The moment when love comes to your life, it offers you two opposite thing, honey and venom. You think you can choose one, but love is tricky, it forces you to take both. It feels good and blissful when you taste the honey, but the time you try the venom, it leaves you completely in anguish. Though Luhan and Yoojin just start their relationship, love already gives them the venom, which like it or not, they need to take it. It's just on the tip of their tongue but it already suffocates them. This is so depressing because everybody around them against their love story, but it's more confusing to Yoojin because no one tells her the reason why.

Yoojin is on her bed and stares at the ceiling, having a deep thought about her father's words. She actually doesn't know what motive that made her father said something like that. She tries to understand but she just falls into a deeper confusion. She is aware there must be something and she is dying to know, but the problem is no one opens their mouth to tell her. Both her father and mother just ask her to break up with Luhan but shut their mouth once she demands an explanation.

In the other hand, Luhan just is still in the airport's parking lot. He sits inside his car and thinks about everything for the past hours. After he hung up the call from his mother, he returned to Yoojin and her parents just to find them already gone. He felt hurt at first but he got a text from Yoojin, telling him that her parents had something urgent. He knew it was just an excuse but he still kindly bought it. The way her parents treated him somehow gave him a clue that soon there will be a big storm strike and shaken up his love and life.

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Today Yoojin begins to run her clinic again and since the morning, the gangsters already line up. They ask about her absence for the past days which she answers with a smile. Honestly speaking, she is not in a good mood today because she has a lot of things inside her mind but she wants to distract herself and thankfully it works. She is busy with her patients until the lunch time and forgets about her problem for a while.

Yoojin decides to eat outside and tells Mrs. Jung that she will come back later. She walks to her car but suddenly she sees Taehyung across the road. He stands next to his car and he is quite taken aback when his eyes meet hers. Couple days ago, he fully recovered from the accident and yesterday he started going to her clinic and low key wished he could see a glimpse of her. But right now, when he finally sees her in person, he is not ready.

From afar, Yoojin keeps looking at Taehyung. She remembers him as a part of BTS, but she also never forgets that he was the one who gave her a ride before. She knows from his gaze that he has no bad intention to her, so in the end she gives him a little smile. He bulges his eyes and looks extremely surprised. He actually never expects it. From his gesture, she knows that he really wants to run away but decides to petrify there.

"Taehyung?" Yoojin calls him out because she wants to know why he comes here.

Once again, Taehyung never sees this come. He is in awe because Yoojin knows his name and still remembers him. He is too nervous to answer so he just nods to her. He slowly turns around and he is ready to leave when he suddenly hears her talk again.

"Have you had your lunch?" Yoojin doesn't give up. She really wants to know his intention and she will fight till he opens his mouth.

Taehyung takes a breath and turns to face her. He wants to tell her to stop asking him, but the only thing he does is shaking his head, giving her an answer that he hasn't have his lunch. His brain is not in sync with his action. It keeps going like that and he agrees when she invites him to have lunch together.

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Taehyung asks Yoojin to join his ride as it's a waste to bring both cars which she agrees. They decide to have lunch in the nearest Japanese restaurant. After order their food, she looks at him and thinks weather she goes to the point or asks him a light question first. But unexpectedly, he is the one who opens his mouth first.

"I have no intention to disturb you, so please don't misunderstand me" Taehyung speaks as he stares at her.

"I just stop there to be one of your patient, I just recovered from that accident but sometimes my head hurts a little bit"

Taehyung casually lies to her because he can't tell her the truth. He sees her nod and he knows that she has no suspicion towards him because the next second she asks him to not worry since it's quite often to happen after accident. He smiles at her and say his thank, but deep down inside, he really wants to apologize for lying.

The next hour, they already finish all the food and they get close as now they can laugh with each other. Yoojin finds out that he is just an adorable kid trapped inside an evil body. She feels upset when she realizes, all the gangsters that she knows, from Luhan, Kris and Tao to Taehyung, all are kind people who took the wrong path and used to their way of life.

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Taehyung stops his car right infront of her clinic and he petrifies when he finds Luhan's car there. He immediately turns and looks at Yoojin who is busy playing with her phone. She feels his stare and she faces him. Slowly she raises her brows, asking him.. He hesitates but he still speaks up his mind.

"You're still close with Luhan?" Taehyung asks but Yoojin says nothing.

Yoojin is taken aback because she forgets about that name but Taehyung brings it up out of the blue. She sees him look straight to her clinic and somehow seen so pissed. She follows his gaze and her heart skips a beat. There, she sees Luhan walk out of his car, looking so furious.

"Stay away from him, he will put you in danger, I told you before" Taehyung raises his tone.

"I'll see you soon" Yoojin ignores his warn and walks out of his car.

There, Taehyung just sighs and closes his eyes. He hears his heart crack and he chooses to enjoy the pain. He is someone who never believes in love at first sight until he experienced it alone. He fell for Yoojin when he first saw her. He wasn't accepted the idea immediately, he refused his own feeling but she kept coming into his mind, day and night. He tried to erase her but it didn't work. Eventually he gave up and began to take this idea of him falling in love at the first sight with the Aphrodite.

In the other hand, Yoojin already steps away from Luhan. Since he comes here already, she braves herself to ask him about this whole confusion though she doesn't prepare for anything like this meeting. Once she is close enough with him, he grips her shoulders and gives her a stern gaze.

"What are you doing with that bastard?"

Luhan growls in a low tone and it sounds cold until it sends chill to Yoojin. As a matter of fact, he wanted to avoid her today and find a way to solve this problem. But then from the CCTV, he saw her get in to Taehyung's car willingly. He worried and panicked about her that was why he drove his car to her clinic.

"Damn, you scare me to death!" Luhan raises his tone as he pulls her into his embrace.

It warms her heart and she is about to hug him back, but she remembers, she needs to straighten up some things. She slowly pushes him and looks him in the eyes. He is a little bit upset with her rejection but he doesn't show it.

"Luhan I need to tell you something" Yoojin is to the point.

"Yesterday my parents asked me to end this relationship---" Yoojin pauses and sees his jaw harden.

"---is there something that I didn't know?" She asks.

Luhan falls into a deep silent though he watches her slowly break apart. He really wants to tell her everything but he is not ready to bear the consequence. His feeling for her is too deep and he never plans to lose her. He is sorry to her but he needs to be selfish.

"Yoojin-ah---" Luhan pauses as he starts caressing her cheek and looks deep into her eyes "---listen baby, I'm sorry but yes there is something you didn't know, trust me, this is not the right time for you to know" He tries to explain it in a way that less hurt her.

Yoojin can't help but feeling hurt by his confession. From the way he speaks, she knows that he insists to hide it until the end. She feels betrayed by his decision and it painfully disappoints her. Slowly, she stops his hand from caressing her cheek and drags it down.

"Go away and please don't show up infront of me if you still want hide it from me"

Yoojin speaks coldly as she turns around and leaves him there alone. Luhan just watches her disappear just like that. It hurts to see her walk away but he realizes he has no right to stop her from leaving. His heart breaks and he feels pain but he knows he deserve it all. It's his fault and he needs to take all the blames.

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Sorry for the long wait, also thank you for patiently waiting :)