Beom-Seok

I'm dragged into Namjoon's office, Jimin having left us not too long ago to go back to the practice room.

"Take a seat," Namjoon says motioning to the only chair that is left. The guy who I bumped into yesterday, the guy who started it all was already there sitting in one chair... probably BTS's manager, and Namjoon takes a seat in the other side of me, caging me in.

"Okay, first of all, what is with the releasing of the 8th member? Who is it? Find someone better than me?" I ask curiously.

Manager-hyung chuckles, "Funny thing you should ask, 8th member of BTS."

It takes a while for me to register what he is saying. "Wait me!  But I already turned down the offer!"

"That doesn't matter at this point. It's already released officially that Jin is on break, and that BTS is going to have a new member. And there was a couple of photos leaked about you." Namjoon says, sitting back into his chair.

"Are you kidding me! Can't you just find someone else to be the 8th member?! I promise you that there are a thousands, no, way more people than thousands who would love to be in this position."

"So why aren't you?" Manager-Hyung asks, looking confused.

"Because I'm a girl, and BTS is a boy group, and I also have my own group that is going to debut soon." I explain. "And it's not like I can just step into Oppa's role so easily."

Clearly Manager-Hyung knows that I'm a girl, and that I'm a trainee with Big Hit, and that I'm Jin's sister because he doesn't look that surprised. "So? When I first saw you, I mistook you for a guy. And I'm sure all the other members did as well. I only figured it out when Namjoon told me, and showed me your info card. And for your group Geode, I'm sure that BTS can work around your schedule. You practice in the mornings, and BTS normally practices in the afternoons anyways. And as for your Oppa, I think you will be letting him down if you didn't take his role. I'm sure all your Oppa wants is to see you succeed. And if it is along side of his friends, I'm sure he will be very proud of you. Especially to see you there, achieving your dream to be a world known star. To shine so bright that the heavens can see you."

My eyes water a little bit at that. Yes, that was my dream. My dream to shine so bright that I had to know that Eomma and Appa are watching me, and looking over all of us. Who is this guy... clearly he has an inside source. He even knows why I wanted to be an idol in the first place."Do you really think so?" I ask in a small voice.

Manager-Hyung nods his head enthusiastically. "In fact I believe that you will help push BTS to new and unforeseen heights, and help them break barriers that have never been broken before. Help them step into terrain where no k-pop group have ever stepped before. You are very talented, and I can tell that you are a hard worker. For you, the sky is the limit."

My eyes glaze over as I'm listening to this Hyung speak... he truly is gifted with words.  I nod hesitatingly, "I'll do it." I say softly, to myself.

"Sorry, what was that?" Namjoon asks politely. 

"I said I'll do it. I'll be the eight member." I look up at the both of them. "So when do I start."

They both chuckle, "I mean we have practice right now. So wanna come and join us?" Namjoon says, motioning towards the door.

I stand up, and Namjoon and I begin to make our way to the door, but Manager-Hyung stops us. "I think that it's best that we don't tell the other members about your situation. I feel like they may let the info slip that you are a girl. I mean the less they know, the better. And we will discuss details later. Being a member will require you to live in the dorms with them... but as you are also a trainee, and in another group, we will need to make special arrangements for you. We can discuss all this later though, go and practice hard! Fighting!"

I nod my head, and head out to the practice room.

We walk in silence, me still mulling over things in my head. What exactly happened. Did I just agree to be part of BTS. One of my favorite K-pop groups ever... which once again I have a biased opinion because Oppa is in it, but still, their music, performance and personalities have captured the love of many, and to be quite frank, I don't know if I can match that caliber. BTS is scary. In fact the things that they have achieved may even seem inhuman from a trainee's perspective. They are the kings, the cream de la cream, and I'm just a lowly trainee. Not to mention a girl trainee. I've been trained to become a female artist. I don't know the first thing about being a male artist. HOW AND WHY DID I AGREE TO THIS AGAIN?!? 

Namjoon probably sees me having a mass panic attack... I mean probably someone from 100ft away could see that. I'm literally sweating an ocean's worth of water here. Afraid of the water level rising because of global warming? You should really be scared about me panicking and sweating, man I would get those water levels up in not time flat. Beware of the flooding of salt water. Man those oceans will be over flowing and full of my perspiration. Ew. That was not a pleasant image. Why is my brain like this!

He stops me, right as we turn the corner to the practice room. "Hey, I know that you may be quite flustered, and lost, and may even by going back on your decision, but let me tell you something." I raise my eyes to meet his. I'm literally shaking. I'm seriously doubting myself. When I step into that practice room... it'll be real. I'll become a member of BTS."But you're good. We need you to help push us forward. We were really worried about Jin leaving us. Although we respect his choice, it's still a major loss. The only thing we resent him for is leaving without telling us why... but clearly he doesn't think we deserve to know, but that's a talk we need to have with Jin. But with you're help, I know that we will shoot up towards the skies and never come down."

I smile, the shaking has stopped. My vision is no longer quite as blurred from my body shaking. "You really do have a way with you're words, Leader."

He chuckles, "Yep, that's what I think won you're brother over."

I roll my eyes, "I still need to talk to him about this! I can't believe he first of all gay, and second of all, dating the most influential leader in kpop history. Except for G-Dragon Seonbae. Nobody can top, ha ha see what I did there. T.O.P., Big Bang." I laugh at my own pun.

"I swear if you just put Seonbae into our conversation for a pun, I'm not letting you into the practice room." Namjoon rolls his eyes, clearly not impressed by my pun, but he still chuckles. "It's good that you are in better spirits... but when Jin left with those puns,we were slightly glad. We will welcome Jin back wholeheartedly, but those puns... maybe he can leave them wherever he is."

"If it was a pun, who says you can stop me from entering the practice room?" I grin at him cheekily, and rush past him into the practice room.

The boys turn to face me when they hear the ruckus I cause opening the door. They smile. "Hey, Beom-Seok" Jimin says.

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A/n

Hello lovley human beans~

Um... so the Highlight Reel happened, and my mind is all confused. I love reading different theory chains... but they still got me all confused.

Anykoods, see you guys the next time I update,

Peace out.