Beom

Okay here is what happened during the first part of the concert is... the BTS section of the concert.

So before anything even begins, I can hear the fan chants echoing through the hall. Honestly terrifying how loud they are... I'm so glad that we have our in earpiece because without it, I don't think I would be able to hear myself sing while the fans are chanting... good job ARMY. But when the lights dim, the fan chants start to die off. Then the booming voice of Namjoon  breaks the fan's bated breath

Cue confusing intro with voice-overs from all of the members in BTS. Flashing lights, screaming fans, and finally when the dramatic vhs is coming to an end, the back "light walls" where the vhs was playing on, split in the middle and out we emerge in a haze of darkness and fog.

ARMY explodes no doubt because our outlines no doubt looked extremely sexy, but as we one by one step out of the darkness and into the light, we emerge wearing cute onesies. Let me just note to get out normal silhouettes, we had to scrunch all the excess fabric and hold it... and let's just say that Yoongi, Jimin and I had a lot of fabric to hold up (no, it's not because we are short... we are fun sized).

We then catwalk down the stage pretending that we are models. And let's just say that BTS knows how to strut their stuff. 

https://youtu.be/TRMRKef76dQ

Once we all end up at the end of the stage, we line up. "Hello we are BTS!" we announce posing cutely rather than bowing. The audience loves that. But before the audience can quiet down, we quickly get into position for Blood Sweat & Tears, and the cheers renew.

https://youtu.be/g54UIo2wLcU

Honestly, we thought that it would just be funny to do such a sexy piece in onesies... at least we and a couple of the staff did. Some people were dubious, but our choreographer almost peed his pants when we suggested it, so of course, we had to do it. But we had fun doing it. The part at the beginning where I'm behind Jungkook after he pulls Jimin up (like he has Jimin on the leash) I tug on the back of his onesie copying what he did to Jimin. And since the next part of the dance he and Jimin switch spots so that Jungkook is in front, and Jimin is in front of me, I thought I would be safe. But sadly I was wrong. Jungkook (without turning around) twists his arm towards me so that he grabs the front of my onesie, and yanks me towards him. "Don't make me put a leash on you," (let's just remember that the mics are on... so everyone there could hear him... so ya) he smirks, and then switch places with Jimin, who just looks at the two of us confused. I can almost hear Yoongi holding in his laughter, Namjoon's internal monologue about the members he has to deal with, Tae's confused look on his face, and Hobi's actual laugh at us messing up the choreo. And of course I can't let Jungkook have the last thing to say, so I say clearly into my mic, "Remember Jungkookie, concent is key", and I hear all the members choke a little bit and freeze and turn to me, and I continue on with the dance.

Once we finish the dance, (with a few more mishaps, but I won't mention them because although I know that there is going to be multiple "OMG you won't believe what Beom and ____(legit insert anyone else in BTS)___ did during Blood Sweat Tears" videos online, I don't need to spread anymore on the incidents around or else manager hyung will get even more mad then he already is.) we sit down for a talk segment. 

"ARMY, we wanted to share some moments with you!" Hobi says cheerfully.

"Some... private moments" Tae grins evilly. Everyone on stage pales a little bit, and I think I can faintly hear manager-hyung smack his head backstage. We all laugh it off though.

"We wanted to share how each of us first met." Namjoon futher explains what Tae said. "Who want to start-"

"Namjoon and I met 8 years ago," Suga says proudly.

"Yes, and as I'm sure many of you know, there were other people who were in Bangtan when Big Hit was first looking for members. In fact-"

"NaMJoOn aND i MeT EiGHt YeARs aGo" Suga interrupts.

"Yes, we did. But originally, Bangtan Sonyeondan was going to be a duo kind of like the dynamic duo, with me and my buddy-"

"namjoon and i met eight years ago" Yoongi whispers.

"I mean you and I also met like half a year later in the dorms, and you were only wearing your underwear!"

"I just showered! How many times do I have to say that because-" Suga tries to defend himself, but gets interrupted.

"Oh ya, and he used to use this pine cologne." Namjoon laughs.

"Hey, it smelled really fresh."

"Ya fresh like you just emerged from the forest for the first time in years." Hobi continues to make fun of Yoongi.

"Ya, the first time I met you, you were also in your underwear in the dorms." Jimin jumps in.

"It was an accident!" Yoongi whines.

"Actually, when Jin-hyung first met Hobi, Hobi was just wearing his underwear, so I don't think you should be teasing Yoongi."I step in.

"Ah-ha! you heard that! Let's leave the topic of the whole meeting each other in the dorms after showers." Suga agrees. Jungkook looks like he is going to say something, but decides against it when Yoongi gives us all a glare.

"How about we talk about meeting our newest member BEOM! I'm sure many of you guys are curious about how we met Jin's younger brother!" Tae slings his arm around me and drags me into a side hug.

ARMY cheers real loud about that... honestly probably because ARMY doesn't really know much about the member's family and private life, so actually seeing a sibling out in the public's eye (besides Hobi's beautiful sister who's Instagram is amazing... you can currently find her at mejiwoo103 on instagram) must be something people are excited about.

"My first impression of Beom was a lost, confused little puppy." Jimin confesses, and all the members laugh at that.

"Oh my gosheu~" Hobi laughs covering his mouth. "That is exactly what he was like walking into the practice room!"

"Okay, in my defense, I was distracted by the amazing vending machine you guys have." I pout a little bit, and I hear an "aegyo" from the crowd. "Like really good snacks."

once our little talk segment is done, we stand up and strip from our onesies in slllooooowww mooottiioon, and while ARMY loses it, and hundreds of photos are being taken. Underneath we are wearing the exact same clothes (or really close replicas) of our debut stage clothes. When I say ours I guess I mean BTS, but technically, these are also my debut clothes because I'm debuting with BTS. So, we did No More Dream

https://youtu.be/TxcjtVPqDTs

We thought it would be cool (and sentimental) if we did Mic Drop right after No More Dream un out no more dream clothes. To kinda show the progressed BTS made from a noname, no brand rookie group to the kings they are now. And we also choose Mic Drop because we are working on a secret remix version with Steve Aoki. 

https://youtu.be/kTlv5_Bs8aw

after Mic Drop, we come back to the front of the stage, and 7 of us line up to do an interactive game with ARMY.

"ARMY, are you ready!?"

cheers of yeses come from the crows, but they don't even know what they are ready for.

"Can everyone go to the website located on their ticket?" Jimin asks politely... what a class president.

Lights from phones suddenly appear in the sea of ARMYs. The staff also loaded the page to a "popularity quiz" onto space on the wall behind us on stage. The idea behind the game we are going to play is that we will give 10 sec for ARMY to vote on which image on the screen is (it could be picture of music videos, of member's hair colours, run episodes, BTS memes) is their favorite, and the members on stage have to pick between the two things shown on the screen, which they think that ARMY will pick to be more popular. 

Jimin quickly explains the game to ARMY, and then we are on our way.

Go Go vs Mic Drop appears on the screen.

Namjoon, Jungkook, and I go to the Mic drop side of the stage and Jimin, Hobi, Tae and Yoongi do the backpack kid dance over to the Go Go side of the stage. As the votes come rushing in, a final ding sound indicates that the 10 seconds ARMY had to vote is up, and the result is... Mic Drop by 3%. It's high fives all around my side, and disappointed yolo yolo yolos on the other, which everyone (especially Yoongi does very cutely).

Everyone laughs at the yolo backpack kid crew, but before they can get to extra with their pouting, the next image pops up on screen. Mic drop vs. Fire. Now I'm stuck... the problem is that Mic drop has still not yet dropped an MV. (because the Steve Aoki version hasn't come out yet), but the stages are super popular and you know, it's just a vibe. But Fire... man that is a dope ass song (and so is Dope) with a cool MV plus a lot of live stages... not to mention the iconic choreo... just ya. I pick the Fire side along with Yoongi who is practically dragged by Hobi who shouts "bultaoreune" while running over to me.

Everyone else heads over to Mic Drop. The results are in, and... it's Fire! Hobi and I break out and go as wild as everyone went in the MV... and that's saying a lot because I'm thinking of that scene where they were ironing Jin-oppa's shirt... while he was wearing it. And Yoongi just smiles and laughs at us.

The Mic drop side does look a little disappointed, but what can I say?... *Mic Drop*

The next pick is Fire and DNA, and I immediately run to the DNA side. I mean yes, Fire is dope and all, but DNA!?! We make a friggin DNA strand with our bodies! Everyone is on the DNA side.

Of course, DNA wins... like I'm always on the winning side! Wow, maybe it's because I am an ARMY myself. But we all get really excited and form the DNA strand.

We go on a few more votes which range from Jimin's hair colors to RM's figurines to meals BTS has eaten. 

Once we finish the game, we put on a little skit...

"Wah, I didn't know ARMY liked those things!" Hobi says amazed.

"Beom seemed to know." Jungkook pointed out.

"Yah, that's because I'm an ARMY myself. Do you know how many times I've watched the MV's... many times... on repeat... over and over."

"Wah what a nerd" Jungkook teases me.

"What! How am I a nerd for being a fan of such a cool band!"

"You just confessed to being a fan of the group you're in."

"And what's so wrong with that? I'm proud of this group, so yes, of course, I would be a fan of a group of seven amazing, hardworking men who- ahhhhhhh" and with that, I disappear down the hole that has appeared in the stage from a mechanical door opening.

I hear a bunch of gasps as ARMYs see me disappear from their view, and I slide safely under the stage from the hole in the ground that connected to a slide that leads to the space below the stage. Once I arrive safely at the bottom, the staff swarm me, helping me take off my mic. The noonas who always help me change hurridly escort me behind the changing curtain so I can change before the next member arrives.

 I hear the rest of the skit continue above me. 

"BEOM! WHAT!? WHERE!? HOW!?" Jimin's voice shouts. The rest of the members panic as well.

"Did you see where Beom went!?" Hobi asks ARMY.

"Namjoon, please don't tell me you did something like broke a mechanism in the stage or something," Yoongi says dead seriously as he sits down on a chair.

"I swear I didn't do anything!" Namjoon puts his arms up, and takes a step back, but ends up tipping over the chair behind him.

"Namjoon! Be carefullllllll-wahhh!" Jimin rushes over to help the leader fix the chair, but ends up running too fast, and slips when he is trying to stop.

"Jungkook!" I hear Tae rage,  "How could you do that to the new maknae! You idiot! Why did you make him disappear!? We've only had him for like a month and I really liked him!" Tae asks freaking out.

"I didn't make him disappear! And you're the idiot!" and that is the cue for Jungkook to push Tae down the same hole in the stage I went down. There are more gasps as Tae disappears from the stage and slides down the same slide I went down to get underneath the stage.

"Hey Tae" I whisper, "Good acting" 

As Tae gets his microphone removed, we high five each other. 

"Thanks, but I would be really upset if that muscle bunny made you disappear." He pulls me into a hug, and I laugh. "Don't worry, it will take a lot more than a mechanical stage door and a slide to make me disappear." But Tae doesn't let go, "Seriously Tae, go get changed." and with that, he lets go, messes up my hair (much to the frustration to stylist noona) and goes to change).

As I get my hair fixed by the noona who is grumbling about Tae, I listen to the rest of the skit.

"Look, now you've gone and done it Jungkook. You've made Tae and Beom disappear. What are you trying to do! It's like everyone who gets into an argument with, you just make them go poof-" and with that Jimin gets sent down a slide on the opposite end of the stage. I see him appear on the stage further away. He gets handed the next stage's clothes and is rushed to the changing curtain. 

"Good job Jimin-ah!" I say, and he peeps his head around the curtain. 

"Thanks, Beom!" he replies and winks.

"There living proof that he can wink" I mutter to myself, "Why does he say that he can't wink!?"

Above, the racket continues:

"Wow Jungkook, now you've basically wiped out the whole maknae line except for yourself. What do you have to say for yourself?" Hobi asks with his hands on his hips.

"Nothing, Hobi." Jungkook smiles

"Hobi-hyung to you, you little golden terror!" Hobi comes running to Jungkook, but mid-run the trap door opens underneath him, and he slides down the slide.

"You little golden terror" I laugh to myself. "Good one Hobi-hyung."

Hobi flashes me a thumbs up then rushes to go change. 

"Jungkook, that is really immature. Bring everyone back. Just because they were arguing with you does not mean you can make them go away like that." Namjoon tries to reason

"No."

"If ARMY chears loud enough, do you think you will bring them back?" 

DEAFENING cheers are heard as people try to convince Jungkook to bring the rest of the members back.

"No." And Jungkook points at Namjoon who slides down.

At this point, Jimin, Tae and I are done changing, and we are fooling around. 

"No" Tae copies Jungkook, and I pretend to be our leader falling down the trap door slide contraption. 

"Wow, real funny guys." Namjoon tries to hide a smile as he is handed his clothes.

"Now that all my members are gone," Jungkook says in a deep, evil, villain-like voice... ARMY starts to get restless because they all see Yoongi "sleeping" in the chair behind Jungkook, "We can have fun together" he suddenly changes his tone to be all cutesy. "I have all of you to mysel-whooooaaa" and with that, Jungkook also disappears and reappears under the stage.

"I can have you all to myself!" I imitate with ageyo. Jungkook pinches my nose at that.

There is some rustling from above and an audible yawn."Oh... wow it seems really quiet all of a sudden." No doubt that is Yoongi "waking up" from the "nap" he was having on the chair. "Where did everyone go?" he asks confused looking around. He stands up, and the sound of shuffling feet is heard. Then the tiniest "oh" as he disappears down the trapdoor slide.

Once everyone is ready and changed for the next stage, we all get loaded on the platform which will all raise us back onto the stage. We are all given our microphone, the rappers having two handheld ones to share amongst the three of them, and Namjoon turns his on.

"ARMY, If you want to see BTS again, say BTS COME OUT, and we shall appear. On my count. 1... 2...3"

"BTS COME OUT" and the platform brings us on stage as we pose cooly. The cheers explode, and music for 21st Century Girl comes on.

https://youtu.be/V7ryt9BN0z8

As we are doing the line that ends 21st Century Girl we cannonly take off our blazers one by one to reveal the harnesses (which some of us have) on top of our tops we have on underneath. We throw our blazers off stage... or well try to... mine doesn't fully make it off stage, but no matter.

And then we get into position for the next song. Pied Piper.

https://youtu.be/cjFnL3KEGWs

Once the song ends, the lights go down, and in the dark, we have to find our way to the next starting position. Everyone except Jimin and Jungkook stumbles their way off stage, and we get ready for Best of Me.

https://youtu.be/fQTUVqxX3a0

Finally, as the lights go down on the ending pose, we scatter off stage to change for the last song. I just want to say that I really enjoyed this stage because I love oversized clothes, and there was a lot of oversized clothes here. Also, I recommend reading the short story that Spring Day was kind of based on... it's called Those Who Walk Away from Omelas. Also, I love how the choreo from spring day is just so soft and beautiful. I want to wrap everyone up in little blankets and hug them.

https://youtu.be/cMqmnhgNLXY

At the ending when I walk to Jimin, he pulls me into him and gives me a kiss on the cheek. "Good job for your first stage. See, there was no need to be so nervous," he whispers to me. I shiver. The whole experience was such a rush.

"Thanks Jimin-ssi." And I give him a peck on the cheek and he pushes me away, and I laugh at him. "What Jimin-ssi!?" 

"Don't start that. If Jungkook hears you say that, it'll catch on so fast." Jimin laughs helping me up.

(A/n Enter whatever reader wants to image Geode's stage to look like. But the whole costume thing that Beom designed... ya I've written a piece for that below... read if you care)

As the readers know, the title track of our album is called Succumb, and it is the idea of how people succumb to the pressure of society's ideals and become obsessed with them. We decided to portray the image of an angel in training succumbing to the pressure of the ideals of goodness and helpfulness which the angels have, and so the angel in training will do anything to meet those ideals, but becomes desperate and does it in extream ways... so I decided to fashion together transforming costumes. So for our live performance of Succumb, I made mid length white gowns for all four of us to wear. The skirt is actually folded up, and what is shown at the moment is the bottom, inner side of the skirt. The bottom of the skirt is attached to the waist band, and is tucked into the white bodice that we are wearing. So when we need to do our transformation, we simply have to take the bodice off (which is an easy velcro) and fling it off stage.  The dress that we transform into is a black, floor-length sheer cut out dress.

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A/n

Hello, lovely human beans~

Well... I'm back... and I know that it's been longer than the two weeks that I said the last chapter, and for that, I apologize...

I've been thinking a lot (not like a lot a lot, but a bit) about where I see the direction of this fan fic going...The original plan was to kinda catch up to where BTS is in the present day, but realistically, I don't think I can catch up to them because they are KINGS, LEGENDS I SAY... but I find my self with lessening motivation to continue to write this... I feel like I continuously publish work that I'm not entirely satisfied with, but I publish anyways... and I don't really know why I do that because despite me writing this so other fans can enjoy it, I mainly write for myself because I find that it's a creative outlet to express not only my love for the people I stan, but also for myself.

now me being me, I still want to finish this fic (along with all the other ones I've made), but I just think that it is going to take more time than I expected. I don't think I'm going to make my uploads so regular anymore... like once a month maybe?... don't hold me to it.

I'm the kind of person who gets many, many ideas in my head, and once the newest one comes it, the old ones don't seem as hot anymore... but then sometimes I realize that the old ideas weren't as bad as I thought they were, and then I go back with a reignited passion... but right now... I'm not feeling it.

So, to the 18 people who actually read this fic (but really like 9 cause I'm sure that at least half of the views are from me looking back at the chapters to see what I wrote to try to keep continuity), I'm sorry, but uploads for this fic aren't going to be as regular. There are lots of other great fics out here and on other platforms to enjoy, and let's be real, you probably weren't enjoying this anyways. I'm even going to bother to tell you to keep your eyes open for notifications on next time I post, cause let's be honest, nobody cares, so go on your merry way.

To my future self who will probably be reading this long as A/n, I hope you have your shit together!

Love you lots,

Peace out