Jihye POV's

I feel my eyes so heavy when I try to open them. I force myself to open my eyes and stand up from my bed. First day of summer break and I feel so blue. I sigh and walk to the bathroom. I check myself on the mirror, and God, I swear I look like a monster. My face red and my eyes swollen. I hit my forehead when I remember about my car. I need to repair my pretty car. I frown to myself and walk slowly to the bathtub. I fill the bathtub with water and take a bath. I feel like I have no energy. But I think it's not a bad idea to go outside since it's summer and I have to avoid myself of being alone. It's not good for me. After finished, I get out and dress well. I find a black shade and use it. I can't show the world my swollen eyes. I really look ugly. I walk downstairs and I see my maid bow to me "Miss Kim, are you not having your lunch?" She ask me and I give her a weak smile "No, I will have lunch outside" I said that and walk to my car. Actually I just having no appetite so I won't have lunch outside too. I feel so bless because my mom and my dad are abroad. Sometimes it's good having busy parents.

I park my car inside the repair shop and get out from there. Everytime my car broke, I will bring it here. I look around and I see his repair shop is really busy. So many cars to repair I think. When I turn my face to the left I see Mr. Go walk to me and bow. I bow back "Mr. Go, can you repair it?" I ask him while frowning. He always repair my car, perfectly "What happened to your car?" He ask me while checking my car "Accident" I said that and he stare at me "Accident? Are you alright?" He ask me and I nodded. He kinda close to me and my family "Can you repair it? How long?" I ask him again and I see Mr. Go thinking "Of course I can but I'm not sure for how long" He said that to me "Okay, it's okay, call me when it's done" I said that and give him a little smile. Now I have to go home by taxi since my car broke "I'll go now, bye and thank you so much" I said that and turn my back but suddenly I remember something. I'm facing him again "Please don't tell my parents" I said that to him and he nodded "I got it, don't worry" He said that to me and I smile once again "What happened to your car?" Suddenly I hear a familiar voice. Voice that I don't want to hear the most. I froze there having no courage to turn my body. Mr. Go just staring at me and the person behind me before he bow to me and left. I still froze there when I feel his hand on my shoulder and turn me around to facing him. I really don't want to see his face. His face and his voice just make my scars hurt again "I ask you Jihye" Luhan said that with a serious tone "Just a little accident" I said that to him. Lucky I used my shade so he can't see my eyes, my swollen eyes. He can't know that I cry because of him "Gwaenchana? Where is hurt?" He ask me while checking my body. What is he doing right now? Worrying about me? He broke our relationship last day and today he act like nothing happened "I'm okay, nothing hurt, I have to leave now" I said that and start to walk away from him. Suddenly he grab my hand and bring my hand infront of his face. I really surprised that he did that. I stare at him and I see him smirking "Still using this ring? Still wanting me back?" He ask me. Luhan, are you starting to act like a jerk right now? I look at my hand and I see that ring still around my finger "Well, no, I don't want you back and here" I pull my hand from his grip and take off the ring "It's yours again now" I continue and handing the ring to him. I see his smirk gone away. I hurriedly turn my body and walk away from him. I can feel my tears streaming down my face. I don't know why God make me the most unlucky girl alive. Why I have to meet him? It hurts, it hurts!

I walk and wait for the taxi at the side of the road. But I see no taxi empty. Aaah, I'm getting bored and I see a bus stop not far from there. Should I take bus? But I never take one. But I'm curious and I have nothing to do. I think for a while and walk to the bus stop. I sit there while waiting for the bus. I see so many people there too, waiting for the bus. Suddenly my mind thinking about Luhan again. Forget about him Jihye, he is not worth "Eonnie" Suddenly I hear somebody calling me. I turn my face and I see Jinhe there "Jinhe" I call her and I see Jinhee walk to me "Eonnie, what are you doing here? Where is your car?" She ask me "My car broke because I got an accident last day" I said that to her and she bulge her eyes "Really? Are you okay?" She ask me and I nodded "Jinhe-ya, if I want to go home, which bus should I take?" I ask her and she chuckle "You don't know how to go home, you just have to take that bus and you will arrive at the bus stop near your neighbourhood" She said that hurriledy because she saw my bus. I nodded to her "Okay, thank you, I'll go now" I said that and get in to the bus. I look around to see empty seat. I see an empty seat at the back near the window. I walk there and sit. I look outside and stare blankly at the tall building. I feel the bus start moving and I keep staring blankly. When the bus stop because of the red light, I see Hyerin on a huge banner, advertising a cosmetics. Is that really Hyerin? I take off my shade and look properly. Yes, that's really Hyerin. Is she a model? Wow, just wow, I can't believe it. Suddenly I remember that day when Luhan kissed me infront of her to show her that he loved me. I sigh while putting my shade inside my clutch. No need that again. I don't care if I look ugly. Noone will see me again since it's near my neighbourhood. Just two more bus stop and I will arrive.

I walk slowly through my neighbourhood while looking around. I never realize that I live here with so many neighbours. I never know even one. I never walk around this neighbourhood too. I always go out with car and never socializing with my neighbours. Now I feel like a bad neighbour. I keep walking and look down to my hand. I touch my finger and I feel my heart ache because of the the ring isn't there anymore. I used that ring for about 6 months. I remember when he proposed me to become his girlfriend. But that's just a memory now. I don't know if that was sweet memory or just a bad memory for me to remember. Suddenly I see a pair of sport shoes infront of my shoes. I lift my face slowly and I see Jongsuk there, smirking to me. He looks sporty, is he going to jogging? I put down my face again and step to the right but he did the same, blocking my way. I lift my face again and smile to him "Excuse me" I said that but he just eyeing me with his smirking face "Hey, you need to apologize first to me about last day accident" He said that to me, keep smirking. What's with that smirk? And what? Apologizing? "I already did that and I think you heard that" I said that and start to smirk "Apologize" He snap at me. What happened to this guy? Why he force me to apologizing? "By the way what are you doing here?" I ask him, trying to change the topic "I can't stand infront of my home?" He ask me back and I turn my face to see his home. Wow, huge, more huge from my home, but not that different. The fact is his home is just 4 blocks from my home. So he is my neighbour, my rude neighbour "Sorry for the accident, I'm having a hard time" I said that honestly to him. I don't know why I said the truth "I can see, your eyes swollen, looks like your boyfriend broke the relationship" He said that to me and I frown. Suddenly he laughing hard "I'm right, you fool crying over someone who dumped you" He said that to me and I feel like I got a slapped. He is right, Luhan dumped me. I just stare at him coldly and he stop laughing now. I throw my face away and leave him there alone. How can that guy know? Is it too obvious?

I walk to my home slowly while stare at the road blankly. Of course I think about Luhan. But why he worried about me earlier? He said he lost his feeling right? But why then he act like a jerk again? "Aish" I said that while touching the gate. I'm home now. I push the gate weakly, try to open it "It is your home?" I jump because of the sudden voice beside my ear "Godness" I bulge my eyes when I see Jongsuk there. His face is at the same level as my face "Are you following me?" I yell at him and he smirk "Yes I am, I'm curious where you live" He said that and stand up properly "Go away" I said that while pushing him away "Why are you so weak? I think you can't pushing away a baby too" He said that while chuckling. Shit this guy, why he playing with me? "Shut up" I said that and walk in to my home. Suddenly Jongsuk grab my wrist "Wait, I think I often see you" He said that while narrowing his eyes staring at me "Ah!" He clap his hand once "Are you Jihye? The girl that become a hot topic with your boyfriend, Luhan" He said that while smirking "JH group and CHS group" He continue, satisfied with his words "Listen, he is not my boyfriend and shut up" I said that and get in to my home. I slam the gate harshly and I can hear Jongsuk laughter from inside.

I walk inside while playing with my phone without looking around, well I'm not caring too. I start to deleting all the text from Luhan. I need to start move on now. Jongsuk right, he dumped me so I won't chasing after him. I won't hurt my pride and my heart. My maid open the door for me and I walk inside and straightly go to my room. I open my door and keep busy with my phone. I throw my clutch to my bed harshly without looking. I walk to my wardrobe and put my phone on the table. I'm not closing the door as usual because there is noone here. I open my clothes and just using a very short short with a bra. It's so hot since it's summer. I grab my phone and walk out from my wardrobe "AAAAAHHHHHHHH!" I shout as loud as I can when I see Luhan sit on the couch while eyeing me. I hurriedly cross my arm infront of my chest blocking his sight from my body "What are you doing here? How can you entered my room? Get out!" I shout to him and he stand up from the couch approaching me "I already know what's behind your bra" He said that while smirking "You pervert" I look around to find something that I can throw to him but suddenly I felt my phone on my grip. I throw it to Luhan while screaming "GET OUT!!" But Luhan is so reactive, he avoid my phone easily. So the result is my phone kiss the floor and broke. I frown at my phone and lift my face to see Luhan step closer to me "Don't move closer, get out" I said that and run to my wardrobe. I hurriedly find a clothes for me to wear. How can that jerk here? I can feel my eyes teary because of his presence.

 I cry inside my wardrobe, well not a lot but I still cry over him. After that I walk out just to see Luhan still there sitting on the couch "What are you doing here?" I ask him coldly. He turn his face "I saw you taking a bus earlier, so I just checking if you are got home safely or not" He said that to me "I don't want something happened to the heir of JH group since we still have a lot to do about our business" He said that while smirking. I frown a little but hurriedly change it into a straight face "Don't miss understand it with worrying" He said that and I just stare at him coldly. Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry "I'm here now, you can leave" I said that to him coldly. He stare at me for a while and smirking "Your eyes are pretty when swollen, crying over me?" He ask me while touching my cheek. I keep staring at him and slap his hand away from my cheek "I'm tired, please just go to hell now" I said that and walk to my bed. I lay my body on my bed and burry my face in the pillow. I can't hear a thing. Is he still there? Hurry get out, I really want to cry. I hear Luhan open the door "Don't forget to attend the meeting next week since our parents still abroad, it's an important meeting, you need to come" I hear Luhan said that and close the door. Finally he left. I sigh and cry again. God, why we have to meet again? I really want die. This is the hardest battle you give to your daughter, God. Please help me through this battle Father. Please help me through the lowest point of my life "I'm right, you fool crying over someone who dumped you" Suddenly I remember Jongsuk's words. I stop crying and take a deep breath "You have to control your feeling and erase it one by one until nothing left" I said that to myself and smile "You can Jihye, because you are Kim Jihye"