So last week I passed out in the bathroom oh yeah it's Feb 24 2021 Wednesday

Anyways last week I passed out in the bathroom cause I haven't really been eating much, my blood pressure has been really low and I was on my period (you can pass out if you're on your period which I didn't know until it happened) and I also cut myself that day so I was losing an extra amount of blood but my low blood pressure is what made me go to the ER.

So ya enby passed out

Don't have an eating disorder so that's good. Went to the cardiologist today and we're good just need to drink more fluid and need more salt in my body which I already do just need like 100000x more fluid and salt very radical

But anyways yeah and I haven't self harmed since last week which is really good and I self harmed with a razor and no deep cuts or anything but I did bleed (obviously) but yeah.

Unrelated but I just, it's so unreal on how fucking transphobic I was when I was little and now I'm trans so it's like bruh

Gotta love that internalized transphobia huh ok bye

And yes I didn't format this mini essay correctly like I normally do GOODBYE.

(for now until I update like next month or something hah)