joining again is because i want to  redeem myself.

It's my only motivation. I have to do well or else I'll never feel proud of myself.