Luhan POV's

It's already morning an she is not calling me, or texting me. I start to worry about her. What if she did something horrible? Should I go to her home and talk with her? I sigh hard while kicking my bed. I really want her but I really want Cambridge too. This opportunity won't come twice. I pull my hair in frustrate "Aaaaah!" I scream out loud "Luhan" Suddenly I hear my mom's voice. I turn my face and I see my mom infront of the door "What happened to you?" She ask me softly while walking towards me "You can tell----" I cut my mom's words with a hug. I really need someone to relied on "Mom, I confused" I said that and I can feel my mom patting my back "Why Luhan? You can tell me" She said that. I close my eyes and burry my face on my mom's shoulder "Help me" I said that try to hold my tears from falling "What happened? Is it about Jihye?" She asked me and I nodded on her shoulder "What happened with you two?" She ask again "She ask me to stay, she ask me to not going to Cambridge" I said that and I can feel my tears falling "Ssst, son, you should go to her and convince her" My mom starts "I know Jihye will understand" My mom said that but I cry even more. I can't tell mom what actually happened between us. It's more complicated than my mom thought. What should I do now? My mom broke the hug and smile to me "Hurry go to her home" She said that and I nodded. I will go to her home, I will talk to her once again and convince her to abort the baby. 

Jihye POV's

I wake up from my sleep and feel a hole on my chest. Have you ever feel empty? That's what I feel right now. I still sad and hurt but I put a smile on my face "Jihye, you should be happy for the baby" I talk to myself while standing up from my mom and dad's bed. They already gone, maybe at the dining room. I walk out from my their bedroom and walk to my bedroom. I get in and take a bath. After that I walk downstairs to meet them "Good morning" I said that while smiling to them. They smile back to me. They always support me, it makes me want to cry. I sit down and put my head down. I can't control my emotion. I cry again infront of them "Mom" I stand up and walk to her. My mom stand up from her seat and hug me tight "Sssst, gwaenchana, mom is here, dad too" She said that and make me even sad "Mom, help me" I cried out. She just hug me and pat my back "Kim Jihye, you are stronger than you knew" My dad said that while hug me too. My legs weak, I stand up right now because they support me. I'm dying right now.

I sit alone on the side of my bed while staring blankly to the wall. What should I do? Should I ask Luhan to stay for the last time? Or shouldn't I? I really confused. My eyes hurt because of intense crying. Suddenly I hear a knock on my door "Get in" I said that with my weak voice. I hear a crack on the door so I turn my face to there. I saw my mom smile to me. She approach me and sit beside me "Do you want to go to Swiss?" Suddenly my mom ask. I look at her "You need to calm yourself, do you want? Or don't want?" She smiles to me. I think about that, it's really great to have a relax time there. I can forget about Luhan for a while. I will come back when Luhan already go to England. That's perfect, I will not see him. If I was here, my parents would ask me to accompany him at the airport. I turn my face to my mom and nodded to her "I want to go there" I said that "Can I go today?" I continue. My mom nodded to me and handed me a passport "Thanks mom" I hug her and kiss her cheek "Everything for my daughter"

My flight is on 11 am. I put everything to my luggages. I ask my maid to help me. I really need to move fast or I will late. I ask my maid to bring my luggages to Jongsuk's car. I call him earlier to drive me there. I walk downstairs and hug my parent "I will miss you, thank you so much, I really love you" I said that to my mom and my dad. I broke the hug and smile to them "Don't worry, I am strong, you know that, I will be alright, don't get sick" I said that to my mom and dad. After that I walk in to Jongsuk's car. I wave to them and Jongsuk drives his car away. When his car left my home, I sigh hard and close my eyes "Wae?" He asked me "Everything is hard for me right now" I said that "I really want to die" I continue "Yah! Crazy? Stop saying that" He scold me "Think about the baby! The baby is innocent!" He yells at me. I can't hold my tears. I'm kinda sensitive because of this pregnancy "Mianhae" I cried to him. I can feel his hand caressed my shoulder "Don't cry, it's not good for the baby" He said that to me and continue driving. My parent and Jongsuk oppa always remind me about the baby. They always remind me that crying is not good for the baby. They are my treasure.

"Time to go" Jongsuk oppa said that to me while smiling "Listen to me" He said that while touching my shoulders "Be careful, don't skip meal, you should care about the baby" He said that and I nodded "You can through this, you have your parent and me, you are not alone" His words make me want to cry. I hug him and crying "Thank you so much oppa, I'm glad I have you" I said that and he pat my back "Remember, crying is not good for the baby" He said that and I smile. I broke the hug "Can you do me a favor?" I ask and he nodded "If Luhan ever come to you and asking about me, tell him I go to Swiss to abort the baby, can you?" I ask and he just bulging his eyes "You don't want him to know that you keep the baby?" He asked me "Yes, please, you need to help me, my parent don't know if this baby is Luhan's" I said that and hold Jongsuk's hand "I beg you" I said that and stand up "I gotta go, I will call you when I'm back" I said that and pull my luggages away from Jongsuk oppa. Luhan aren't worth to know about the baby. I'm stronger without him.

Luhan POV's

I park my car infront of Jihye's home, I know it's still early but I need to talk with her. I walk to the front door and her maids bow to me. They open the door and I welcomed by Mrs. Kim, eomma. I smile to her "Eomma, how are you doing?" I ask with a smile on my face "I'm doing good" She said that "Is Jihye already awake?" I ask her "I want to talk with her, our contact lost since yesterday" I continue "Jeongmalyo? Did she tell--- ah, last day she went home and rest, maybe she just too exhausted" Eomma smile to me "So she is still sleeping?" I ask again but she shook her head "She is going to Swiss today, she left about 20 minutes ago to airport" Her words make me surprised "Why? When will she come back?" I ask again "Maybe 2 or 3 weeks again" She said that and my heart fell. I won't be able to talk to her "She won't accompany me to airport in 2 weeks" I whisper "OMO" Eomma looks really surprised "What should I do? I forgot about that" She covers her mouth. Her eyes full of worry "I shouldn't give her the passport" She said that and she makes me confused "What did you mean eomma?" I asked "Ah, I ask her to calm herself in Swiss because she has too many thoughts these days, I think she is not telling you because she don't want you to worry about her" She said that to me. Ah, it becomes clearer. Jihye told her about the baby but from eomma's act, I think Jihye didn't tell her about me who is the baby's father "You should run to her, her flight on 11 am" She said that and I nodded. I bow to her and run to my car. God, help me, I should talk to her, let me talk to her. I really scream inside of my heart.

I walk out from my car and run to the airport. I run as fast as I can. I don't care if I can't catch my breath, I need to meet her and talk with her. I stop and look at the boarding information. I bite my lips because I can't focus. Where is her plane? I can't found it "Shit" I clench my fist and continue to run. Suddenly I bump into someone and fall to the floor. I hurriedly stand up without take any glance to whom I bump. When I'm about to run again, I can feel that person grab my clothes and pull me out from the airport "YAH! LET ME GO!" I said that to his back. It's a man since his shoulder is really broad. I can't fight back because my position isn't support me "FUCK YOU!" I shout to him but he keeps dragging me to the parking lot.

Suddenly that person push me and my back touch one of the car there. I bulge my eyes when I see Jongsuk infront of me "YAH!" I push him but he push me back and block me "I need to go there and catch----" "Jihye, she already inside of the plane" He cut my words and grab my collar "You are a jerk, you are not worth her" He said that and punch my face. That's really hurt "WHY----" "SHUT UP AND LISTEN" He yell to me. My tears on my eyes. I can't talk or meet or see Jihye again before I go to England. Jongsuk locked his eyes on me. Tears on his eyes too "How could you ask her to abort the baby? You are not worth to meet her or even to breath" He said that to me "Because of you she left" He said that and punch me once again. I'm not punching him back because I know, all he said is the truth "Because of you she is killing a baby!" He said that and cry infront of me. He kneel down and cry there. I stare at him "What did you mean?" I stuttered "She is going to Swiss to abort the baby" He said that and I fall to the ground too. This is what I want but I never know it would be hurt me. Suddenly my thought full of her and the baby. I start to cry again "Why did you cry? This is what you want" Jongsuk said that. I grab his wrist "Punch me, or kill me, jebal" I said that to him "This is what I want but it hurts me too" I cried out "Help me, I beg" I said that but he left me alone. No one beside me, I want to meet her, I want Jihye. If I could change my mind, I will change it "Jihye come back, I beg to you, I will stay beside you if you come back now" I whisper to the wind, hope she could hear my words. I know, I really stupid.

I walk to my room slowly, I have no energy "Oppa" I hear Lami's voice but I ignore her. Suddenly Lami hold my hand and stare at me. I stare back at her "Wae?" I ask and she just shook her head cutely. A sudden thought appeared on my mind. What if Jihye carry a baby girl? She will be pretty like Jihye, and maybe our daughter will hold my hand like Lami does to me right now. My tears streaming down my face and Lami looking at me with her mouth open "Oppa, why are you crying?" She ask me but all I do is kneeling down and pulling her into my embrace "Mianhae, mianhe" I said that while crying "Oppa" She calls me while hugging me back "Mianhae" I whisper and wipe my tears. I broke the hug and smile to Lami "Go back to your room" I said that while ruffling her hair. I walk to my room and lock myself there. It's over. This is the end of my life. This guilt kill me slowly.

I walk slowly to my bathroom and stand infront of the mirror "Napeun namja" I said that to my reflection and about to punch the mirror but I stop when I hear a knock on my door. I run to the door and open it. My mom stand there with a worry expression "Lami said you are crying earlier, what happened actually?" She ask me while closing the door "Tell me" She said that while caressing my arm. When I know my tears will fall, I hug my mom and cry on her embrace "I-I-I----" I cried uncontrollably "Cry it out, son" She comfort me with her soft voice "Mom, I made a mistake, unforgiven one" I said that while crying "Ssst, it's okay, it's okay, mom is here, I will protect and support you even you are wrong" She said that to me "Why mom, even God won't forgive me because of this mistake" I said that while hug her tight. My mom brokes the hug and cupped my face. She gives me a smile that can make my heart in an ease "Because you are my son" She said that and kiss my cheek. I'm very speechless right now. Mom, you are my hero. I cry again infront of her "Mom, I love you, thank you so much"