Jihye POV's

It's already a week. I never cry over him again because I never met him. I relax myself at home, enjoying my time, alone, thinking about how stupid I am if I keep thinking about Luhan. But today, I will meet him because I need to attend a meeting, a very important one since my parents still abroad. I don't know what will happen later. I don't want to meet him, or see him because I'm scared my wall that I built this past a week will broke once again. I already move on step by step, I'm scared I will going back again. Suddenly I remember my car. How is it doing? I walk to the phone inside my room and call Mr. Go. My cellphone broke and I'm not buying the new one yet.  I wait him to pick the call while laying on my bed "Hello" Suddenly I hear Mr. Go's voice "Hello Mr. Go, how about my car? Isn't done yet?" I ask him "Yes, I need more days, maybe two days again" He said that and I frowning "Okay then, thank you so much Mr.Go, I'll hang up" I said that and hang up. How can I go to meeting place? By the way I don't know where we will do the meeting. Shit, I have to ask Luhan. Should I call him or wait for him to inform? I think he wouldn't call me first. I frown and sigh, I don't remember his number. Why my parents abroad?? 

It's near lunch time and there is no sign Luhan will inform me about the meeting. Why my life so complicated? Suddenly I hear a knock on my door and I walk there lazily. I open the door and I see one of my maid standing there and bow to me "Mr. Lu called and he asked me to tell you that he will pick you up at 6 pm" She said that and I stare blankly. Why he has to pick me up? I can go there alone "Miss Kim, you should eat too, you skip dinner last night" She said that and I smile to her "I will" I said that and she bow to me. When she leave I close my door and walk to the couch. I sit there and thinking about my unhealthy life. I always skip dinner now, I just eat lunch to survive. I walk to the dining room and I see my maid prepare for my meal. I have to call Luhan's home after this, I have to ask him where the meeting held. I'm not going with him. When my maid finished preparing my meal, I start to eat a lot. I force myself to eat a lot. I know I'm getting thinner now. I have to eat a lot from now on. 

I dial Luhan's home number and wait for someone to pick it up. Why so lame? Where is all his maids? "Hello, Lu's family home" One of his maid finally pick the call "Can I speak with Luhan? I'm Jihye" I said that to her "Of course, wait a minute, I will call Mr. Lu" She said that and once again, I'm waiting like an idiot "Why calling me?" Suddenly I hear his voice, his cold voice "Tell me where is the meeting held? I'll go there alone" I straightly said that to him. I hear Luhan chuckle "Your car broke, you can't go there alone" He said that "I'll go by taxi, hurry tell me" I said that to him "I'll pick you up at 6, dress well, it's important" He said that and hang up the call. He didn't give me a chance to answer back. Shit, why he acted like this? I just want to go alone, not with him. Honestly, I'm scared I will cry infront of him. I have a high pride and I'm totally have to protect them infront of Luhan. I'm sure he will play around with my heart again.

I'm so bored, I want to go somewhere but I don't know where. Want to kill time before go to that meeting. I think doing some sport is a good idea. But what I have to do? Swimming? Jogging? Or archery? I smile to myself, I think archery is a good choice since the archery place is near from my home and I miss that a lot. I'm doing well at archery. I prepare myself for doing an archery and walk out from my house. I walk slowly while enjoying summer air. Ah, feels so good after a week never went out from house. What if Luhan never broke our relationship? Would we having a good time right now? I hurriedly shake my head from that thought. How can I thinking about that? It's over and never think about going back to him Jihye-ya. I stare at Jongsuk's house when I pass it. I have been curious about him. Sometimes I think about him. Who is his parents? How old is he? It's been a long time since I last saw him. I chuckle a little and walk faster to my destination.

I pull out the arrow and focus to the center of the board. I breath slowly and let go the arrow to fly away. I see my arrow stab the center of the board. I smile proudly to myself. Never doing this for a long time but still have a good sense. Suddenly I hear someone clapping hands. I turn my face to the voice and I see Jongsuk there, holding his arrow "You do good" He said that and smirk to me. I see him shoot and his arrow stab the center perfectly "You too" I said that and turn to the board again "You look thinner" He said that and I turn my face to him again "Did you skip your meal because thinking of your ex?" He ask me "None of your business" I smirk to him but suddenly he reach out his hand "We never introduce ourselves properly, I'm Lee Jongsuk" He said that and I just stare at his hand. Should I take that hand? I lift my face to see Jongsuk's face "I'm Kim Jihye" I said that without taking his hand. I turn my body and shoot my arrow again "Rude neighbour" He said that to me and I ignore him. I'm busy with myself right now, enjoying archery. 

I walk to my bag and sit beside it. I take out a bottle and drink from there. What time is it? I didn't use watch and my phone broke. I see Jongsuk walk towards me and sit beside me. I see his wrist rounded by watch "What time is it?" I ask him but he drinks his water, ignoring me "Yah, what time is it?" I ask him again "Ah, you talk to me? I think you kind of crazy talk with the wind" He smirk to me "It's 4 pm" He said that and I bulge my eyes. I need to go home now, I need to prepare myself "I think you are younger than me, you should speak formally to me" He continue but I don't care "I need to go" I said that to him and stand up "I want to go too, need a ride?" He ask me. I stare at him and think. Should I go with him? I need to go home fast but my pride? "Hurry follow me if you want to go with me" He said that while walking out. I bulge my eyes and hurriedly catch him. I see his car is different "My car still in repair shop because of you" He said that all of sudden while frowning to me. Cute. I bite my lips to control my smile. Don't smile idiot. I see Jongsuk get in and I hurriedly get in too. He start the engine and drive. I just staring at the road because this is really awkward. I feel his car stop moving. I turn my face to him "We are infront of my home now, you can get out now" He said that and I roll my eyes. He is not a gentleman. How can he drop me infront of his home and not my home? I open the door but suddenly he grab my wrist "You forget something" He said that to me "Say thanks and my ride isn't free" He said that and I bulge my eyes "What the----" "Pay me now, I want your number" He cut my words and smirk to me "First of all, thank you and to be honest, my phone broke, sorry but I'm in a hurry" I said that to him and he nodded to me "I believe you" He said that and let go my wrist. I get out and close the door. I run to my house right now, time is chasing after me.

I slip in my white dress and find a pair of heels inside my wardrobe. I hurriedly find my clutch and throw anything to my clutch. I check the clock inside my room and now is near 6 pm. No way, I have to put my make up now. I put my make up and hurriedly walk down the stairs. I see my maid bow to me "Mr. Lu already waiting for you" She said that and I bulge my eyes "Since when?" I ask her "Maybe 10 or 15 minutes" She said that and I nodded. I hurriedly walk to the living room and I see Luhan sit there while playing with his phone. Suddenly he lift his face and our eyes meet. He looks so cold and mad "I said 6 pm" He said that while stand up from his seat. He really cool when he used suite. He walk towards me and I just froze there "And what's with that dress?" He ask me while touching my shoulder. I can feel an electric shock from his touch. Is he playing with me? Jihye, you can pass through it "Nothing wrong with my dress" I said that while smile to him "You close to naked with that dress" He said that and walk to the door. I roll my eyes and walk to the door too. It's summer and it's really hot. Nothing wrong with my dress, it's totally fine. And none of his business!

I see Luhan already inside his car waiting for me. I walk to his car and get in to the backseat. I slam the door and Luhan turn his face to me "What are you doing? Why you sit there? Am I your driver?" He snap at me and I just stare at him "Hurry" I said that and turn my face to the window "Aish" I hear he said that and suddenly I hear he slam the door. I see Luhan walk towards me from the window. He open my door and stare at me coldly. Suddenly he grab my wrist and force me to get out. He pull me to the front seat. He open the door and push me to get in. I just bulging my eyes and can't fight back because his strength. He slam the door and run to his seat. I just staring at him, can't believe he did that "Am I handsome?" Suddenly he ask me while smirking. I realize I stare at him intensively and hurriedly roll my eyes "Your dream" I said that and use my seat belt. Luhan start to drive his car out from my home. Actually where are we heading to? I keep looking out from the window. None of us try to make a conversation. I close my eyes and try to fall asleep but I can't because Luhan is beside me. I can't control my mind, Luhan everywhere inside my mind. Jihye, please control your mind, jebal Jihye-ya.

We sit inside this restaurant waiting for our client. I sit beside Luhan in silent. Please, hurry come Mr. Client, it's so awkward "What are you doing daddy? I don't want to come to this fucking meeting" Suddenly I hear a guy's voice and I lift my face. I see an ahjussi dragging a guy, I bet he is his son. So childish "Hurry, it's very important" That ahjussi said that and suddenly my eyes and his son eyes met "Ah daddy, if you said we have a meeting with a sexy girl, I will come without your force" His son said that out loud and I just hurriedly broke the eye contact. I see Luhan stand up so do I "Good evening Mr. Won" He said that and shaking hand with Mr. Won "Good evening" I said that and shaking hand too "Jiwon" Mr. Won said that and his son reach out his hand to me "Jiwon" He said that to me and I take his hand "Good evening" I said that and pull my hand but Jiwon keep holding it tight. Suddenly Luhan take Jiwon's hand "Good evening Jiwon" He said that and I can see his eyes lock with Jiwon's eyes "Let's enjoy the dinner first" Luhan said that while sitting down. I sit down too and avoid Jiwon's eyes. His eyes make me uncomfortable. He looks at me like he want to rape me.

After a long talk with Mr. Won, we sign a contract and shaking hand with each other again "We will leave first" Luhan said that to Mr. Won "Let's leave together" Mr. Won said that and we walk out together. I can feel Jiwon keep eyeing me from the back. He is so scary, really "Aaah" Suddenly Jiwon bump my back and I can't hold his weight so I fall to the floor. Jiwon on top of me and one of his hand is on my boobs. I bulge my eyes but I can't do anything. I can't move. I just turn my face to Luhan, asking for help but I can't find him. Suddenly Jiwon's body fly to the right. Luhan grab my wrist and help me to stand up "Why did you kick me?!" Jiwon yell to Luhan "You are impolite to her and you deserve that" Luhan said that harshly to Jiwon. I see Jiwon want to punch Luhan but suddenly Mr. Won stop him "Are you crazy?" He yell to his son "I'm really sorry Mr. Lu and Miss Kim" Mr. Won said that to us but I just froze there "We will leave first then, see you later Mr. Won" Luhan said that and bow to him. I feel Luhan hold my hand and pulling me softly. I suddenly realize that pervert bastard touch me, I bite my lips and try to not cry. God, I hope I will never meet him again.

We are inside his car but he just start the car's engine, not driving it. I turn my face and I see his face is really mad. Mad? Why did he mad? I see he squishes the steering wheel. I have no courage to ask him about what happened. I just stare at him while biting my lips. He looks so mad and suddenly he turns his face to me "Jiwon did that in purpose" He said that to me "I told you many times to not using that kind of dress" He start to yell at me "I bet Jiwon already rape you in public if I wasn't there" He continue and I just staring at him. He is so scary when angry "He touched you, he touched your boobs, did you realize that?!" He yell to me and I bite my lips. I feel my tears flowing down my face "Stop it" I said that weakly. Suddenly Luhan squish both of my shoulder "Listen" He start, his voice and his stare is so soft. Stop it Luhan, don't make me fall for you again "Stop dress like a slut" Suddenly his tone change into cold and he turn his body to the front again "You are lucky today because I was there to help you, but not for another days" He said that coldly and drive his car to my home. Luhan, that's right, you have to act cold, don't act soft to me or else, I will fall for you again. I don't want to fall for you so please act cold infront of me. Even though it hurts me but it's better than fall for him again. Please let me move on from him, God.