summary: after y/n and jonah get into a fight, y/n begins to question whether or not her and jonah have a future together.

pairing: jonah x female!reader

triggers: cursing, just angst ig

link to original post: https://youngbloodseavey.tumblr.com/post/166196395253/a-future-jonah-marais

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everything was beginning to feel wrong between y/n and jonah.

it  started off small, almost miniscule. fights over the tiny things, like  leaving the toilet seat up and not washing the dishes. small arguments  that were resolved in a matter of minutes and kisses.

"babe!" y/n groaned in contempt, sighing deeply as she stared at the dishwasher.

"yeah babe?" jonah stuck his head out of the bedroom doorway, looking at his frustrated girlfriend.

"would  you care to tell me why the dishwasher is still full after i asked you  to empty it and put the dishes away?" she put her hands on hips, giving  jonah an annoyed look. he sheepishly stepped out from the bedroom,  walking to where y/n stood.

"i-i forgot about it. i'm sorry  baby, i'll put them away right now," he offered, giving y/n a charming  smile. almost instantaneously, her annoyance washed away, being replaced  with the pure infatuation she had for this boy.

"thank you  babe," she smiled, leaning up and pressing a sweet kiss to jonah's  lips. he deepened the kiss, only to have y/n pull away a second later.

"nu-uh  jonah, you have some dishes to put away," and with that she waltzed  away, leaving jonah with a full dishwasher and red cheeks.

then  it escaladed into bigger things, not answering phone calls, not  listening to what the other was saying. all cleared up with kisses and  cuddles.

"jonah? babe? are you even listening to me?" y/n questioned, and irked tone being laced in her voice.

jonah  shook himself out of his distracted daze. "what? oh, of course i was  listening!" he tried to defend himself, but y/n knew better.

"if  you were listening, then what was i talking about?" y/n inquired,  rendering jonah completely silent. "yeah, that's what i thought," she  huffed, turning away from him.

"baby i'm sorry okay? i  promise that i'll listen to every single word you say from now on," he  said, but y/n's stubborn side was beginning to shine through.

"i-it  just seems like you never listen anymore jonah," she exclaimed, turning  back towards him with pain in her eyes. his heart melted, guilt seeping  through his skin.

"i promise that i will always listen to  what you have to say baby, and i'm so sorry that it seems like i never  listen, because i swear i do. i swear that for the rest of my days that i  will listen to everything you say," he pledged, causing a smile to form  on her face.

"gosh, i love you jonah,"

"i love you more y/n."

then, the big fights. being off the radar for hours, not texting back for what felt like days. ignoring, yelling, silence.

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"you  know what y/n? maybe if you weren't so overbearing then we wouldn't be  having problems like this," jonah yelled, causing the anger inside y/n  to flame up even hotter than before. jonah had come home nearly four  hours after the time he had promised, and y/n was mad. she had cooked  dinner, which had already gone ice cold by the time jonah was finally  home. and well, y/n was not ready to take any of jonah's shit.

  "me? overbearing? maybe if you would even try to come home on time,  maybe i wouldn't have to worry about you! i'm your girlfriend, not your  fucking mother! you said you'd be home by five. guess what genius? it's  fucking nine thirty and you just came home!" she seethed at him, angry  tears beginning to sting at the corners of her eyes. jonah scoffed  angrily and clenched his fists.

"i was busy! they held us back at  the studio, and afterwards i went out with the boys. we lost track of  time! i don't have to fucking tell you where i am all the time," he  shouted out, causing y/n to roll her eyes.

"so you can't shoot me  a text? tell me you're gonna be late? tell me that i don't have to take  an hour out of my day to fucking cook?" she exclaimed, the hot tears  beginning to roll down her face. she hastily wiped them away, the anger  she felt coming in strong waves.

"i'm fucking sorry then okay?  i'm sorry that my job requires me to stay late. i'm sorry i want to  actually have a fucking social life, rather than stay locked up in the  apartment like you," jonah scoffed, gesturing about fiercely.

"excuse  me? i'm in this apartment all day because i have work to do! i'm trying  to get a fucking degree so i can have a future!" she paused in her  yelling, breathing in deeply. "and now i can see that maybe i don't have  a future with you," her voice trailed off, breaking slightly at the end  of her sentence.

jonah's breath caught in his throat, the pure  anger he had felt moments again washing away when he heard the words  come out of her mouth.

"w-what?" he whispered, nearly collapsing  on the floor. they had fought before, but they always resolved it. it  had never gone this far, neither of them ever thought it would go this  far.

"i-i have to go. it's best if i just, go." she whimpered,  grabbing her purse off the couch and rushing out of the door. jonah  stood in shock for a moment before rushing out after her.

the  night sky seemed even darker as he ran out, catching y/n as she started  her car. there were no stars to be seen, the eerie moonlight shining  down on the broken couple.

"y/n, please, i'm sorry baby," he  pleaded. tears began welling up in his eyes. y/n sighed, her own  bloodshot eyes looking up into his teary blue ones.

"give me a reason." she said, stepping out of the still running car.

"what?" jonah wiped away his tears, looking at y/n in confusion.

  "give me a reason to stay," she said, and jonah's eyes widened, but he  nodded. he took at moment to collect his jumbled thoughts before  speaking.

"stay because-" he took in a deep breath. "stay  because i love you more than anything in this world. i know we fight,  and i know we don't always see eye to eye. but no matter what, i know  we're strong enough to get through it,"

"stay because you're my  sunshine, you're my light. you're the most amazing girlfriend i could  ever imagine, and i don't deserve any bit of you. but for some reason  you've stayed so long, despite me being a complete dickhead so often,"  this made y/n smile just a bit.

"stay because even though you  said you can't imagine a future for us, i can. and i'm willing to do  anything for you to start imagining one too, because you, y/n y/l/n, are  the most important thing in my life, and a life without you isn't one  i'm willing to imagine." he was practically on his knees at this point,  looking up at the girl he loved with his whole heart.

y/n's eyes began tearing up again, but this time not out of anger or sadness. it was out of the pure beauty of jonah's words.

"i was lying," she mumbled, causing jonah to furrow his brows in confusion.

"lying about what?"

"lying about not seeing a future with you," she looked up into jonah's  eyes. "because, i see a future with you so bright it's practically  blinding. there is nothing i want more than to be with you until the end  of time jonah marais roth frantzich," she breathed out. a wide grin  painted itself on his face.

"i love you so fucking much, no matter what happens. because me and you," he paused, but y/n jumped in before he could finish.

"we're  in it for life," she finished, crashing her lips onto his. he deepened  the kiss, relishing in the feeling of her warm lips finally being on  his. they stood there kissing for what felt like hours before the broke  apart, gasping for breath.

"can we go inside now? it's kinda  cold," she mumbled, being met with a laugh and a nod. they ran inside  hand in hand, laughing lightly together. they were already inside when  jonah came to a realization.

"oh shit," he groaned, getting a perplexed look from y/n.

"what is it jo?" she asked him.

"we left the car on."

and so they went back outside again.